please respond.jpg - Comepletely out.

[cruse]

your experiance with your tulpa going haywire gave me a goosebumbs

 

well, you seems to be very hard working though and that could have lead you to exhaustion.

you tulpa must have been exhausted too, and so it decided to tell you "i'm tired" in that strange way.

 

well, g'luck with your yogurt cannon mate. 555

[Biskoi]

Day 4+5

Jul 29th, 30th 2012

 

29th (yesterday)

I barely remember what i did last night anymore

I had four separate sessions: 5min x2, 10 min x1, and a 20 minute session.

I dont even remember what the FUCK i did. Personality traits and stuff, i guess? I think i did verbosity and lighthearted... yeah, probably.

 

I was able to fix the head, too. Though it pops up sometimes. Whenever i open the door to my wonderland i'm always greeted with an army of those heads though.

 

Fuck, i seriously dont remember anything apart from the fact that i gave her a back massage.

 

30th (today)

Woke up with a high fever... whattafuck man. A few minutes later, was vomiting in the toilet - this was at 9 in the morning. Sleep till 11, when i got up for another vomit session. Went back to bed, and got up at 4pm. At this point i got onto IRC and said "I'm not fuckin forcing for more than 5 minutes today". I honestly felt like shit. I could barely walk 5 steps without going blind and collapsing on the floor. Laid there for a while too. Asked shinobu to help with my headache, and sure enough, it went from a 10 - kill me now tier to a 3 - please let me sleep. Thank you.

 

At around 7pm, i went back to bed... and thought what the hell, I'll force now. I did that for 15 minutes, and i was just "talking" to her... as in me parroting her. I really should stop.

 

Got up again at 9pm, which was 2.5 hours ago, to eat and take a shit. It's 11:34pm now, and im about to go to bed. I may even force another 15 minutes, to bring it up to the 30 minute minimum... I'm still feeling like shit.

 

 

Oh, did i mention that i slipped, bruised my leg, and landed on wet concrete?

[cruse]

Paracetamol, Tylenol, take some.

 

Another way is to try to ask her to relive your head. Chloe could relive my sleepiness so you should give it a shot

[Sands]

Reading comprehension, who needs that.

[Guest Albatross_]

I could barely walk 5 steps without going blind and collapsing on the floor. Laid there for a while too. Asked shinobu to help with my headache, and sure enough, it went from a 10 - kill me now tier to a 3 - please let me sleep. Thank you.

 

Another way is to try to ask her to relive your head.

 

As Sands said.

 

Reading. Comprehension.

[Bluesleeve]

Biskoi, please come to #tulpa.info as soon as you can. I want to talk to you.

[Biskoi]

Alright,

Day 6!!

Aug 1st 2012 01:55

 

My fever has vanished. It went away as suddenly as it came. Wake up with fever one day, wake up totally fine the next. Weird.

 

Anyways, as I was only able to do 15 minutes yesterday, i wanted to do an hour today.

As i got into the wonderland, there was an army of those heads to greet me again, but not for long, as i had expected their dickery and came prepared with a mindset to exterminate them. Then i just called out "Shinobuuuuuuu" to which she replied "waaaatttt" i think. Master parrot.

 

Apologised to her about not forcing so much last night, and then made her dinner.

She thought it would be a good idea to cook for me too, so i taught her how. It wasnt something very hard to cook either, and i forgot to visualize her wearing nothing but an apron www.

 

Anyways halfway through eating and talking to her about kokoro connect i suddenly remembered seeing a pic on gelbooru of her giving a bj. I visualized the dick being cut off because this is my lovely, pure, innocent loli, not some slut ;~; and she ended up making a face similiar to the head that made me freak out. I found it both funny and creepy at the same time, and it popped up two or three more times during my narration until it finally went away. I blame sands for giving me these lewd thoughts.

 

Did personality traits brave, assertive and insensitive, then went and recapped curious, kind, caring, creative and musical.

 

After that... i asked her to "surprise me". Purlox told me to do this as a test for sentience, without telling me what results for sentience would be, so i wouldnt end up parroting her to appear sentient.

 

Anyways, i half expected her to turn into a ford mustang (honk honk motherfucker), but what actually happened was much better.

 

She was suddenly in a wetsuit and surfin' da fuggin waves nigga. I did not see that coming. I've never even surfed before in my life what the fuck mang. Then i remembered what happened to one of my friends - He was surfing a few years ago, when a tsunami hit. He ended up being trapped on top of a palm tree. Rucky gai.

 

Then i tucked her in bed and patted her head. She bit my hand, i was like why.jpg and then suddenly she had my tongue in her mouth and she bit that off and swallowed it. what.tiff

 

40 min session. 3 hours 50 minutes spent on forcing so far.

/end transmission

[Sands]

I know you like it bro. She cut your tongue off like you cut her penis. She wants to have a penis she can fuck you with.

[Pronas]

thats hot.

[Sorryman54]

I find this halarious. Your tupper-nobody's tupper moves at 3 hours and 50 minutes.

Your puppeting. That's bad. That isn't her moving.

 

Sorry.