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I've been kinda casually narrating for a few weeks. Not worried about anything at all, just picking up and talking to whatever might feel like listening out of familiarity, and it's been kinda nice.

 

Dunno if I have any Tupper or anything in mind, or if it's some new whatever. No feels or pressure or anything, but that's fine, it's nice to talk. Really missed it, for some reason. I also just wound up.. Really in control of how depressed I get, about a month ago. I don't know, I just decided to be happier, and I have been. Been worried about small things off and on, worried about the future every few days, but I have yet to get soul-crushingly depressed over anything at all. It's a really good feeling, and I hope it really flushes out.

 

 

So yeah, hey, maybe round.. Something? Maybe round something here pretty soon. I'd still like a Tulpa.

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Whoa, I've been thinking about me too!

 

But nah, I hope it's actually good to be back. Last couple times I always left feeling much worse than I did when I started considering picking up again.

 

Mm, first thing's first, I guess. Should get a name/face to the idea of a new Tupper. Miriam has way too many negative memories and experiences, and Airy was just weird to say constantly, oddly enough.

 

Might consider using my avatar, Peachy Pitt, but idunno. The story behind that is that back in November, a friend and I started on a DnD-ish RP, with dice and other tabletop elements, where I was the only player, and Peachy was introduced as a main character. Went crazy for her for a while.

 

She had less then ten seconds of screen-time on the show, her creator (Peachy is actually the OC/Ponysona of someone that worked on the cartoon) is no longer on the staff, so she'll likely never make another appearance, and get this; I couldn't find more than five or so pieces of porn of her on the entire internet. Which is quite the achievement. Where I'm going with this, is that at least I'd more than likely be the only one using her as a form, and that annoying Dash jealousy that really got to me with Miriam, for some reason, would be nonexistent! No new kids coming in and making her under my nose, haha.

 

Still, that's just a maybe. I like the character aesthetically, but being that she said like, one thing, I don't have much to go on personality-wise. When I said I've been narrating when I feel like it, I mean five minutes tops, once every hour or two. I need something a bit more interesting. I don't know if she likes what I speak about, or what. So yeah, personality is my main focus right now. Not that I plan on getting to it post-haste or anything, though, narrating is still fun enough with no face or personality to go to the idea.

 

Have actually seriously considered enacting a strict no-more-pony-attempt thing, before I move on, cause I probably look like a total fuckin' goon after three tries with female ponies (Airy was human, but the original character was a pony), but I started this nearly two years ago with the main goal of snuggling the absolute fuck out of a pony, and by Jove, I'm going to. Whoever thinks my vendetta is silly can sit and spin.

 

 

But yeah, here's to not flipping out and getting all paranoid and depressive this time.

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I've fallen behind on MLP. I never finished the fourth season, and I just heard about Rainbow Rocks yesterday. Didn't remember Peachy Pitt, though I did see Pinky Pride.

 

Nothing wrong with ponies as far as I'm concerned. I mean it's not my sort of thing, but I definitely don't get the pony tulpa hatred either. They're no worse than a lot of the other stuff we have going on around here.

 

Anyway, good luck this time around.

"Some things have to be believed to be seen." - Ralph Hodgson

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Oh baby

 

The guy running the RP, aka the motherfucker who got me into Tulpas, who's been practicing this kinda stuff since like, 07, just granted me the most wondrous thing

 

PERSONALITY WOO

 

So after his first tup several years back kinda just faded away from lack of attention or something, he got into ponies and was like "Whatever" and in a week or two made a Ponk Pone. Guess it was a lot easier that time cause he always wonders why I have so much trouble.

 

Anyway, he's super lazy, so after weeks of hounding him for Peachy's personality, in case I really did wanna make a Peachy Tupper, I just did something I normally never do, and asked Pinkie to do it, so I guess that worked?

 

Anyway, wow, I have an decent-ish starting point this time. I was just expecting him to write down a couple things and be done with it.

 

Regarding no negative traits, he's a bit old fashioned, and guess he takes initial creation seriously, despite kinda predating the founders of this place.

 

EDIT: He tells me he would have spent more time giving examples on defining stuff, but, and I quote, "And it's not my tulpa so after expending about 20 minutes on one trait, I was like man forget this". At least I know he's still lazy. The Peachy in the docs was just a shoddy construction of how he'd perceive her in real life as well, I guess. Still, fantastic, never had such a personal reference, haha

 

 

EDIT EDIT: Oh, also, did twenty minutes of narrating last night before I got really tired and fell asleep. Was okay. Hadn't really formally introduced myself, or anything, so I mostly did that. Was okay. Was trying to lightly visualize, didn't do well, but all the same when I was getting imagery, I kept kicking myself when she'd move and nod cause it felt like my RP stuff. Guess I should stop doing that, huh. It's just the fear that it never evolves from that is all, even though I take it it does.

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Okay, so my friend has been helping me a lot today. Fede used to tell me to learn the heck out of a character's personality, to the point where I could parrot in-character, without a second thought, and that would pretty much be Tupper.

 

Well, as desperate as I've been to consider parroting, I feel like it defeats the purpose of me doing this, but unless I was parroting like that, I've never really thought of applying traits in any way other than narrating, either.

 

So my buddy kinda just suggesting a lot of media-intake, and trying to figure out what she'd think of it. Straight narrating like I do obviously doesn't cut it, anybody who knows how I am with this stuff knows that, including him. So he advised that I sit down with some games, think about what she'd think of the choices I make, how she'd react to some characters' eccentricities, while kinda lightly talking about stuff.

 

I can play Dark Souls well enough now that I don't even need to think while I do stuff, so might as well use that as my starting point. There's a lot of stuff to really think on in that game as well, so Idunno! Seems like a fun exercise, kinda. I mean, I'm sure somebody somewhere has recommended I try this kind of association and putting myself in their shoes kinda thing, but I was always too busy brooding and enjoying sucking at this and griping to take any of that into consideration, so I hope it works.

 

Although I'm pretty sure that personally, I've only really read up on methods of varying ways to narrate personality/traits, along with symbolism bs, the latter being something I have always, and will always loathe. So hey, this is new to me, and actually sounds like the first fun way of doing this in a long time. Just disappointed in myself for not considering it when I decided not to use this kinda thing for parroting.

 

Ohwell, I'm going to try and familiarize myself with all of these traits, and maybe, maybe lightly narrate each one before I really get onto this real-world-application-ish stuff. Otherwise I'll just need to keep a list handy

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That's an idea. I hope it works for you. I've done stuff like that in the past with characters I was writing in books, but never for a tulpa. Seems like a good idea though.

"Some things have to be believed to be seen." - Ralph Hodgson

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Well it's tough. I've been sitting here at the creation screen, and I'm just realizing that even with the traits right in front of me, I know nothing about her. I don't know how she'd react to anything. Should I keep the traits in mind for every little thing I imagine she would say, or do I build up stuff as I go, lightly considering them, and just hoping it all starts taking shape?

 

Sigh, guess I have to figure this out, then.

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Entirely mediocre, sadly.

 

I really, really like the concept, but I plain do not know anything about Peachy. I don't know how to put myself in her position. Maybe I'm just lacking in empathy, as I don't think I could even do this with somebody I've known my entire life, but all I was able to really think up in any situation at all, were "You might be curious about X enemy/NPC, or Y item/weapon, so here's what that's all about" kinda things. I don't know what else to do there, so heck, guess that's a scrapped idea. Sigh, very regrettably, I'll probably wind up having to go with traditional personality stuff

 

Lame, haha.

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