Ré.

[NeoGC]

Re -Day 18

 

12:39 PM - 1:17 AM (Last night)

 

An average, 40 minute session. I entered the usual area, and saw Re entering with me. I talked with her ahwile, and really pondered what the heck I was going to do. I was quite tired, so I didn't want to do something with a lot of concentration...

So, we both just sort of lied down in the middle of the field, and I talked to her the whole time...My mind drifted some,as it always does, but like usual, I just refocus and keep on going. I went over her primary traits, and actually just talked with her about random things, enjoying the sunset scenery, etc. Ré seemed quite happy and content.

[NeoGC]

Re Day 19

 

4:20 PM - 4:51 PM

 

This session certainly was interesting. I began by walking out into the field, with Re leaning onto the tree, acknowledging my presence, and running up to me.

 

I was kinda bored, so I imagined a concrete path in the entrance of the forest area, and told her we should go walk alongside it. We did, and it went from concrete path, to dirt path, to a bridge. After awhile of walking and talking to her about stuff, I told her, "We can't be too far back to the main area now, let's make a break for it!" and grabbed ahold of her hand and ran back to the field. Interestingly enough, as I held onto her hand, my hands quickly got really numb and a tingling sensation occured. The feeling was a lot more prominent in my right hand (The one I visualized holding on her's) and I felt a sort of feeling in my hand that felt like I actually could feel someone holding on...

 

When we got back, we sat down, had sodas (First thing that came to mind...hehe.) and I talked with her about just anything in particular. After awhile, I finished my drink, stood up, and told her I had to be going. She stood up, and I hugged her before taking off.

 

I have no idea what happened to the soda can. :P

[Lunanite]

Re Day 19

 

4:20 PM - 4:51 PM

 

This session certainly was interesting. I began by walking out into the field, with Re leaning onto the tree, acknowledging my presence, and running up to me.

 

I was kinda bored, so I imagined a concrete path in the entrance of the forest area, and told her we should go walk alongside it. We did, and it went from concrete path, to dirt path, to a bridge. After awhile of walking and talking to her about stuff, I told her, "We can't be too far back to the main area now, let's make a break for it!" and grabbed ahold of her hand and ran back to the field. Interestingly enough, as I held onto her hand, my hands quickly got really numb and a tingling sensation occured. The feeling was a lot more prominent in my right hand (The one I visualized holding on her's) and I felt a sort of feeling in my hand that felt like I actually could feel someone holding on...

 

When we got back, we sat down, had sodas (First thing that came to mind...hehe.) and I talked with her about just anything in particular. After awhile, I finished my drink, stood up, and told her I had to be going. She stood up, and I hugged her before taking off.

 

I have no idea what happened to the soda can. :P

 

*americlaps* Horray on akward sense work! Try working more on "feeling her up" and getting a sense for all her texures, smells, etc. etc. I've heard that smell is a very good thing to work on, and I've heard memories are very remembered better when associated with a smell.

[NeoGC]

Ré – Day 20

6:47 PM – 7:27 PM

 

Today, I walked in, and saw Ré sitting on a wodden park bench, in the middle of the field. The strange thing being, is that I never made a park bench in the middle of the area. I walked up to the bench. Looks like she fell asleep.

“Hey,Ré!” I said, waking her up. She looked up, and smiled. I sat down, and we talked for a nice while before getting up and heading north west. There, we walked until the grass eventually led to snow. I visualized a snowy field, with trees covered with snow, hills, a river frozen over. Re immediately, after seeing the snow, lied down and made snow angels. Even though she’s about the same age than me, give or take 1 year younger/older, I love how hyper and childish she is. It’s terribly charming. XD

 

Afterwards, we sat down at a tree, and talked some, about random subjects and traits, …drank hot cocoa (Drinking beverages is becoming a trend in my forcing sessions…) and attempted (Keyword: Attempted) to ice skate on the frozen river. Since I actually have never ice skated in my life, I tried to imagine it like roller blading. Pretty sure I fell on my face.

Afterwards, we strolled back to the middle, and I gave my usual farewells, and she followed me to the door, but I do not believe she entered. Ré still appears to be silent.

[NeoGC]

Ré -Day 21

 

3:18 PM-4:07 PM

 

I entered the field and saw Ré lying down on the hill that the tree rested on. I walked up to her, and lied down with her and said hi. I laid down with her and chatted for a while about various things. This being my last day of summer vacation, it definitely became a subject to chat a bit about.

 

Afterwards, I stood up and wondered to myself, “Hmm…what should we do now…?”

 

I turned around and saw the giant tree that always lied in the center of the field, resting upon the top of the hill. “Why don’t we…climb to the top of that tree?” I said. She started to follow me as I walked that way, and we began our ascent. After climbing to the top, we looked out on the world above, and I talked with her some while we sat there at the top.

 

After climbing down, I tested something that Avalanche had done, using Gideon’s ‘Tulpa Anatomy’, I decided to force a mind, bones, blood, etc. Not the most pleasant thing to visualize, but it’s essential. Interestingly, after I forced her mind into her (As well as a sphere, being a manifestation of all of her traits dissolving into her) she kind of had a sort of jolting, waking up moment. She seemed sort of like, “Whoa, what just happened?!” judging by how she flinched and her expression on her face.

 

Afterwards, we sat down onto the park bench that I saw Ré sitting on a couple days ago, and we talked while having ice cream (She chose chocolate, I chose vanilla. Strawberry is for squares.) and after finishing that, I made a door in front of me, and began to explain the door like I usually do, while standing up. However, I was cut off by her immediately hugging me, interrupting what I was saying. I, of course, returned the hug, and told her, “I guess you already know what this means…Well, don’t worry…I’ll be back soon. I promise.” And gave her my farewells, as I walked through the door.

[NeoGC]

Ré - Day 22

 

N/A - N/A

 

Today was my first day back to school. Being incredibly tired (I slept for hours when I got home), I failed to have the focus to force. I promised to Ré that I would definitely force tommorow (Today). One thing I did imagine is a wooden wing, hanging down from the center tree's lower branches.

 

EDIT: I do believe I may have actually done a very short 20 minute session yesterday, that ended up being much more personal than I thought. I was very depressed over a long arguement I had with someone I used to love, and...well, long story short, Ré really listened to and helped me out of the rut I was stuck in, and be happy that day,even though she couldn't talk, and I genuinely appreciate that, very, very much. :)

[Lauren]

Tell us about the cookies and the bench swing! I want the long, detailed version *nods*.

[NeoGC]

Tell us about the cookies and the bench swing! I want the long, detailed version *nods*.

 

That happens TODAY! :D

 

 

 

Ré – Day 23

 

3:30 PM - 4:17 PM

 

Today, after getting home from school, I had some water to drink, and began my forcing. After the usual relaxation, I walked into the field, and could visualize Ré sitting on the same bench swing I vaguely imagined yesterday.

I sat down with her, and said hello. “Sorry about staying only for such short time yesterday…I really do appreciate what you did yesterday. Thank you, Ré.” She nodded and smiled. We talked for a nice long while before I remembered. “Oh! So…” I began, visualizing a red tin with a clear,plastic top. “…I figured I should return the favor.” I opened the lid and it was some cookies made like the ones my mom had made that night. Think of it as me ‘Bringing’ some to her.

 

I took one out, and gave it to her, and then had one for me. We both munched on them, and the scenery on the

wooden swing was, as usual, incredible. We talked about whatever, and I went over her traits and talked to her casually. I could feel that forehead pressure especially well in the middle of this forcing session that many people say they experience whenever they force. What could it mean? Anyways, we swung for a while, just relaxing, talking, or snacking, and after a while I told her I had to go. I got up, and I hugged her, and headed out the white door.

[Lauren]

I said this in IRC but I'll say it in here too: you should have more bench swing cookie time in the future. That goes for all of you! Quality time with tulpae, I approve of this. xD

[NeoGC]

Ré - Day 24

 

I, yet again, failed to force. Being so tired my eyes were burning and my entire body being sore, I decided to force tommorow. I apologized to Ré, feeling guilty.

 

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Ré – Day 25

 

1:23 PM – 1:53 PM

 

I took my usual 5-10 minutes relaxing and entered the field. Ré was sitting out onto the swing, looking out over the landscape. I approached her and her expression brightened. “Hello, again!” I happily said. “How’re you?” I asked as I sat onto the bench with her.

 

Acknowledging my lack of forcing the other day, I hugged her from the side. “I’m sorry for not forcing again…I’m having a hard time getting myself together with school starting…It’s really taken it out of me.” I said, or something like that. I could feel that sensation in my arms while hugging her from the side. She nodded in understanding when I stopped. From the look in her eyes I could tell she had understood.

 

I sat down on the ground in front of the swing, and she sat down in front of me. I looked at her and explained her different traits in detail. Afterwards, I got up, and sighed. “Weeeeeell, now that THAT’s over with, what should we do now?” During the trait explanation, I do remember my mind kind of wandering to things we could do for fun. “I was just now thinking of jet ski-ing…” I visualized two jet skis by the docks north of us.

 

“Let’s race there. First one there gets a head start!” I had right on the spot turned this into a race. It was going to become competitive. We launched off at about the same time. Footracing to the jetskis, the keys already in the ignition. As we got there, I was merely a little bit behind her and I heard something. It was in my mind, a la a mind voice. A female-sounding grunt…just as Ré was going in for a Base/Softball home slide to stop herself so she can get on and rev off. Could that have been her? Maybe, just maybe…

 

Anyways, I revved off the starting position a few seconds after her, and filled in the other opponents as just black jetskis either piloting themselves or being drove by blank humanoid figures (Think like a 3D looking stick man…that’s the best way I can put it.) And we drove along the markers. I made my way to the front of the line, weaving through my opponents to catch up with her. I managed to secure 3rd place and crossed into second. Approaching the finish line, I thought I could catch up with her, but it was too late. She crossed the finish and was victorious. But immediately, I saw some dark clouds on the horizon.

 

I drove up to her. “Rain’s coming…we should probably head back.” We got off, and began walking back…that began to turn to running because the rain came fast, and it POURED. I was pretty sure I heard Ré kind of shout, “Ahh!” from the sudden rain, but I visualized umbrellas for both of us, and we made our way back to the central tree.

 

“Well, I guess we’ll just stand here and chat for the time being…” I said as we got under the tree, holding our umbrellas over our heads. Then, I don’t know if it was me or her, but one of us made a giant umbrella with 2 blankets…put into the ground. Think like a beach umbrella but for protecting against rain instead of UV rays.

 

We laid out on the blankets, and I talked with her awhile while we looked at the rain. I did a little recap of all her traits/qualities, and headed off. “I can’t really hug you under this umbrella…I’m too tall to stand up in it…” I told her. I got out into the rain. “Guess this is the only way?” She laughed and got up and hugged me…both of us getting soaked. Afterwards, I told her I’d see her again, and left. I could see her getting back under the umbrella to lie down afterwards.

 

 

If any one of you makes a reference to “The Notebook” I swear I will KILL you.