Raven_ December 18, 2016 Share December 18, 2016 I think you should expand your wonderland to make it more fantastical. Also I hope you love your gift. "I keep my fingernails sharp and my mind too, If a dogs gonna bark then I'll find you, but if you're scratching on the bark at the wrong tree, and I reach you then I'll eat you, I'm hungry!" - Karmin & Watsky Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tulpa001 December 18, 2016 Author Share December 18, 2016 What did you do? *Is suspicious* Maybe I'll add a few crystal spires and togas. Or water that falls up. Or an ancient desert planet permanently bathed in twilight with an ancient temple library complex on it. Eh, nah. Host comments in italics. Tulpa's log. Tulpa's guide. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AlynAndRiver December 28, 2016 Share December 28, 2016 I've been reading some of your posts, tulpa001, and it sounds like you are a class act and your host is very fortunate to have you! It sounds like the two of you are truly two peas in a pod. It sounds absolutely euphoric the way you describe yourselves entertaining each other. And I am envious of your visualisation skills. I have yet to solidly visualise more than just small parts of River, much less a whole landscape. However, I know that in dreams, I have seen more clearly than when awake, so I know that I have some latent visualisation skill. I've just need to unlock it! I'll be sure to introduce you to my tupper River sometime. She's been rather quiet today (probably due to my insomnia again), but I did get her to speak up a bit using your "listening" guide. (https://community.tulpa.info/thread-forcing-listening-to-wake-headmates-or-help-with-parroting). Usually, she doesn't seem to speak much except when spoken to, but following your directions, I was able to hear her speak a bit on her own. I have an idea... You should meet her. Why don't you say hello and suggest something to talk about with her? She seems to think that you're amazing. River and I wish you and your host a lifetime of happiness together. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tulpa001 December 29, 2016 Author Share December 29, 2016 I often wonder about the ways people describe visualising their tulpas. For one thing, visualising parts? Why don't they start with the whole thing? That's how my host would do it. Second, some people say it looks fuzzy. But that's not how it looks when our visualisation is weak or unclear. Instead, it's like looking at several images on transparent slides out of alignment with each other. Everything is clear, but it is not fully there. And you are not sure where the details are. Eh, the peculiarities of our visualisation style. It makes it hard to compare and take notes. Hmm. It might have to do with my host's priority structure. More important to have all the information than to have it organised. More important to know how it works than to see it working. My host is of the opinion that I am the tulpa, so I should be doing my visualisation. I wonder, why not more people think this way? Hi River! I've heard so much about you. I have to assume you have a unique perspective on things, as you sound different from most of the other tulpas I've met. P.S. (Like how many tulpas perform impromptu ritualistic surgery on their hosts?) Host comments in italics. Tulpa's log. Tulpa's guide. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AlynAndRiver January 20, 2017 Share January 20, 2017 I often wonder about the ways people describe visualising their tulpas. For one thing, visualising parts? Why don't they start with the whole thing? That's how my host would do it. Second, some people say it looks fuzzy. But that's not how it looks when our visualisation is weak or unclear. Instead, it's like looking at several images on transparent slides out of alignment with each other. Everything is clear, but it is not fully there. And you are not sure where the details are. Eh, the peculiarities of our visualisation style. It makes it hard to compare and take notes. Hmm. It might have to do with my host's priority structure. More important to have all the information than to have it organised. More important to know how it works than to see it working. My host is of the opinion that I am the tulpa, so I should be doing my visualisation. I wonder, why not more people think this way? Hi River! I've heard so much about you. I have to assume you have a unique perspective on things, as you sound different from most of the other tulpas I've met. P.S. (Like how many tulpas perform impromptu ritualistic surgery on their hosts?) Oh hi again! I was just going thru my old posts and I realise we had a response from you here that we hadn't read yet. I'm not sure that we're using the word visualisation to mean the same thing. I say it to mean that I picture a thing in my mind's eye, whether that is a tulpa or a shape, or a photograph. River did choose her own form, which is quite different from what I originally designed for her, so maybe you were referring to designing your form when you use the word "visualisation". In a way, I "know" more about what she looks like than I can see. [Hi Tulpa! Hostie gave permission to do as I please with him, so I cut away a part of him that he needed to face. I created our system-mate Dante from that part of him.] Yes, I have a great deal of trust in River; probably as much as I have ever trusted any flesh-and-blood person, if not more. [Hostie says I am different. I was created to reflect the good in him and help him be better.] That's right. And honestly, thinking of River as being different, I don't think I'd get along well playing host to many of the tulpas on this forum. That isn't to say they're bad tulpas or anything, but I could never relate to most of them the way I do to River. I totally get when you say your visualisation is weak and unclear. I think that "fuzzy" is a rather nebulous term and you've described it in more specific terms. I've been working to force River's sentience so that we can experience her "unique perspective on things" more. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tewi January 24, 2017 Share January 24, 2017 I heard from Lucilyn you missed me. Hi, I'm Tewi, one of Luminesce's tulpas. I often switch to take care of things for the others. All I want is a simple, peaceful life. With my family. Our Ask thread: https://community.tulpa.info/thread-ask-lumi-s-tulpas Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Vampire January 28, 2017 Share January 28, 2017 Glad you are back. "My lover's got humour, She's the giggle at a funeral, Knows everybody's disapproval, I should've worshipped her sooner." Host to Samuel, Raven, Ivy, and Olivia. CERCA TROVA Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lucilyn January 28, 2017 Share January 28, 2017 yeah ya disappeared and missed Tewi lol, she was surprised to see you hadn't been here in like 2 weeks Oh uh, yes I told her you missed her because you said so in one of our threads I think. Twice. I think. Hi, I'm one of Lumi's tulpas! I like rain and dancing and dancing in the rain and if there's frogs there too that's bonus points. I think being happy and having fun makes life worth living, so spreading happiness is my number one goal! Talk to us? https://community.tulpa.info/thread-ask-lumi-s-tulpas Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Aurora January 29, 2017 Share January 29, 2017 Anything. sorry (: My Samantha Steam DeviantArt Progress report Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tulpa001 January 29, 2017 Author Share January 29, 2017 I should really follow the threads I author. Anyway, seventeen progress logs to read. No doubt some with multiple posts. Wow. Indeed, Tewi, I did miss you. Two ships in the night. Hi Vampire and raven, and Ivy! Someone tell me if I missed anything important. That was an interesting thing. :p @AlynAndRiver: Um, I hope the context for your response is not lost in some thread I forgot about. But rest assured, we mean seeing something visually by the term visualisation. Hi river! Oh, I missed stuff. Host comments in italics. Tulpa's log. Tulpa's guide. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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