conflictedebola April 21, 2015 Author April 21, 2015 I slept all day because I was forced to take a naproxen for my arthritis. I can't stand taking pain medication for that very reason, and now it's nearly 11pm, i'm tired, and my legs still hurt. Howl's finding it a bit difficult to wake up, probably because pain medication induced sleep and because he switched to have a short interaction with Owen last night. I tried telling him good morning and all he said to me was 'Hey, bitch' and went back into his half asleep state. Someone's a sleeepy puppy. >u> -squiiiint- I've only been awake for a couple hours and Howl's been awake enough to do anything for like... 20 minutes. So we haven't really done anything. But we got up for a while because I was starving and when we went back to sleep I talked to him about playing WoW with me, and he's usually object to it because he's so technophobic. But we compromised finally and I said if I made him a character he'd at least pay attention and make joint decisions. I'm going to make another shitty Death Knight, I just know it (I LOVE THEM SO MUCH /SOBBING Uh...). I apparently started a draft when I woke up. Here it is finished. I guess it's at least a point of relevance for the day. I'm awake early because arthritis in my legs is killing me (at what point does juvenile arthritis just become just arthritis?)... Which apparently I shouldn't be because I had to go back and correct some completely misplaced words, what even. (For the record any times I forget to place a word or horribly mix up up a word, that's childhood dyslexia coming back with a vengeance.) Anycase, I apparently forgot to mention a couple important details about Howl's biology. Why am I bringing them up? I think they're neat. And he likes feeling fleshed out. He makes it a point to make himself feel as physically whole inside my head as possible. For starters, we've gone over multiple times he's solid biomass. His blood is liquid biomass. It's liquid tox. Howl has black blood. It's gross and awesome. Second, Howl's hair and fingernail pigmentation is altered by this. His hair and fingernails are ultra black. Which leads to his claws. When fully 'extended', inky black overtakes his skin down to his fingers, or sometimes his forearms. They're vicious, m8. Lastly, his tounge. It's really long and really creepy, and used for infection purposes. As in, it branches off into separate tendrils, like a root system. It's uber gross, so he doesn't do it unless he needs to. He's swallowed many a tounge piercing (something he's kept since he was first made) because of it. Here's a really really REALLY old drawing of it. So forgive the horrible quality. (fun fact, you can tell how old my drawings are based on if I drew it on shitty yellow printing paper) Also, speaking of the shitty yellow paper, I've still got a drawing of what Howl looked like when he was first made. Here's a baby picture :D If I could, begin to be, Half of what you think of me, I could do about anything, I could even learn how to love directed at Howl directed from Howl
Indurain April 21, 2015 April 21, 2015 I like your writing style, it has personality and humour. A lot of your personality description sounds like me, and the same birthday as well ^_^ Anyway have fun you two (or four if counting owen and ran) Name: Sera Form: Human Female Age: Since May 28th, 2013, roughly Stage: Discipline with forcing every day, narration and asking questions constantly I think therefore I am, I think therefore she'll be. que sera sera
conflictedebola April 21, 2015 Author April 21, 2015 I like your writing style, it has personality and humour. A lot of your personality description sounds like me, and the same birthday as well ^_^ Anyway have fun you two (or four if counting owen and ran) Thank you! It's based off of years of keeping hella messy journals (post it notes, different colored ink for different notes, and way too many sidenotes, subnotes, and parenthesis). Yay, high five! A lot of people seem to be born in August, I've noticed, wonder what the hell takes place in November (?) that causes this. Actually, I don't want to know, nevermind. Thanks! I actually pulled Owen over to my computer to see this and he went "C:". If I could, begin to be, Half of what you think of me, I could do about anything, I could even learn how to love directed at Howl directed from Howl
conflictedebola April 22, 2015 Author April 22, 2015 HNNN, I REMEMBER LITTLE TO NOTHING ABOUT LAST NIGHT. There's a reason for that, but it's going to require another pastebin actually. Which will probably be included at the end of this post. Anycase, either I'm getting sick with what Owen's got, or 275mg of Naproxen is kicking my ass for two nights. Regardless, I laid in bed for a while, just doing stuff with Howl while feeling way too weak to get out of bed. Why are you so awake today anyway? I dunno, I've been sleeping in late too much. Plus last night was... refreshing~ :I ...Okie. Anyway, we worked on his mindvoice a bit. I did my best to craft and example sentence for him (I feel like a DJ), and asked him "How's something like this?" and he paused for a moment like he was collecting himself before responding "Good, good, good." like he was practicing it. It was a great first start. We still have a lot of work to do, though. Feels weird, man. And so, I ended up making that pastebin. (Again, 18+ content, this ones a bit more explicit than the last one, read at own risk, bluhbluh.) If I could, begin to be, Half of what you think of me, I could do about anything, I could even learn how to love directed at Howl directed from Howl
etherealcabbage April 22, 2015 April 22, 2015 Holy shit, dat pastbin :U Also I'm super glad you're getting on the ball with mindvoice stuff, I can't wait to hear more deets in the future (also I'm pretty sure it will be more fun with him having a "tangible" voice >:3) Me speaking to Ran is blue Ran speaking to me is mahogany
conflictedebola April 22, 2015 Author April 22, 2015 Holy shit, dat pastbin :U Also I'm super glad you're getting on the ball with mindvoice stuff, I can't wait to hear more deets in the future (also I'm pretty sure it will be more fun with him having a "tangible" voice >:3) SHUT UUUUP DON'T YOU >:3 ME -reaches over to your desk to slap you- I can't take BOTH of you teasing me about this, you know it's hard having more than one conveniently attractive jerk in my life. If I could, begin to be, Half of what you think of me, I could do about anything, I could even learn how to love directed at Howl directed from Howl
bunny-boi-lover April 22, 2015 April 22, 2015 I'd make a few comments about your pastebin as it relates to Edwin and me, but he prefers I not discuss our sex life with anyone, as much as I would like to. Da's hot, tho~ [align=center]"Jesus Pickles!" ~ Edwin reacting to pretty much every jump scare in a horror movie[/align] Avatar was made by me using a base. My DeviantArt Account Progress Report
conflictedebola April 22, 2015 Author April 22, 2015 I'd make a few comments about your pastebin as it relates to Edwin and me, but he prefers I not discuss our sex life with anyone, as much as I would like to. Da's hot, tho~ ABFFFF, THANK. /)u(\ Howly's one hella depraved individual and every time I bring up THAT aspect of our relationship he's just like "Gneee~" People like showing of their nice pets. -stupid uncalled for smirk that no one needed- >:O !!! YOU ARE EXCEEDING THE LIMIT OF THINGS I WILL WRITE OUT FOR YOU. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ (he literally made me go out of my way to find this emoji for him) If I could, begin to be, Half of what you think of me, I could do about anything, I could even learn how to love directed at Howl directed from Howl
bunny-boi-lover April 22, 2015 April 22, 2015 I think it's neat how you guys have that aspect of your relationship but maintain an emotional distance. I don't think I could ever do that. I usually get emotionally attached to anyone/thing that has sex with me if given enough time. And that usually results in heart-break and unrequited love. I wouldn't say Edwin is depraved. I created him as a bunny intentionally for reasons hurr-hurr >:3, but sometimes he gets to be a bit much. Not too much, mind you. But he wheedles me sometimes when otherwise I don't think I'm up for it. Of course, I always end up loving it, and if I really wanted to say no, I could (past relationship have taught me that). And I can see that emoji fitting him well. XD And I just wanted to say, your personality somewhat reminds me of a friend I had back on DeviantArt. I could see us getting along well. :3 [align=center]"Jesus Pickles!" ~ Edwin reacting to pretty much every jump scare in a horror movie[/align] Avatar was made by me using a base. My DeviantArt Account Progress Report
conflictedebola April 22, 2015 Author April 22, 2015 I think it's neat how you guys have that aspect of your relationship but maintain an emotional distance. I don't think I could ever do that. I usually get emotionally attached to anyone/thing that has sex with me if given enough time. And that usually results in heart-break and unrequited love. Oh believe me, I'm emotionally attached. I'm hesitant to love (some lingering aromanticism probably), but when I do it's deep. And I do love Howl. A lot. Just not in the romantic way. I don't see him as boyfriend material or even close to anything beyond that, and we don't feel romantically inclined towards each other at all, but I love him in a way I've never felt for anyone, not even Owen (who is also someone I love differently from anyone else). And I love to be loved. I was super tsundere around him for the longest time because I didn't want him to be grossed out by my delicate widdle fee-fees. And now he calls me sweet pea because it makes me blush and ruffles my hair (as best he can). But usually most of the time it's like "You fookin wot m8 >:U" "Bitchface."... And sometimes when he's being particularly insufferable he calls me 'mom'. To sum up what I'm trying to say; Our relationship is all over the place, but it's awesome. I wouldn't say Edwin is depraved. I created him as a bunny intentionally for reasons hurr-hurr >:3, but sometimes he gets to be a bit much. Not too much, mind you. But he wheedles me sometimes when otherwise I don't think I'm up for it. Of course, I always end up loving it, and if I really wanted to say no, I could (past relationship have taught me that). This is going to be the second time I compare Howl to Pyramid Head, and this time it's to say I'd be lying if I said he wasn't partly made up of my sexual buildup, Pyramid Head style. It is LITERALLY his solution to everything. If "Fuck, I dunno." is his catchphrase, then 'fuck' is a verb just as often as it is an emphasis. GOD, point taken, we get it. If this is any implication towards a rejection of my future advances, then I got plenty to hold me over until you're feeling less frigid. Case in point; he's easily batted away if scolded like a puppy. And I can see that emoji fitting him well. XD And I just wanted to say, your personality somewhat reminds me of a friend I had back on DeviantArt. I could see us getting along well. :3 It's my spirit animal. Oh my god. Heh. This is why he's not allowed to internet. Abfff, my present personality is probably a Katamari collection of friends I've had on the internet, methinks, so I've apparently developed the "FRIEND~!" default personality. I'm a quirk sponge. But anycase, yay friends~! ouo/) ALSO, LIFE UPDATE -stresstressstress- HAHA I HAVEN'T SLEPT ALL NIGHT AND I HAVE TO STAY UP UNTIL WHO KNOWS HOW LONG BECAUSE I'M WAITING FOR A PACKAGE MY PARENTS REEEEALLY CAN'T SEE THE CONTENTS OF :D Naughty girl~ I'M 20 YEARS OLD I SHOULDN'T HAVE TO DEAL WITH THIS AHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH If I could, begin to be, Half of what you think of me, I could do about anything, I could even learn how to love directed at Howl directed from Howl
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