Ponytail January 10, 2017 Author January 10, 2017 Cabinet time. If there's anything I've learned giving Annabell the assignment to fill up cabinets, it's that she's a horrible procrastinator. However, she claims to have finished the project. I'm writing this down "live" I guess. Ooh, exciting stuff. So I guess you'll see my first-hand reactions or something. Cabinet 1: Shelf 1: A lot of plants, all potted. The petals are of various colors but the body of the plant is the same. I'm curious as to how the hell these survive. Actually, these are the same plants that decorate the Observatory of Earth. Interesting. Shelf 2: A porcelain whale bent in a crescent shape that's relieving it's blow hole, a blue circular cooler. A little strange to put these in a cabinet Shelf 3: Cans of beans, cans of corn, and a single tube of Clorox white that impossibly fits in here while standing straight up. It appears there's some extradimensional space shenanigans happening here Cabinet 2: 1: A container with peppermint extract, easy bake cake, and easy bake lasagna(?). The two easy bake items are similar in design as to their branding. These first appeared in raw data (as almost all things during this process are), as Doc dubbed it, and were extraordinarily difficult to see. I guess it's because Annabell hasn't forced them in a while so they began to dissipate? 2: Oversized sticks of chap-stick. They are of various size, scent, color, etc. All the brands are different. This is so strange... 3. A piece of pie. The piece is enormous. It also has it's own stylized plate underneath it. Cabinet 3: 1: A bunch of paper airplanes of differently colored paper and folds all strung up on one of those puppet crosses and it's spinning slowly. 2: A block of white cheese that has filled to the size of the cabinet. The cheese would be Swiss, if it weren't devoid of all color as if a vampiric rabbit attacked it (There's an obscure reference). 3: Floating, 2-d, blue triangles. They are spread out and sporadic. To test they were two dimensional I put my hand through them. Intermission Log: Me: So are any of these full of bunnies? Annie: Yeah Me: Is it like, so full I'll be flooded with bunnies upon opening it? Annie: Noooooooooooooo... Me: Uh-huh.. Cabinet 4: 1: Some strange gyroscope-looking object. Looks like something dweomer from Skyrim. Seems to be a mode for an imaginary solar system. 2: Blank white space, sticking your hand in it ceases it's existence while it's in there. 3: An umbrella that seems to change in size when forced into a container. Cabinet 5: 2: In the second shelf there were bunnies. 1: A portal leading to a world full of bunnies 3: A microwave oven that transfers you forward in time at the rate of one second per second. It was full of bunnies. The kitchen area is now entirely shrouded in bunnies. I can't stand up, please send help. Cabinet 6: Empty, save for some weird looking key thing, or I guess it's the male gender symbol. It's blue and scaly. Needless to say, this is all confusing that Annabell did some of this stuff, like creating nonexistence and 2-d objects. Apparently she was inspired by Doc's forest for the weird shit. Regardless, this gender sign is a key, now it's a matter of finding whatever treasure my tulpa decided to have me go find. This is very interesting but it's late so it'll have to wait. As far as possession goes... we're making progress. Neck possession is still really weird and I definitely know that is not a puppeted action. Arms are still janky, though seemingly functional. Legs are not an area we have explored thoroughly. Face and torso continue untouched. The System: It's too big. ha, that's what she said.
Doctorfoxwolf January 10, 2017 January 10, 2017 Regardless, this gender sign is a key, now it's a matter of finding whatever treasure my tulpa decided to have me go find. This is very interesting but it's late so it'll have to wait. A key that's also the male gender sign? It's a pun. She wants you to find her treasure and stick your maleness in it. I swear to god if that's actually what's going on I'm gonna slap a bitch. Doc: Childhood friend turned servitor gone rogue turned host who's bad at feeling emotions. Meti: Overly lewd Tupper. CT, who is also called Jeremy: Original personality whose default emotion is anger.
Fairweather January 10, 2017 January 10, 2017 2: Blank white space, sticking your hand in it ceases it's existence while it's in there. K: How did that feel? I imagine that likely was a very wtf moment for you. Spoiler Members: Gemini, Raven, Jenna, Hope (Part-Time)
tulpa001 January 10, 2017 January 10, 2017 That is very impressive visualisation and memory separation and independence. You have passed me. Host comments in italics. Tulpa's log. Tulpa's guide.
Ponytail January 10, 2017 Author January 10, 2017 A key that's also the male gender sign? It's a pun. She wants you to find her treasure and stick your maleness in it. I swear to god if that's actually what's going on I'm gonna slap a bitch. Lol, I wouldn't put it past her. She refused to tell me what this is about, so for all I know it could be to a chastity belt that she's ironically wearing. K: How did that feel? I imagine that likely was a very wtf moment for you. It was weirder to repeatedly punch it, JoJo style. It's like your hand being painlessly disintegrated. It didn't worry me though, as I knew once my hands were removed I'd be fine. I had that sort of phantom body parts thing going on that amputees experience. That is very impressive visualisation and memory separation and independence. You have passed me. I'm on mobile so... And I quote Annabell "Omg THANK YOU BUGHORSE. I don't know how I do it honestly. Admittedly, the soulbond helps me parallel process and be independent and all that crap. Now all I have to do is not be garbage at possession, actually take imposition seriously, and maybe learn to switch." The System: It's too big. ha, that's what she said.
Ponytail January 12, 2017 Author January 12, 2017 So many minor things happened so I feel like going over them all finally. Though, the piece on Omega may be a little on the long side. So I found the treasure that Annabell hid. It was in a blue treasure chest with a scale motif. Inside was a similarly scaly bow. However, trying to figure out what the hell it was was more difficult than anything in the shelf exercise. Annabell didn't want to reveal what it was and my expectations were wayyy different so I spent a large deal of time staring at just... white glowy space. It's a really cool bow though, it's exceptionally detailed down to individual scales too. She feels this was overhyped. On possession, Annabell is now taking liberties and taking over my arms when she wants to do things. As a little dumb experiment, I laid out various candies and told her to pick her favorite. She chose the Jolly Rancher over the peppermint, much to my surprise. So, I am deeming soulbonds to be uh... Exceedingly strange. Omega recently has been, essentially, forcing himself into drunkenness. I'm supposing that would be tulpa forcing, in this case. Anywho, he's been doing this, and locking himself in his room, waiting for interesting things to happen. I decided this was unhealthy, so when he got the thought of speaking on IRC, I encouraged him to do so. Now, do understand that Omega isn't exactly humble, and is used to a life of being worshipped, so it's pretty easy to abuse him mentally by just mocking him or doing things that make him uncomfortable. Sup bitches, I'm hijacking the PR. So after chat went out of their way to anger Omega, because who wouldn't, he left the front and went into his room with something along the lines of "Now I remember why I don't talk to them." Naturally, Josh and I were concerned, though I don't know what Josh would have done really. But I was the one who took initiative in trying to solve this situation. Because, despite the uh... unique nature of Omega's personality, I do love the hunk of metal. He's sorta like an older brother with horrible amnesia. So, I wanted the best for him. I hopped on chat and explained what Omega had been doing in his free time. I tried to sympathize with chat though. I succeeded in not calling anyone an asshole and having them agree that they should be more gentle. Then he hopped back on and seemed to actually enjoy himself, save for the occasional lewd comment that made him uncomfortable. He seemed to loosen up a bit. He actually enjoyed himself Various observations : Omega sticks very close to his original personality. This doesn't surprise, save for the fact that it includes his inability to understand certain things, like gender and sexuality. I had more observations, but I forgot. The System: It's too big. ha, that's what she said.
Ponytail January 15, 2017 Author January 15, 2017 There is absolutely nothing that can properly describe the feeling of two heavily dissociated tulpas talking and influencing each other and you never even know about it unless one of them tells you. Random Bit: Sometimes I mention how my visualization was perfect after a day of tulpamancy. I mastered this talent by changing the graphics setting of the wonderland to a higher resolution. Not sure if this will help, but, eh, whatever. So, first up is the tidbit at the start of this. Recently Omega and Annabell have been changing to be closer to each other personality wise. Omega has more been picking up on ideals and philosophies, which means he's fully adopted the "Everything is the host's fault" outlook. Truly my life is difficult. Annabell has been picking up more general attitude. She lives in a system with two individuals who care very little about reality and livelihood and both have strange senses of humor, her life must be truly difficult. Another random bit, it occurred to me a long while after that Annabell's name is not the usual spelling. This annoys her, but she keeps her name spelt this way anyways. Apparently because I gave the name to her and because it's her birth name and there's a novelty to that. As for possession, we went to a choir concert today and practiced during concert. We, during this process, started fighting over control of the neck. This started because she was possessing it and was having troubles leaving and so she decided to have fun instead of worrying about getting stuck in the body. This probably terrifies me more than any other tulpamancy thing I've seen. I thought tulpas could leave into the wonderland at any time after possession but if Annabell has something for too long she finds making an exodus difficult. I have to say, wrestling for control is strange. It's not that I'm weaker by any means, but that she's clever and waits for me to get lazy for even the briefest moments. Presumably, I looked as though I was merely looking over the choir to the audience. During this she was also taking my arms and legs. She possessed my jaw for the first time too... and did nothing with it. Well, she playfully bit my tongue. With a little bit of help from me she could re-position the body into any position she wanted as she also did some torso possessing. Later, we tried doing this difficult task called "walking." Now, the way I did this was saying "By the way you're going to walk the dog" and after hearing a "wha-" I dissociated my legs and she said "Holy shit!" and possessed and took over mid-stride. Needless to say, I was impressed. I was fully expecting to fall on the concrete and really confuse the pizza delivery boy I saw. Instead, it just looked like I stumbled. So, some observations: - Annabell was really bad with steps. I almost slammed my face into a brick wall because of her. - She also couldn't stand still without concentration on what she was doing. Granted, balancing someone else's movements can't be easy. But, she learned to walk before she learned to stand. - Annabell really doesn't give a shit if I drop the dog's leash. This convinced me more than anything I wasn't parroting when I dropped the leash and the legs kept going. Tulpamancy is exceedingly strange... Anywho. That's all the science I can dispense for today. The System: It's too big. ha, that's what she said.
Doctorfoxwolf January 15, 2017 January 15, 2017 There is absolutely nothing that can properly describe the feeling of two heavily dissociated tulpas talking and influencing each other and you never even know about it unless one of them tells you. I have to say, wrestling for control is strange. It's not that I'm weaker by any means, but that she's clever and waits for me to get lazy for even the briefest moments. You're telling me. CT is teaching Meti some weird shit. I once tried to wrestle for control. Doc did not even notice my efforts. Doc: Childhood friend turned servitor gone rogue turned host who's bad at feeling emotions. Meti: Overly lewd Tupper. CT, who is also called Jeremy: Original personality whose default emotion is anger.
Ponytail January 15, 2017 Author January 15, 2017 I once tried to wrestle for control. Doc did not even notice my efforts. This is actually kinda curious. I thought with Doc's lethargy it'd be easy for you to do what Annabell did and just wait for me to dissociate for a moment. I dunno, I kinda just dissociate on accident all the time now The System: It's too big. ha, that's what she said.
Fairweather January 15, 2017 January 15, 2017 K: As a question, when you dissociate, do you lose feeling in the body part or are you just dissociating control? Spoiler Members: Gemini, Raven, Jenna, Hope (Part-Time)
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