Cruse's progress

[cruse]

1) little sister but if she wanted something more... O.o

 

2) probably less lonely. Life would be more interesting with two point of view in my head.

 

3) I'm not sure, it might not be much of a problem if I could still pay attention to her.

 

About her being vocal... I'm not sure if it's actually her though...

[Sorryman54]

1) little sister but if she wanted something more... O.o

 

2) probably less lonely. Life would be more interesting with two point of view in my head.

 

3) I'm not sure, it might not be much of a problem if I could still pay attention to her.

 

About her being vocal... I'm not sure if it's actually her though...

Thanks for the reply!

 

And onto the vocality. Don't doubt yourself. I admit, nobody gets vocality on the 3rd day. But if it is her, or you think it is her, encourage it and don't give up.

 

Unless your a faggot roleplayer who is a fat, greasy neckbeard, and are too fucking lazy to make a tulpa because of WoW and doritos.

 

Anyways, enjoy the forums!

[cruse]

After seeing on my earlier method of creation, I realized that I must have rushed it a little. I decided that I would restart the whole process again but with more depth on each step.

 

I wouldn't abandon "Chloe", either. Perhaps it is possible to revert her back into a ball of thought and treat her as new...

 

We'll see how it goes.

[Sands]

What stops you from working on her? Human form doesn't work? You could transform her to a ball for a moment if you feel like that helps or something. You can always work on personality and form and stuff, until you feel like you don't have to.

[cruse]

Just a hunch, my hunch usually have a good advice.

[cruse]

My hunch proves to be trust worthy.

 

I manage to rack most of the new list of over a hundred traits into Chloe.

 

Reverting her back into a ball of thought is a definite right idea. The ball, after 20 traits or so, changed. It's a big ball, with small dots near the surface, a bunch of lines that pointed to the middle, and another set of shorter line in the middle.

 

This ball just changed into that form, I later made sense of it as.

 

Dots: represents likes and dislikes

 

Lines: represents logic

 

Middle group of lines: outlook of life and beliefs.

 

After I added the traits "likes art and drawing" the ball started to create a layer. This layer seems to represent her imagination. I'd add traits to these later.

 

After an hour and a half. I'm starting to feels nauseous and a headache (I've been worse though) though it wore off after a while, I'm still exhausted.

 

My hunch really was trust worthy.

[cruse]

this morning, i asked for chloe to get rid of my sleepiness... it worked in a flash.

 

what the hell?

 

also did about an hour of self-hypnoforcing (forcing while under self hypnotis). not much progress yet but it is enjoyable. a picture of Chloe appeared in the wonderland for no reason... hmmm, interesting.

[cruse]

QUADRA POST

 

chloe's eye seems to change on it's own. deviation? it seems a bit too cartoon'ish but i'm fine with it.

 

one of the forcing session also ended with me falling asleep. whenever i'm about to fall asleep, she got vocal, made me excited for a second or so, then i succumb to the sleepiness... it's either my dream, or her.

 

i also found that listening to music can prevent me from sleeping sometimes so it might be a good solution. but then she won't get vocal...

 

back to forcing.

[cruse]

PENTA POST

 

since i have a lot of time right now and don't wanted to spend it all grinding in Diablo 3. i'm gonna try a marathon session of forcing for maybe 2 hours.

 

if i had nosebleed, i won't do it again.

 

here goes nothing

[Sands]

i'm gonna try a masturbation session of forcing for maybe 2 hours.

 

Dammit brain how do you work.