Cruse's progress

[cruse]

Though I did created a wonderland again, but now she knows she could get out of the "room".

[Sorryman54]

IMHO: wonderland's are a nessecary thing. They are extremely helpful and allow your Tulpae to do whatever they want when your busy.

[cruse]

I forgot to mention that whenever I experience any emotion, I "give" the emotion to Chloe.

 

I've been doing this for a while now.

 

First time I tried to think of my happy experience, felt the emotion, gave it to Chloe.

 

First time when I felt the love in my mind when I saw my crush, gave that love feelings to her (Chloe).

 

Today I tried the difference stuff, not sure if it's a good idea. I recalled the event when I got really angry, I asked if Chloe actually wanted the "negative" emotion, she said yes. I gave it to her and she exploded into a fiery blast O_o (in the wonderland).

 

She seems pretty exhausted after that. But she recovered soon after.

 

I had an idea of giving her "sadness" too, kinda not wanted to do it, but Chloe insisted.

 

Gave it to her, she cried in a way that it made me felt really bad for doing it. Though she stopped crying after 15 seconds seemingly recovered, I still felt bad.

 

Was that a mistake?

[Sorryman54]

No. She needs to learn what these emotions are.

[cruse]

felt like I should update something here but don't know what to say...

 

Chloe: "Don't say anything then."

 

gotcha.

[Mister_Moniker]

felt like I should update something here but don't know what to say...

 

Chloe: "Don't say anything then."

 

gotcha.

 

Clever girl.

 

[cruse]

^ that was not my face, But it could have been.

 

Just finished prototype 2 today. Murdered my maker.

 

I proceeds to ask her if she'd "murder (her) maker".

 

Chloe: "No, But i'd like that kind of power."

Cruse: "Blacklight virus power?"

Chloe: "Yeah."

Cruse: "Alright then."

 

She could shape shift at will like Alex mercer now. She just transformed into slender girl (women in black dress with no face).

 

Another problem I'm currently facing is staying awake while forcing.

I've done it way too much, good thing is that Chloe generally stayed the same. Before I gave her the Blacklight power, she already possesses psychic power, martial arts, weapon training including guns, etc. Maybe she could use those to protect herself against my subconscious?

 

What I do know is that apart from giving her power, I need to give myself caffeine...

[cruse]

Told Chloe to try to possess me when i took a short nap a moment ago.

 

Nothing happened again...

 

She told me it's not easy, I guess patience is the key.

[Sorryman54]

You copied my powers from Prototype, you nigger.

But I still love you.

[cruse]

wait, Fluttershy have blacklight?