TB June 5 Share June 5 Good luck You tried Effexor? I'm so sorry And lol I value people having fun too but when I'm drunk playing League I start taunting people lol. I wish I could be motivated to talk in league without drinking. Still on antabuse so can't do that anymore right now and hopefully ever. Also rather than motivated it is more like not inhibited. Also you never tried the lithium? What made you decide not to try that again? Creation for creation's sake. More of my drawings Resident Dojikko Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Luminesce June 6 Author Share June 6 I tried basically every common antidepressant in my young teens and none had any effect that I could tell (though life was pretty blurry at the time), and then recently we tried prozac at psychiatrist's suggestion before trying lithium for a while. None had any effects on us whatsoever. The only "medications" left (which to be fair have the highest chance of working) are ketamine and magic mushrooms/psilocybin (which while different have very similar effects in allowing the brain to break down and reform more positive neural connections), which I'm not really up for yet. Well, ketamine costing $200 per treatment here certainly doesn't help. So we've been back to just working really hard CBT/personal-development style, and it's been helping a decent amount, though I don't really believe it'll ever actually fix my brain at the core (dampened emotional & serotonin/dopamine effect and all), though I am hopeful that I can function significantly better than I currently do by defeating a lot of negative thought patterns. I've done a lot of work/learning with Blender and Substance Painter the last few days as intended, so this trial I mentioned isn't off to a bad start, the framing of not thinking about working as a temporary thing before getting back to entertainment, but rather entertainment as a temporary thing before getting back to working, is pretty interesting and possibly helping a fair bit. Hi! I'm Lumi, host of Reisen, Tewi, Flandre and Lucilyn. Everyone deserves to love and be loved. It's human nature. My tulpas and I have a Q&A thread, which was the first (and largest) of its kind. Feel free to ask us about tulpamancy stuff there. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lucilyn August 2 Share August 2 probably anyone who cares about this thread should read this PR post https://community.tulpa.info/topic/10758-full-promises/?do=findComment&comment=399759 anyways, Lumi switched with me only halfway through the day yesterday and yet I still had a whole night of positive and detailed dreams lol I barely even did anything yesterday but apparently it's just me that gets dreams like that, even if I wasn't especially thinking or doing lots of active or positive things Feels kinda unfair! to my systemmates, I dunno how it's just exclusively me being switched in that causes interesting dreams doesn't mean I remembered to focus on remembering them, but the possibility was there at least Hi, I'm one of Lumi's tulpas! I like rain and dancing and dancing in the rain and if there's frogs there too that's bonus points. I think being happy and having fun makes life worth living, so spreading happiness is my number one goal! Talk to us? https://community.tulpa.info/thread-ask-lumi-s-tulpas Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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