Do you think I'n crazy?

[FurryBlueNaki]

Is being crazy a problem?

 

Feeling crazy felt completely natural when I took a hallucinagen. I don't do that anymore though, but it was pretty neat to feel insanity.

[Brassow]

^^^Pugs not drugs.

But on topic, it doesn't matter what other people on the forums think of your hopes and dreams. What matters is what you (and tulpa) think of yourself. Go out and make a tulpa, but only if you want to. You shouldn't feel forced (Heh, get the pun?) into making a tulpa, as it could have negative side effects down the road.

[mr insano]

^ What the guy above me said. Don't worry about other people's opinions. If creating a dragon tulpa is something that you want to do, then go for it! And if you don't want to, then there's no need.

 

To reply to the rest of your post -

 

I've tried dreaming but I'm not sure if I dream at all. Which feels depressing. I'm not sure if I could be tested by being wole up in a rem sleep test.

Well...Everyone dreams. You probably just don't remember your dreams upon waking, which can be improved with practice. Look up some stuff on lucid dreaming. Dream Views is great for that.

 

But as for your main question. If you want to make a tulpa, go ahead and make one! I can promise you that tulpae are real. They are far more than just an imaginary friend. I think it would be super cool to have a dragon tulpa. You'll have to take our word for it for now, but we wouldn't be spending all this time and effort on this forum just to troll. Test it out, believe in your tulpa, and you'll be surprised what results you'll get.

 

Creating a tulpa obviously isn't easy, and it can take a lot of time and effort. So don't get discouraged if it doesn't happen right away. It will happen in time, and the experience is different for every person.

 

And yeah, to agree with earlier posters: If you do have depression, a tulpa may not solve that. Now it can help a ton, and it's done that for me, but please don't rely on a tulpa solely. Make sure you spend time with family/friends too. You didn't necessarily imply you were depressed by your post, but I'm just making sure. (:

[Brassow]

(^ I have a name.) Come to think of it Jarklor, you might be crazy... because you didn't spell "I'm" correctly (Don't take that seriously). I personally welcome everyone to this forum, as it means a larger community, and more fun people to talk to. "Crazy" might just mean a different point of view as far as I'm concerned.

[kirbymaster1]

YOU JUST GOTTA BILEAVE!!!!

[ThatFellowWithTheScarf]

You can't help it. We're all mad down here. I'm mad, you're mad.~ *cough* reference! *cough*

[Timofey]

What can I say? My knowledge of tulpas and psychology, for now, is mostly theoretic. You can do it, bro. We believe in your power. I believe in your power. So, TL; DR version of the whole thread: Tulpa can be basically everything, but you need to take time; Tulpas are real; Your kind of (Let's call it so) connection to dragons is not crazy, yet not completely normal; and avoid talking about death, it screws some people.

[raymond13557]

not much to tell you there... just take it one day at a time and just believe in your tulpa

[Seridi]

Dragons? Oh, they're everywhere! You must fly very high to see most of them, though. The ones nearer the ground are very hard to see, being invisible...

 

(Ya gotta love the elder scrolls)

[raymond13557]

i have a bird like water dragon and a shapeshifting water dragon.. Maggie and Aqua are my guardians.