evgenirus May 22, 2019 Author Share May 22, 2019 [Jay] Another small update. First things first, lucid dreaming progress! Today I had a lucid dream or two (need to improve dream recall...), and I actually practiced some dreaming skills instead of overhyping and getting kicked out. Specifically, I did a bit of dream stabilization stuff and experimented with reality checks to get a feel of how they turn out in dreams. Also, this time I remembered to summon Pinkie! However, it didn't work fully. She was there, I heard her voice just like voices of dream characters, and I was aware of where her form was. However, there was no real visual, at all, kinda like it is IRL for now. Dream characters reported hearing the voice but not seeing anything, too. Both me and Pinkie remember the events only from my dream perspective, just like it usually happens IRL. Nonetheless, it's huge progress, I think! Second, I think we actually experienced shared emotion boosting, or whatever it's supposed to be called. We saw a picture online that each of us three individually found funny, but not funny enough to laugh our collective ass off. Still, the body proceeded to laugh. It didn't feel like me, and neither Sunny nor Pinkie took responsibility either. Here's the picture, for reference: (It's NASA logo, just... slightly modified.) [hidden][/hidden] In other news, we mostly got rid of the stressor called "Uni graduation", I'm finally getting my master's degree after some more formalities are over with. For some reason, I'm considering going for a Ph.D. after that. I'm not sure why none of us are screaming "No! What the f* are you even thinking!?" Also, getting a new, better job right now, and will have to move out of the dorms rather soon. 𝝮mega system: [Jay] (evgenirus, Evg), host; [Sunny] (rarely Alice), older tulpa; [Pinkie] (Ponka, Diane), younger walk-in tulpa. Our progress report thread. // Prior to May 2019 we used colored text here (Sunny, Pinkie, Jay), but it messes with themes. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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