cruse August 5, 2012 Author August 5, 2012 after reading sock's log on the 10th page, i think i've found a "way out". this is the line that gave me the idea As a bonus, Ellenore says... "Since there are many thoughts going through the mind at once, it's very easy for these messages to get lost in the chaos. Sock actively clears his thoughts and stops new ones flowing in order to hear us, which is why it seems we can speak so fluently." he mentioned "clearing his thought and stops new ones from flowing". I never really understood the term "clearing thoughts" even before reading his log and after. However, what gave a glimpse of the idea behind it was the fact that "these messages to get lost in the chaos". so instead of clearing my thoughts, which never worked with me, i tried to focus on a single thought instead which should remove any chaos on my mind. i repeated the line "talk to me" over and over again without thinking about anything else. I felt chills running up my spines similarly to when Chloe said "it's only soup" on the third day gave me chills. I did not hear her talk but the chills was, indeed, very similar to the chills i had whenever I "heard" her say something when i almost fell asleep. I came to these conclusions: "when the chaotic flow of thought on my mind ended, Chloe's message will reach me" "chaotic flows of thoughts stops when i fall asleep, focused and/or when i stop thinking" "when her messages almost reach me, i'll get chills down my spine" "i can't hear Chloe because i'm too focused on something" Now, how do i entirely stop thinking? so i could actually remove all chaos of information in my brain without having to focus on something or falling asleep? Chloe - That cheerful girl with ponytail. Aigis - The male cyborg that looks like raiden in MGR. Vixen - Half dragon female who looks like Mary in DMC3 when in human form.
Sorryman54 August 6, 2012 August 6, 2012 When my thoughts become "lost in the chaos" or when I become to unfocused to force, I just narrate my opinion on what I'm thinking. I got lost in narrating thoughts for fifty minutes and it felt like five.
cruse August 7, 2012 Author August 7, 2012 day 15 today i talked to Chloe out loud during a forcing session. it was much better since i can somehow think of new topics to talk about much more easily when i speaks out loud. funny thing is, i was talking about a game i recently played and i ended up talking about penicillin during the 40 minutes session... usually i often dismissed a flash of thoughts that somehow just appeared in my head as my own thoughts. but when i think about it, it could have been Chloe's thought. last night i was talking to her out loud and said "what if our mother heard me", she seems to say "...don't worry...". The "don't worry" is the only bit i could heard and made sense out of it, she seems to said something else but i can't really hear it. This kind of "response" occurred many times but I can't actually hear her response clearly nor made sense out of it, forcing must be the solution. Chloe - That cheerful girl with ponytail. Aigis - The male cyborg that looks like raiden in MGR. Vixen - Half dragon female who looks like Mary in DMC3 when in human form.
Sorryman54 August 7, 2012 August 7, 2012 It could be her brah, but you can never sure this early. Keep strong.
cruse August 8, 2012 Author August 8, 2012 Nothing new today, forcing as usual. Chloe - That cheerful girl with ponytail. Aigis - The male cyborg that looks like raiden in MGR. Vixen - Half dragon female who looks like Mary in DMC3 when in human form.
cruse August 10, 2012 Author August 10, 2012 Her "response" got quite frequent now that I realize she MIGHT be sentient. When I thought of something, another thought would, most of the time, came up and comments on my thought. I following Bluesleeve's guide and did his essence thingy. I think I've found her essence somewhere in my thought, proceed to put it into her body which I was visualizing separately and she seems to actually move independently. Now, my problem with visualizing is that, whenever i'm in the wonderland, I seems to have an eye of a snake. I can't see shit unless shit is moving. It's not exactly that big of a problem, but a solution would be neat. If i'm doing this right, Chloe might be able to start conversation with me on her own soon. Forcing forcing forcing. Chloe - That cheerful girl with ponytail. Aigis - The male cyborg that looks like raiden in MGR. Vixen - Half dragon female who looks like Mary in DMC3 when in human form.
Sorryman54 August 10, 2012 August 10, 2012 Her "response" got quite frequent now that I realize she MIGHT be sentient. When I thought of something, another thought would, most of the time, came up and comments on my thought. I following Bluesleeve's guide and did his essence thingy. I think I've found her essence somewhere in my thought, proceed to put it into her body which I was visualizing separately and she seems to actually move independently. Now, my problem with visualizing is that, whenever i'm in the wonderland, I seems to have an eye of a snake. I can't see shit unless shit is moving. It's not exactly that big of a problem, but a solution would be neat. If i'm doing this right, Chloe might be able to start conversation with me on her own soon. Forcing forcing forcing. Nopenopenope. Conversations are WAAAYYYY later mah boi. And tell me, can you use this essence on pre-existing tulpae? For instance, my Rainbow Dash. I feel it could further progress, but ns if it would work since she's beginning movement.
cruse August 10, 2012 Author August 10, 2012 Nopenopenope. Conversations are WAAAYYYY later mah boi. And tell me, can you use this essence on pre-existing tulpae? For instance, my Rainbow Dash. I feel it could further progress, but ns if it would work since she's beginning movement. according to bluesleeve, yeah I think it could be used on any kind of tulpa. about the conversation. I don't know man, i'm doubting it myself but I try not to. It's like, I have 2 thoughts in my head. Sometimes it even calls me "idiot" for doing stupid stuff. I just let everything free and she seems to be able to talk. Honestly, I think it could be me, but many people in the forum says not to doubt yourself in the case of parroting. Chloe - That cheerful girl with ponytail. Aigis - The male cyborg that looks like raiden in MGR. Vixen - Half dragon female who looks like Mary in DMC3 when in human form.
Sorryman54 August 10, 2012 August 10, 2012 according to bluesleeve, yeah I think it could be used on any kind of tulpa. about the conversation. I don't know man, i'm doubting it myself but I try not to. It's like, I have 2 thoughts in my head. Sometimes it even calls me "idiot" for doing stupid stuff. I just let everything free and she seems to be able to talk. Honestly, I think it could be me, but many people in the forum says not to doubt yourself in the case of parroting. It is quite possible your just a fast one, but it's really early for conversations. Don't accept it as vocalization yet, ok? And could you tell me more of this essence? Bluesleeves thing is tl;dr
cruse August 10, 2012 Author August 10, 2012 I still recommend you to read his guide. My condensed version of ANYTHING is never reliable. basicly, the method is quite like visualizing and symbolizing the way a person made you feel. this essence can be anything. ball box missile whatever. example is, if a certain guy made you feel uncomfortable, his essence would also made you feel uncomfortable in the same way. In my case, Chloe is cheerful and is quite Upbeat, her essence would bounce around the room in a jolly way. there is no right or wrong, as long as the essence evokes the same feeling as it's respective person, you're good to go. how do you actually symbolize? here's how I did it, which could be wrong :S start with something, ok a ball. Chloe is cheerful, ok make it bounce around. she is energetic, ok, red coloured. She is straight-forward like an open book, ok it's a bit transparent. She smiles kindly a lot, ok give it a soft white aura. She's kind/cute, ok make it soft and fluffy. basicly you can use ANYTHING to symbolize. E.G. - Form - Movement - Color - Sound - Feeling - Stretchability - Temperature - Smell - Weight - Patterns - Etc. and I still recommend you to read his guide if you want to know more. as i said, my condensed version is unreliable. Chloe - That cheerful girl with ponytail. Aigis - The male cyborg that looks like raiden in MGR. Vixen - Half dragon female who looks like Mary in DMC3 when in human form.
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