Tulpa Guilt

[ThatOneGuy]

I could barely masturbate while creating Clair, I know that much. I wasn't guilty or anything, it's just like I lacked a sex drive or some shit. No clue as to why.

[Guest]

TOG: That's weird. I have the same thing right now, kinda; I don't fap as much as I used to for whatever reason, and whenever I do, I receive an emotional response. <_<"

[Spellknite]

Yeah, I got that feeling too. I actually tried last week. Felt odd. Like someone was watching.

[tulpatalk]

Oh god dammit why is this thread infected with mlp faggetry

 

God dammit why did tulpas attract ponies

 

God dammit why

[Waterbijdewijn]

Oh god dammit why is this thread infected with mlp faggetry

 

God dammit why did tulpas attract ponies

 

God dammit why

Maybe bronies are generally lonely people, so they have more interest in tulpas? Yes, tulpas sounds better than tulpae.

 

I also feel guilt when not paying enough attention, as I'd like, to my tulpa. Keeps you motivated, I guess.

About the masturbation part, it's not bad when you stop fapping. If you don't fap, you'll feel better and you might start having more interest in women than ponies.

[Guest Anonymous]

Oh god dammit why is this thread infected with mlp faggetry

 

God dammit why did tulpas attract ponies

 

God dammit why

 

And that's why you're not a mod.

[Guest]

Oh god dammit why is this thread infected with mlp faggetry

 

God dammit why did tulpas attract ponies

 

God dammit why

 

Mostly because there was a rather infamous thread on /mlp/ that garnered a large amount of attention. Also, who really cares why someone got interested in tulpæ, it isn't like they would really get anywhere if there only motivation was to have a pony or something like that.

[Guest]

Oh god dammit why is this thread infected with mlp faggetry

 

God dammit why did tulpas attract ponies

 

God dammit why

I think Waterbi summarized it well; most of us ponyfags are lonely, and we love ponies. Put two and two together.

[Kimnd]

Well, I don't really fap. I have stories going, some that I use specifically as porn, but I generally change the tone depending on the time of day. Goddamn that sounds weird. The fact that I'm a girl might add a bit of context, but seeing as I don't know what other girls do for fapping I doubt it'd help.

As for the guilty feeling, when I first started with Kev I often felt bad about getting distracted by the porn stuff, and apologized a lot. He was kinda pissed at first, but eventually he made fun of me for apologizing so much. Now he even makes fun of me for thinking about sex, since he doesn't have a sex drive himself.

He finds it hilarious that others are so obsessed with it. He's even gone too far in making fun of Todd (second, younger tulpa) for the fact that he's attracted to girls.

[hakase]

Hm, I'm not clopping or fapping to my tulpa, but I can understand your situation.

 

clopping or fapping

 

I'd liike to dedicate a portion of my first post in nearly two months to ask you why the fuck you would make that distinction.

 

Oh god dammit why is this thread infected with mlp faggetry

 

I'd be willing to bet that over 80% of tulpa.info is either mlp faggots or anime faggots. It's really not that difficult to see why.

 

 

And mulder, it's probably just because you have someone watching everything you do. Some people might feel uncomfortable because they feel that heir god is watching over them and judging them for their actions, while some of us might feel uncomfortable because we feel that our tulpae (was a standard plural form of "tulpa" ever decided on?) are watching over us and judging us.

 

If you feel that this is true in your case, I don't see what the problem is. If you created your tulpa with a judging personality, then congratulations, it's worked, and you have nothing to worry about. If you created your tulpa with a non-judgmental personality, then she shouldn't be judging you, and there's nothing to worry about.