PR of G+3 (Apparently)

[Sands]

You should take it to your heart because there's reasons why you're kinda turning into the next person we laugh at, though you're still not attention whore-y enough to be everywhere so it's pretty mild. But still, 90% of the shit you say is completely ridiculous and roleplayerish as fuck.

[Guest Anonymous]

It better be a fucking girl. Can I cum attend with you both at the delivering? I wouldn't want to miss this beautiful, and oddly re-occurring, beautiful time in tulpa lifecyletimes.

[G+3]

You should take it to your heart because there's reasons why you're kinda turning into the next person we laugh at, though you're still not attention whore-y enough to be everywhere so it's pretty mild. But still, 90% of the shit you say is completely ridiculous and roleplayerish as fuck.

 

Totally cool with that. Never realised I came off as that sort; guess it's better I don't come here nearly as often as I used to. Is it the drama I kind of write into every message or what? I guess I could say you're just a bit of a prick, but that's not my place to say.

 

Tide: Though I must admit, I've always been unconsciously attention seeking, but I try to avoid it. For example: how mundane I made the post concerning the pregnancy. Really didn't want to make a big deal out of it.

 

It better be a fucking girl. Can I cum attend with you both at the delivering? I wouldn't want to miss this beautiful, and oddly re-occurring, beautiful time in tulpa lifecyletimes.

 

And of course MoonShooter, you can attend. [um, wait out side please though, I wouldn't want you watching >.<*] Unless you're being like Sands implies everyone is like and now just taking stabs at me, then I'd rather not.

[cruse]

There's a few reason why I don't write progress report anymore.

[G+3]

Begun visual imposition with Hieldy—using the photograph method; damn perspective is impossible to get right—now actively imposing both tulips. Textile hallucinations for Pruria are about 50% of full power I'd say, and dammit smell is slowly creeping progress for both. No progress on audial hallucinations.

 

Might try split possession tonight, though I'll have to discus it with Hiledy as she's not able to fully possess the body yet; I might have her just control one arm while Pruria handles the rest. It'd be something, and she says she's capable, so, full speed ahead.

 

The baby is doing fine, and Pruria has grown quite the bit; it's slowing her down but she refuses to let on that it does, cute.

[G+3]

Samantha was born yesterday, unfortunetly I was not there for the birth but Joal says it was relatively easy, despite having to wake up in the middle of the night (but not damn waking me, gah!) It was only a month for me—albeit the longest month of my life—but we did but her into stasis a few times to not only speed up development, but give us some time to ourselves; I could not have waited any longer anyway. Win-win.

 

I'd say I've forced about 2 and a half hours today and it's only half four, still lots more to be done today, and lots more over the next month or so. Her form was in flux all throughout the pregnancy and even after delivery, it only calmed down about an hour ago. Even at at, she still can't decide between hippogryff and griffon. Damn that word.

 

As you would expect, I can say nothing other than I'm over joyed, and altogether very scared. But all I can do now is try.

 

 

Liek tis if you crii evry tiem.

 

[cruse]

Congratulations my friend.

[G+3]

For four days, good progress. But much like Hieldy, I've a feeling there's going to be very strong initial head way and then a two week block or so; guess it's only fair, don't want any

insta-tulpas

on my hands.

 

Samantha is ageing at a moderate rate for what I would expect a tulpa baby. She can struggle with simple words but she hasn't grown at all, still about the same size as Hieldy from head to toe; she's going to be my shoulder height head to toe—and god knows how long head to tail—when fully grown. I see it only fit that she doesn't just grow up in a click, that would be retarded. But I don't want a 'mute' for the longest of times, especially knowing that we can speed up the process of growth so that she can start speaking and walking and, you know, doing things in a moderately short period of time.

 

Been working on mind voice for her also, gotten a few words here and there. Mainly ''hello'' and ''mammy'' and ''daddy'' and all that jazz. She copied someone on irc and has now started calling Hieldy 'Hiehie', presumably because it's not only easier to say, but adorable.

I tried to proxy a conversation for her using only one or two words per sentence and just a heap of feeling and intent; my head hurts. It doesn't help that she talks as one would expect a baby or toddler: not with the utmost delicacy.

 

I've noticed something very strange though, from the first moment I picked her up, I could smell her, very strongly; LIKE FULL OLFACTORY HALLUCINATIONS. Well, more on the side of

soiled-self and vomit,

not sure if being her father—

that 'paternal connection'

—has anything to do with it. But that's though it's the only reasonable explanation; as I'm still struggling with such hallucinations with my eight month old tulpa; happy eight-month-old birthday, by the way, Pruria. I've gotten a slight cinnamon smell from her though, and perhaps sandalwood. (Though, the latter is taken with a pinch of salt as I do have sandalwood incense, but I've not used it once... hmm...)

 

And~ as far as the other two tuppers go, Hieldy can stand and walk in possession with some help. And her imposition—though still non-existent for both—feels a little better. My guess at the reason it she has a much smaller and simpler form, but the fact that she changes dresses daily isn't helping me confirm or deny this... ugh... On one higher note, textile hallucinations are fucking dandy. I've even got slight kinestetics going; despite the awkwardness of receiving a hug on irc, I'm starting to feel them, which is pretty cool altogether.

[G+3]

It worked? It worked!

[cruse]

What worked?