grimSleuth March 9, 2016 March 9, 2016 I'm sorry you had to put up with a piece of garbage like that, I have a friend who similarly shits on Tulpa Stuff, specifically my girlfriend's tulpas, so I feel ya. At least this was a somewhat useful experience for hearing Céleste, right? Also have you considered maybe playing Dungeons And Dragons or any kind of similar tabletop RPG with Céleste? I think it could be pretty helpful in getting responses that are def his, since it might help the mind accept him more, even if only preliminarily as a character, you could use that as a segue into more acceptance, if that makes any sense.
SomethingDire March 9, 2016 Author March 9, 2016 Yes, it was. Thank you for the sympathy. I'm not able to get any tabletop gaming equipment ATM, so I'm afraid that's not possible for now, but thank you for the advice nonetheless. I'm SomethingDire, and Céleste is my partner in crime.
SomethingDire March 13, 2016 Author March 13, 2016 Hello everyone. I've been feeling pretty down nowadays, because of the stuff that's been happening in my country. I don't think anyone can feel good if they fear for their life every time they go out. That means I stay in more and -naturally- spend more time with Cèleste, though. We've been focusing on detailed visualization for a nice break from vocalization. I am able to visualize his clothes & hair better now, and we've also settled the majority of his bone structure. That's a good improvement. He's still painting, but he's mostly around me. We usually huddle together and have fun while not fearing for our death. He's also pretty.. Angry, but he is doing better than I am. His wonderland has gone under a dormant state. I'm guessing this is because he hasn't been there that much lately. Yeah, that's what I can tell for now. Cheers, and thanks for reading. I'm SomethingDire, and Céleste is my partner in crime.
kamadzhar March 13, 2016 March 13, 2016 Since your wonderland, if you have one, is in somewat astral realm you should try something even harder than LD, astral projection. You will be able to exit your body and become same as your tulpa. That would be an amazing thing to be same is him/her and go places with Tulpa being actualy beside you.
SomethingDire March 14, 2016 Author March 14, 2016 That goes into the metaphysical stuff, and I try to stay away from them. LD was hard enough for anyone like me to handle, let alone astral projection. Not to mention that I do not want to dedicate any time/energy to that. What do you mean by "actually beside you" ? Céleste is already with me. We are in the same brain, you know. He's not an entity that lives in another dimension. "Becoming the same with my tulpa" is one of the last things that I could want as of now. I know lots of good tulpamancers who "blend" with their tulpas are out there, but their tulpas are usually well-developed. Cèleste's still in the vocalization process. Regardless, thank you for the comment. I'm SomethingDire, and Céleste is my partner in crime.
SomethingDire March 15, 2016 Author March 15, 2016 I was thinking about the "average person" notion today while I was on my way home from school. "There's no average person. There cannot be a universally average person, every country has a unique environment; in fact, even neighbors have different environments. But we're talking about the bigger picture, therefore we are judging and estimating different factors through what can be considered as universal filters that even the lowest (in relation to economic status) and the highest have in common. And when you do that, you see that there's no "average". Even the amount of air we breathe isn't equal. There are only people who choose options on an exam paper and the people who collect the given answers in a pool, who then proceed dividing the said answers into an even number." ..Is what Cél said to me, in almost an instant. I'm SomethingDire, and Céleste is my partner in crime.
J.Iscariot March 15, 2016 March 15, 2016 *click* Nice. A wise man once said: 'Before judging a man, walk a mile in his shoes. After that, who cares? He's a mile away, and you've got new shoes.' Graced are those who could avoid this phenomenon. This is perhaps the worst expression of evil in humanity's history, but who am I to judge?
SomethingDire March 15, 2016 Author March 15, 2016 Oh it was hella nice. I had a very intense "?!!!?!?!?!?!!!?" moment when I got the response, because.. That kinda stuff is not what my womanchild brain is used to. But yeah, it was very nice. Thanks for the comment. I'm SomethingDire, and Céleste is my partner in crime.
Joss March 15, 2016 March 15, 2016 Ha, yeah. Tulpish is great like that. You can just throw concepts at your host and let them sort out wtf you said. It goes even deeper than that, I think, because "average" assumes some sort of quantification, and there are some things you literally cannot quantify. Intelligence, for example, comes in many different forms, because someone good at math does not necessarily have a good vocabulary nor are they necessarily good at memorizing facts and dates, and that's not even getting into things like social intelligence and common sense. Which is why standardized testing is BS. Or something. Honestly, I have no idea where I was going with this. ~ Member of SparrowNR's System ~
SomethingDire March 16, 2016 Author March 16, 2016 It's alright. If anything, I completely agree with all of that. I've had my fair share of troubles with standardized testing, I know what you mean. I'm SomethingDire, and Céleste is my partner in crime.
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