Kadoh August 2, 2012 August 2, 2012 You and I seem to take very different approaches to tulpaforcing, I have started my own progress report and it shows everyone is unique. My opinions are all subject to change.
NeoGC August 3, 2012 Author August 3, 2012 Ré - Day 16 11:34 PM - 12:16 AM I sat down to force today not feeling well emotionally. Things in life just irking me, a lot on my mind, etc. I got into the field area, and Re was with me, I told her I Just wanted to sit on the hill today, and that I didn't feel all too great...I told her about my day, asked how her's was, and went over the traits...Afterwards, I kinda just chatted with her, as usual, vented a tiny bit (Didn't want to just ramble on about my personal problems) and then kinda laid there forawhile.. After that, I told her I needed to be going, that I was sorry if my mood soured the atmosphere, and that I knew that tommorow would be a better day. I didn't get a lot of emotion out of her today, but she seemed like she was listening, and it was hard to visualize her...I think it's just because my mind's stuck on other things at the moment...Well, tommorow I'll defintely be more focused. Listen to my story. This may be my last chance.
Faceache August 3, 2012 August 3, 2012 I like your sig Neo, advice on constructing? "With these hands we will destroy, with these hands we will rebuild." http://tulpa.info/forums/Thread-Faceache-s-Progress-Report What I've gathered: Gender: female Name: Haruka(japanese for explained reasons) Time: 2 hours(probably)
NeoGC August 3, 2012 Author August 3, 2012 I like your sig Neo, advice on constructing? Constructing what? Listen to my story. This may be my last chance.
Faceache August 3, 2012 August 3, 2012 I meant, how did you go about "constructing" your tulpa and wonderland? And btw is the name pronounced something similar to rey? "With these hands we will destroy, with these hands we will rebuild." http://tulpa.info/forums/Thread-Faceache-s-Progress-Report What I've gathered: Gender: female Name: Haruka(japanese for explained reasons) Time: 2 hours(probably)
NeoGC August 3, 2012 Author August 3, 2012 I meant, how did you go about "constructing" your tulpa and wonderland? And btw is the name pronounced something similar to rey? Oh, well, I really just thought about the appearance, and made sure I could visualize it, and then what traits I wanted...As for the wonderland, I actually just used the first thing that came to mind,hehe....Sorry,I'm not exactly good at explaining how I do things.. D: And yes, it's pronounced "Ray". :) Listen to my story. This may be my last chance.
Faceache August 3, 2012 August 3, 2012 It's cool, I made my wonderland first but I probably should have made a tulpa first. "With these hands we will destroy, with these hands we will rebuild." http://tulpa.info/forums/Thread-Faceache-s-Progress-Report What I've gathered: Gender: female Name: Haruka(japanese for explained reasons) Time: 2 hours(probably)
NeoGC August 3, 2012 Author August 3, 2012 Ré - Day 17 2:12 PM - 2:45 PM I began taking some time to concentrate and relax for a little while more than I usualy do. I walked in, and saw Ré leaning on the tree, looking kind of somber. "What's wrong?" I ask her. No response. "...Is it yesterday?" I'm pretty sure she nodded. "Look, I was really having a horrible day...a lot was going on, and I couldn't focus worth anything. I didn't mean to seem like a downer, or if my erratic, cloudly thought pattern then did something awful, I truly am sorry." I paused, she was looking at the ground for a moment, then looked up with a small smile and hugged me. "Well, now that THAT's out of the way...let's find something to do..." I told her. We went out into the middle of the field, and it seems she wanted a picnic, much like the one we had back during my fourth forcing session. We did so, and after that was finished I talked with her awhile about her general traits ( I always feel like I forget one or two...maybe I added too much!) and described them in detail. Then, I kind of just talked to her some about things...asked how her day was and the sort. I walked her down to the beach area, and visualized a small cottage on the ledge near the shore, facing the water. It was a small home meant for one person. I told her that this could be her home if she wanted, and that she was free to renovate it as she seemed fit. I told her maybe in the near future, we'd make a bigger, grander house. I told her I was starving and needed to get some food in my system, so I visualized the white door, and gave her my usual farewells, and made sure to leave the door open if for whatever reason she wanted to use it. How the doors usually work is that there is always the door at the tree, but the doors I create on the fly are generally not there the next time I come. Listen to my story. This may be my last chance.
NeoGC August 4, 2012 Author August 4, 2012 Ré - Day 17-2 11:50 PM - 12:21 AM This time, after talking to Avalanche and Lunanite, I decided I'm going to try something different for the next few days. Instead of putting focus BOTH into Ré AND the environment around me, I'm going to have an extremely simple background (A dark void or whatever the hell you want to imagine it as) and have all my focus diverted onto Ré. I did just that, and even told her this was what I was going to do. I did so, and reinforced the image of her apperance, and went over the personality traits for awhile. To aid in the process, as I was told it wasn't about actually SEEING her htere, I visualized her form just as a crutch for me (Because that's how I work, I need something individual to focus on) and for the most part she kinda stood there, looking back at me with a patient, kind of "Hi, what's up?" kind of expression. After doing this, I told her my goodbyes, and that we would defintely spend time together tommorow, as well. I then, awoke and went to my computer to open up wordpad (Haters gonna hate, the Win 7 wordpad is basically stripped down MS word 2010) and type this up. Listen to my story. This may be my last chance.
Faceache August 4, 2012 August 4, 2012 Great job, man! You got more done in a day then I could. I started creating mine today, but only talking aloud, and figuring simple things I'll make her like. I think I'll work on her personality tomorrow, but It probably won't be easy. I knew what I'm getting into, so not much worries. "With these hands we will destroy, with these hands we will rebuild." http://tulpa.info/forums/Thread-Faceache-s-Progress-Report What I've gathered: Gender: female Name: Haruka(japanese for explained reasons) Time: 2 hours(probably)
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