Cruse's progress

[Sorryman54]

I (Sorryman54) do. I have the Blacklight virus in my mind.

#letsallcopyme

[cruse]

I did not meant to copy, It was Chloe's idea after i played prototype 2.

 

Chloe proceeds to yell at me for blaming her

 

 

 

Yesterday i gave Chloe all access to my memory.

 

Additionally, I sever all "ties" with her today.

 

I tried to prevent puppeting by using the "string cut" method long ago. It worked to an extent. I decided to cut my "mental string" with her too, so her mind would develop without me subconsciously holding it back. Time and experiences change people, this now includes Chloe.

 

She did say that she is fine with her current personality and form. Though she seems quite happy of my decision.

 

I believe that I can't change any of her personality after this, it is now a "read-only" version.

[cruse]

Reduced my rate of gaming. Though I still play it, I'm not a severe game addicts any more, though I'm still considered a mild addicts.

 

Chloe seems to like that. Now she becomes much more talkative.

 

Explored my wonderland (the area we usually spend our time together) with Chloe. There's a beach to the south, and forest to the north. I remembered seeing something in the forest, though I can't remember it. I think it was some sort of lions or something.

[cruse]

Last night, I sleep in my bed while visualizing that i'm sleeping with Chloe at my side hugging each other.

 

I woke up in the middle of the night. I felt strange, kinda like as if i'm not completely awake, yet awake, lucid dreams perhaps? I'd say it's more like sleep paralysis that I could actually move.

 

I decided to make Chloe attempt to switch since it seems like a logical opportunity.

 

I felt like my head was bombarded with something. It's a pulse after pulse of a sensation which felt somewhat like when you're yawning, but much more intense and it there's a dozens waves of it. It kept coming and coming and coming. I lost my consciousness soon after and when I came to, it was morning.

 

I asked Chloe if it was successful, she said also ended up losing consciousness after that.

 

What the hell?

[Oguigi]

 

I asked Chloe if it was successful, she said also ended up losing consciousness after that.

 

What the hell?

 

*Tulpa switching spell failed, your Tulpa level must be Higher*

 

 

But it seems like you guys are actually getting somewhere keep trying you'll make a breakthrough soon enough

[cruse]

Today at mechanics class.

 

I told Chloe to try to possess me when i'm packing my stuff up. It felt strange, I moved my hand, but it felt like i'm not in complete control over it. I'm not totally in control of my body, yet i'm in control. wot?

 

I asked my sister about it, she said she tried to possess my body in a "different" way. Instead of going for full control, she only manipulated a bit of my body. It weren't very effective, but it's a progress, sorta.

[cruse]

Chloe have become quite a cuddly tulpa indeed. Often time she is cuddling my shoulder.

 

Cuddling aside.

 

There's barely any progress. Though she seemingly became quite independent now. Imposition is not close but getting there.

 

Also, I need a good way to train parallel processing so chloe can become more independent.

 

Meow

[cruse]

yesterday I went back to train Judo after a really long lack of practice. Oh god, I was so tired.

 

Chloe remembered about going to the dojo with me around a months ago, but she didn't quite remember it that much due to me being to focused on throwing people and not her.

 

Now she have gain a "little" bit of parallel processing (very little) she felt the impact of me and the tatami when I was thrown. She described the experience as "traumatizing".

 

Today after I asked her to "surprise me" she created some sort of castle/mansion and told me that the next time I try to force, we'll be in a world of trouble.

 

Here's what happened:

 

I find myself in a white room, restrained to a chair

Just before any of you think this will get dirty, no, this is more like resident evil

. Chloe stood beside me.

 

"What?" I asked.

"It's a chair."

"I know genius, but why am I restrained to it?"

"After I go to my position, you can then break free."

"Your position?"

"Y'know, the place I'll start at once this game begins."

 

Chloe then climbed up the air duct, and told me not to cheat and follow her through the duct. The duct then disappeared.

 

After a while, a drill appeared and try to drill my head.

 

"Seriously?"

 

I tried to use my psychic power, but I noticed someone placed an anti psychic orb in the room, I can't use my psychic ability. The drill lunges forward as I moved my head to the side. The drill made a hole on the chair. It lunges a few more time before the blackout. During the blackout, I found that the restrains (metal cuffs) are now unlocked, I got up and broke the drills. I proceed to destroy the anti psych orb using the hilt of the drill. The power surges within me and I found that I can now produce electricity.

 

Using the electricity power, I powered up the drill and tried to drill the lock of the door. Once the lock is destroyed, instead of me kicking the door out, a monster charged in. A voice talked in my head. It sounded like Chloe.

 

"The thing is blind, lure it with noises."

 

I use my psychic ability to lift the drill and made it drill the wall besides me. The monster charged the wall, I grabbed the drill and drive it into the monsters head. It didn't die.

 

"It regenerates"

 

So I drove the drill into it's head a few more times. Problem solved.

 

I went out of the room and found a long corridor, at the end I saw Chloe walking away.

 

"Chloe?"

"That's not me"

 

I proceed to run along the corridor. As I run, my arm started to glow.

 

"They put something in you, get ready"

"What?"

 

I was then pulled into someplace weird. Inside, I saw myself. Me attacked me, I moved to the side and slam my-other-self with my psychic power. "Good luck next time." is what it said.

 

After the mind assault. I continued through the corridor and made a turn after reaching the end of it. I was ambushed by another monster which looked like regenerator from RE4. I dodged it's attack and drove the drill into it's head, to make sure it stays down I fried it's brain with electricity.

 

I kept walking until I saw a room. I decided to take a look.

 

Inside is an armory, lot's of guns stored in a glass closet. I tried to open them with a drill, just to find the the drill's durability have ran out and broke. As I wondered what to do next, the regenerator charged into the room. It pounced towards me as I dive rolled under it. Just before I ran out of the room, it threw a cabinet at me. I ducked and the cabinet blocked the door. The monster then tries to swipe my head off. I dodged to the side as it's attack broke the glass closet. I jump kicked the monster in it's face and propels myself toward the shotgun in the closet.

 

I grabbed the shotgun and peppered the monster until it was incapacitated.

 

The mess we've caused reveals a secret tunnel to the next floor. I grabbed a Glock 17 and a handful of bullets for both my pistol and the Remington 870 before I climbed up into the tunnel. As I crawled in the tunnel, which suspiciously resembles an airduct, I found Chloe inside.

 

"I see you killed your first boss."

"What happened on your side sis?"

"I escaped"

"Where to next?"

"This way"

 

As I exited the tunnel, Chloe swipes at me with a strange blade protruding from her arm. It almost connected. Chloe's face distorted into something weird.

 

"What the hell?"

"[incomprehensiblescream]"

 

Buck shot to the face. She collapsed. As I looked at her corpse in shock, another Chloe appeared.

 

"Hello brother"

"..."

"[incomprehensiblescream]"

 

She tries to chop me with her transformed hand, a bang came out of my shotgun.

 

As I walked aimlessly, reloading my shotgun with bullets I found in one of the rooms, trying to get my head around what just happened. Another, *ANOTHER* Chloe appeared. She smirked, and transformed into a swarm of tendrils.

 

Unsurprised, I dive rolled into one of the intersection of the corridor as the thing charged forward. I ran into one of the room. I found another Chloe restrained to a chair.

 

"Help!"

"I hope you're real this time."

 

As I proceeded to cut off the rope, she kicked me and executed a head lock. Two more Chloe entered the room.

 

"Fuck you!"

 

I shot the first Chloe's hand with pistol and subdued the other two with a clean head shot. I then ran out of the room.

 

As I turned left during one of the intersection, I see Chloe. This time, however, she is covered in countless minor injuries. She is holding a sawn-off double barrel. Both of our guns are pointed at each other as we both asked.

 

"Are you real?"

"NO!"

 

I turned around and see myself with a large injuries on the shoulder. So I told Chloe.

 

"Chloe, you were created on..."

"23 OF JULY"

 

The fake me seems to know what I know also.

 

"Can you do this then?"

 

I teleported, and the fake me was left with an "oh crap" expression. A slug came out from one barrel of chloe's double barrel and killed the fake me.

 

"I supposed you are real then?"

"How come you are so sure brother?"

"I don't know, you held a gun I guess?"

"They could ALSO use a gun, one of you did shot me."

"ehh..."

"Just don't be so trusting next time."

 

Chloe smiled, and walked away. I followed her. She then asked me,

 

"Are you going to just escape, or destroy this place?"

"Destroy obviously."

"Then let's go to the top floor, a helicopter just landed and it carries a C4."

"Where do we put the C4 then?"

"There's a strange machine at the third floor, I think it enables this place to exist in this realm."

"How come you know so much?"

"Have you read any files in the room you went in?"

"err..."

"Lazy."

 

A monster fell from the ceiling, two bangs are heard, and we continues on like nothing happened.

 

"How did you escaped Chloe?"

"They restrained me with ropes. ROPES. The room was locked electronically though, so I just find an outlet and short circuit it."

"That explains the blackout."

 

We found another armory, sadly there's no C4. However, I found myself a pair of Glock 18c. They looked similar to Glock 17, but it fires 1100 round per minutes. I also found an M4. Not wanting to carry too much stuff, I gave Chloe my Glock 17. She didn't have any pistol anyway.

 

We exited through a fire escape. A series of stairs greeted us. We climbed the stairs. As the top floor was in sight, a monster charged out off a windows. It destroyed the stairs. I managed to grab one of the railings but Chloe fell down quite further away before breaking the fall.

 

I'll write the next part later.

[cruse]

*Continued from above

 

As I steady myself back to the stair, I see the monster about to pounce at me. I readied my shotgun and fired the moment right before the monster reach me. Looking back down,I saw Chloe looking at something below.

 

"Come on, get up here."

"I can't fly."

"You have psychic power sis."

"There's that anti psychic blob down here, I'll wait at the third floor."

 

Chloe went inside the building. With no other option, I climbed the stairs to the top. I found, instead of a helicopter, a jet. As I look around for a pack of C4, I heard a voice.

 

"Not again"

 

I dive rolled forward just in time as a strange square plate came crashing down. Looking back, I see a weird monster made up of blueish, transparent'ish, square thingy. I shot it and some bits of square was destroyed, apart from that, the monster is still alive and well.

 

It threw one of the square plate at me and it came spinning like a shuriken. I jump over the monster, getting out of the plate's way in the process and raining down bullets from my twin Glock 18C as I soar over the monster head, or whatever that part of it's square is. The monster loses too much square and died. Strangely enough, it dropped a C4.

 

After I finished reloading my guns and picking up the C4, I jumped off the roof. As I fell, I shot the anti-psychic orb on one of the walls. Wondering why Chloe didn't just shoot them in the first place, I flew into the third floor.

 

On the way to meet Chloe, I killed some of myself and Chloe's copy. I found Chloe standing in front of a strange door. It looked bloody and gross as if it was made from living being.

 

"Some of resident evil must have rubbed off on you sis."

"Let's get in."

 

We kicked the door (RE style) and went inside. We found that strange thing Chloe was talking about. Before I could blow it to kingdom come, however, Chloe get's a headache and her head glows. Just like how my hand glowed earlier.

 

"That glow..."

 

Chloe then grabbed my neck and dragged me to the upper floor through a strange hole on the ceiling. The hole then closes. She started to attack me.

 

"Goddamnit, snap out of that!"

 

She fired her pistol, and I moved out of the bullet's trajectory. We then engaged in an intense close quarter battle involving some black and white psychic power clash. It ended with me pointing her double barrel in her face. Chloe then said:

 

"I'm back."

"You could have been earlier."

 

Since the hole was sealed, we had to go to the fire exit again for the stair. As we neared the exit, my hand then started to glow. I was pulled into that strange place again, and this time I found myself going all out berserk at me. I found it quite unsettling having to dodge my own attack pattern. After a while, I killed my copy.

 

I found myself at gun-point by Chloe. Chloe gave me back my guns and we exited through the fire-exit.

 

We returned to the room containing the thing we have to destroy. I set off the explosion and we ran out of the place just in time.

 

"What do you think of that?"

 

I teleported both of us back to the house we usually spent our time in. Chloe asked me to give the feed back on our adventure.

 

"I really played too much RE6."

[cruse]

YAY PENTAPOST. My progress must be real boring, considering how I don't stumble upon much weird stuff.

 

Yesterday, Chloe managed to possess me a little. My finger that is. Finally.

I told her to try to prevent me from pressing "S" when i tried to type possession in one of the post. It worked and she stopped my finger right in it's track. I tried again, and I ended up pressing either "w" "a" "x" "z" or "D" but never an "s".

 

I tried again after I finished playing RE6. I went to the "turn off the system" option and told Chloe to stop me from choosing the option. Instead, my finger pressed the "O" button and the PS3 was turned off. My sister then said:

 

"Just go to sleep."

 

Oh yeah! A progress!