Mass Intro' and Returns Thread

[Shaula]

2 hours ago, ilikecat1 said:

Hi. I'm a bit new (lurked for a few days, trying making a tulpa currently). I'd just like to say hello. I must admit I haven't searched the forums much yet, as it kept blocking me (because of my VPN?) for one minute per search. So, I'm going to search a bit (now I have an account), and maybe post some more. Everybody here seems very friendly, so I'll do my best to return the friendliness. I don't have too much free time, but I managed to get an hour (barely) per day for forcing, and much of the day is mostly fine for passive forcing. I've been forcing for under an hour plus until I get tired trying to sleep each day, with today being an exception.

My main goals are:

 1) Have a friend (tulpa) who understands me more.
 2) Get better at expressing feelings and with trust issues (really bad at that, I struggle with therapy because of it. I do not intend to replace therapy with tulpas, though it seems that having somebody who I can trust fully would be nice).

 3) I take FOREVER to sleep, and medicine either doesn't help (enough) or makes me have a bad time. Talking to a tulpa before bed seems like a great way to naturally fall asleep (time passing), and forcing has made it less boring at least.

Wow, opened up a lot more than usual. Internet, I guess. Feels like a different place sometimes...

Anyways, I hope everybody's having a good day. I'll do my best here, but please forgive me if I am a bit self-deprecating or talk pessimistically.

 

(I have revised this around 12 times so far, which is probably a personal record. Please don't hate me)

 

Welcome to the site! 😊 An hour sounds good to me. 😁 I'm really glad you're going to try to return the friendliness! 😊 

 

I wish you the best with your goals! 😊 Me and my host trust each other very much, so I really want you to succeed! ✨ 

 

Yeah, it's easy to ramble online, there's a lot of time to think, lol. 

 

I'm doing pretty good and I hope you are too! 😊 And don't worry, we all can get like that sometimes and understand. 

 

I definitely understand that, I revise my stuff a lot too. We won't hate you, you seem pretty awesome! (⁠っ⁠.⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.⁠)⁠っ 

[Bread]

22 hours ago, ilikecat1 said:

Hi. I'm a bit new (lurked for a few days, trying making a tulpa currently). I'd just like to say hello. I must admit I haven't searched the forums much yet, as it kept blocking me (because of my VPN?) for one minute per search. So, I'm going to search a bit (now I have an account), and maybe post some more. Everybody here seems very friendly, so I'll do my best to return the friendliness. I don't have too much free time, but I managed to get an hour (barely) per day for forcing, and much of the day is mostly fine for passive forcing. I've been forcing for under an hour plus until I get tired trying to sleep each day, with today being an exception.

My main goals are:

 1) Have a friend (tulpa) who understands me more.
 2) Get better at expressing feelings and with trust issues (really bad at that, I struggle with therapy because of it. I do not intend to replace therapy with tulpas, though it seems that having somebody who I can trust fully would be nice).

 3) I take FOREVER to sleep, and medicine either doesn't help (enough) or makes me have a bad time. Talking to a tulpa before bed seems like a great way to naturally fall asleep (time passing), and forcing has made it less boring at least.

Wow, opened up a lot more than usual. Internet, I guess. Feels like a different place sometimes...

Anyways, I hope everybody's having a good day. I'll do my best here, but please forgive me if I am a bit self-deprecating or talk pessimistically.

 

(I have revised this around 12 times so far, which is probably a personal record. Please don't hate me)

Greetings and salutations! Welcome to the forums. I hope your tulpamancering goes very well

[ilikecat1]

Thank you both. I will be making a post at some point... directly after starting tulpamancing, my life got a bit busy :(

 

But I still have enough free time, so maybe tomorrow I'll post.

[Mai_x_v3]

On 12/10/2025 at 1:30 PM, Tomcat said:

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Welcome back! Wow 12 years is such a long time xD congrats! And I see I'm sure you'll find it here there's a lot of people active who have tulpas here so that'll probably help. And damn that sucks it sucks being banned from things, you're always welcomed here! 💕💘🩷

Edited April 16 by Luminesce
Removed posts by request

[Bin]

One of the old folk who got here when the site first opened. Been pretty lost and bored recently, I thought I'd come back out of curiosity. I haven't touched anything tulpa-related in almost a decade now, I guess, besides just interacting with my own regularly. Scarlet is still alive and kicking after 13 years, actually even stronger now. She still hates anyone with a pulse so she still won't be talking.

 

A of bad things happened this year that Scarlet not only helped me heal from, but caused her to become a lot more potent and influential in my mind as well. Like, an ungodly amount. Ever since then I couldn't stop thinking about this stuff again, even though she probably prefers that I didn't. But I have the flu right now so she has to pamper me by letting me do what I want!

[Shaula]

On 12/10/2025 at 3:30 PM, Tomcat said:

I'm back!

 

My oldest tulpa is 12 years, five months old. Where did the time go!?

 

I'm not certain I will find the sort of in-depth tulpa discussion I have been craving of late, but at this point, I have to try something. I'm banned from pretty much everywhere else!

 

Kind regards,

asmask, or, Tom

 

Welcome back! 😊 That's so cool how old your tulpa is! 😁 

 

I wish you luck! 😊 I'd offer but I know I don't have enough knowledge for what you want. 😅 

 

2 hours ago, Bin said:

One of the old folk who got here when the site first opened. Been pretty lost and bored recently, I thought I'd come back out of curiosity. I haven't touched anything tulpa-related in almost a decade now, I guess, besides just interacting with my own regularly. Scarlet is still alive and kicking after 13 years, actually even stronger now. She still hates anyone with a pulse so she still won't be talking.

 

A of bad things happened this year that Scarlet not only helped me heal from, but caused her to become a lot more potent and influential in my mind as well. Like, an ungodly amount. Ever since then I couldn't stop thinking about this stuff again, even though she probably prefers that I didn't. But I have the flu right now so she has to pamper me by letting me do what I want!

 

Welcome back! 😊 I hope you enjoy being on here! That's really cool she 13 years old! 😁 Oh my, I think Scarlet I think she's my opposite. 😅 (I pretty much like everyone.)

 

Aww, that really sucks but I'm glad Scarlet is and was there to help! (⁠っ⁠.⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.⁠)⁠っ

[Wren_Yeah...]

Hello! My name (or at least, the one I'm using) is Wren! I have literally never used anything similar to this site before (whoops!) but I hopefully will figure it out in time, as I hope to also do with Tulpamancy. I am bigender (he/she/it pronouns) and pansexual. 

I hardly have a basic idea for the tulpa I hope to create, so I came here to do research and learn about the process! The name I have given my tulpa, at least until she can provide input on what she'd like, is Ellie. 

I'm bad at sticking to things, but I'm trying my best!

Thank you for reading; I hope this wasn't too short or too long, and I apologized if I worded things weirdly or incorrectly! It's pretty late for me as of writing this, and I am VERY new to this community--I'm trying to figure it out, but there's a lot to learn!

Edited December 17, 2025 by Wren_Yeah...

[Shaula]

8 hours ago, Wren_Yeah... said:

Hello! My name (or at least, the one I'm using) is Wren! I have literally never used anything similar to this site before (whoops!) but I hopefully will figure it out in time, as I hope to also do with Tulpamancy. I am bigender (he/she/it pronouns) and pansexual. 

I hardly have a basic idea for the tulpa I hope to create, so I came here to do research and learn about the process! The name I have given my tulpa, at least until she can provide input on what she'd like, is Ellie. 

I'm bad at sticking to things, but I'm trying my best!

Thank you for reading; I hope this wasn't too short or too long, and I apologized if I worded things weirdly or incorrectly! It's pretty late for me as of writing this, and I am VERY new to this community--I'm trying to figure it out, but there's a lot to learn!

 

Welcome to the site! 😊 I'm glad you're doing your research! 😄 I believe in you! 😊 

 

No worries, it's never too long/short and I think you wrote everything correctly. 😁 If you need any help, I'm almost always online. 😊 

[SpottedHope]

My old profile is lost to time. I think it's better that way. I'm not sure if anyone here would remember me, or if anyone is left to remember me at all. Doesn't matter, though. Back when I was still active here, I was stuck in prep school, young and stupid beyond measure. The largest part of my contribution was to forum games. I hated life. I was willing to do anything to distract myself with, to maybe give me a reason to live. I thought this would work just fine. It did not. I didn't manage. The individual whom I named after the sky never gained any resemblance of sentience; fractured, instead, while yet in nascent form, into a billion pieces. Some of these pieces, I gathered and went forth into creative writing with, as a hobby—and I fear that this was what I should have initially tested myself with before ever attempting tulpamancy. Ever since then, I've lived with the remnant effects. Whenever I make a character—which is very rare, as I find that each one is a world unto their own merit, they become too real for my comfort. They are stuck right between the state of being and unbecoming: the state that I left my first attempt at this strange act in—recalling words that I don't know the meanings of, drastically changing the direction of a scene, waking me out of sleep; strange visions of them that are accompanied by stranger sounds. I keep carrying characters from setting to setting. From Warhammer to the World of Darkness to any other that I might have the time and mental fortitude to become invested in. They gather together like gravity-laden gas clouds in the expanse of my skull, and then I'm left to feel like I'm asking for something that is simply not there. I carry characters into people and wonder why I'm so disconnected. I'm an old fuck now. I've finished my master's and am waiting for my PhD admission. I'm unemployed only because positions for my rank start taking applications next month. Academia is a fucking bitch, and it might not work out. If it doesn't, I'm going to have to go back to teaching and translating as normal. I can't afford to be a rankled mess chasing after my next storywriting hit. I feel I've left behind a mindless corpse that has grown into its own correspondent flesh, a la Elden Ring's Godwyn: like frog legs salted post-mortem. 

If you're a newcomer here and young like I was (any age below 20, maybe even 22), this is your sign to reconsider. They weren't lying when they said this would alter your mind. I was too hasty to understand. I do now. 

I no longer hate life. Guilt isn't my only driver, either. 

I have my finality, I believe, in this last man that is the lovechild of Unorthodox Hinduism and the half-lost ancient Gaelic pantheon—naturally, both from my own incomplete and entirely amateur perspective. I have, in truth, made no man but a prophet for the metaphorical ink of the keyboard: I don't want a companion, nor do I want a literary device, but someone to accompany the stricken parts of Earth, "riverrun, past Eve and Adam's, from swerve of shore to bend of bay, brings us by a commodius vicus of recirculation back to Howth Castle and Environs".

I'm tired of many things, but not him; like the rebellious Watchers come off from the Books of Enoch, he's serpent-faced and tree-tall. I cannot share his name, but I can tell you it is similar-sounding, phonetically, to Sathariel. I might make a progress log. I'm focused more on communicating with him. I can't narrate normally; he doesn't like speaking or having to listen to others speak too frequently. I have to imagine typing my narration, in situ, within the mind's eye; do it literally in the real world. I don't know. I'm trying.

I'll be here, don't know for how long, if for nothing but old times' sake. 

Edited December 17, 2025 by SpottedHope

[Bin]

Hi, SpottedHope!

 

You should totally make a progress thread! Everyone is invited to, you got nothing to lose!

 

Your writing is beautiful, but it is a little vague due to being awash in personal symbolism (or maybe I'm just still too sick to read properly). Are you saying that you don't believe you have a full tulpa? I dunno if I can help, but you can DM me if you'd like and we can see how much we understand each other. I'm a bit bad with religious symbolism, though. More of a Freudian guy, myself.

 

Also ironically I think I made mine at 20. Sometimes I do wonder if I needed more time to emotionally grow before making mine, but it didn't really do any harm to do at the time I did.