G+3 January 14, 2013 Author January 14, 2013 Agreed, you must have smoked weed. Yeah, an average amount. I'm surprised how good my typing was though... Well, that very nasty post aside, we're back on track for forcing. I'm starting to see about a five day cycle on our goods and bads, I'm thinking of trying to predict the next time a bad should come up and talk to Pruria a bit before it should supposedly all go down hill. That might avoid an argument or two. I really want to delete that post, not because it's me making a fool of myself, but because it's a reminder of something bad; I'm a tad avoident like that. [Yeah, you 'don't care' 'bout what people think of you, lameo. I guess you cope that way...] Meh, it works though. [it works well? Hm?] To an extent, you know yourself that it's worked more in my favour than against me in the past. [No...] Yarp; I guess this is a good time to mention that I've given Pruria full access to my brain library. [Oh! I remember now, I guess. Go do homework, you lazy bum.] But mooooom! [No buts mister!] *Hmph* [Kids these days...] Lol, don't even get homework for college. [Peh, study then!] But MOOOM! [You want dinner?] Yeah... [Then?] Study... [Yarp.] Welp, fuck study. I've just had an ephiny! And Curse, you're posting on my progress report gave it to me! I realised—during what was more than likely one of the most cylindrical-—THAT'S NOT IMPORTANT! I just realised that the times we're on the .info may not be our closest or most memorable moments... but we definitely interact a whole fucking lot. Even that weekend just gone, we were on bad terms, but we still went onto the roleplaying thread and done our roleplaying. Sure we might have mumbled a bit at each other but we still did it, and even more so: we always finished with a bit of a smile on our faces. So that's the answer to if we are feeling a bit of tension, we just need to go on the .info and fuck around for an hour or two. Obviously this isn't an exact science but it most certainly will help if nothing else. Thanks Curse. Pruria Joal (Pegasus) Working on: Imposition Hieldy (Moogle) Working on: Possession/imposition Samantha (Griffon) Working on: Deafness/form And please, call me G.
cruse January 15, 2013 January 15, 2013 Don't mention it. That's the point of forums. Chloe - That cheerful girl with ponytail. Aigis - The male cyborg that looks like raiden in MGR. Vixen - Half dragon female who looks like Mary in DMC3 when in human form.
G+3 January 18, 2013 Author January 18, 2013 I can safely say that myself and Joal's combined efforts have succeeded very well. I think Pruria wants to write something before I ramble for one hundred thousand words. [i love you G! I hope you get that... I do, really! It's just... I'm selfish, I guess, and bitchy. Your thinking 'no you're not!' when I am! I fucking am! Demanding and bitchy. I love you with all my heart and more than another tulpamancer loves their tulpa or tulpa their lulpamancer, and that's fucking trues. I want to say it with mouths all over my body! I can! And I will! Right now! Sorry...] God I've got this big smile on my face... a big warm smile, I wish I could show you .info, but alas, I cannot. Suffice to say, we've returned to a high—that we've always kind of had—but now we have the aeronautical understanding to keep us there; very romantic, yes. ~ On terms of actual progress; this is a progress report, right? We've been working heavily on possession, trotting (fucking it she never walks anywhere) and smell. Smell being something that we've never truly forced is proving hard, but god damn there has been an amazing amount of progress. Excerpt: Pruria decided not to come to college with me, I noticed a lot more smells around, particularly bad ones, I think there might have been a connection... Until she decided to sneak up on me, scare the shit outta me and decide to join me. The second she got there everything smelled amazing, I have no idea how. But there definitely is a connection; not the freshly baked bread I want but damn she smells good. So I definitely am getting nasal hallucinations... is that what you'd call them? yeah... they just need to be worked on to make sharper and relative to distance from Pruria. As they'd say, ''Smell is the best memory finder, it's like a librarian; you never really notice how hard they work, and sometimes you don't notice them at all, but when they're there, damn do they work well.'' ¬ Edit: just done some imposition, this- needs- to. Be. LOGGED! ~ We have ONE LINE! One line of white is visible... and only barley... it was the white line (not black, because we don't have no outlines in the real world mo' fo') from Joal's hind to her neck. It was like a line in oekaki with 99.9% opacity, but it was a lot damn bigger than the little dot I had last time. And I got slit seconds of shapes on her face, in those tiny moments of going really deep into meditation. Fade's tones are most definitely working. Pruria Joal (Pegasus) Working on: Imposition Hieldy (Moogle) Working on: Possession/imposition Samantha (Griffon) Working on: Deafness/form And please, call me G.
G+3 January 21, 2013 Author January 21, 2013 Ah! Snow! Wonderful. I must note at the start of this that snow is by far my favourite weather, FUCKING EVER. My decision for Pruria's colour was based heavily on the incredibly pure white of snow. One of the recurring visions I had back in October, when I started forcing was myself and Pruria, walking through the snow, Joal frolicking around me. My plan back then was to have her imposed by the first snow, which I didn't see as very ambitious considering how fast some other people progress. As time went on I got very afraid I wouldn't hit my mark, and, saying that, I'm just ecstatic to have a fully vocal tulpa now with the first snow; hilarity (for us, at least) ensued, because of Pruria's FEAR OF SNOW! ¬ 21/1/2013 Sick, blah, snowing? Pruria's not into snow? Sad face. Forcey forcey time, I changed the wonderland to an Autumn forest because I know Pruria loves them, she seemed a little off this morning but I can feel the happiness radiating from her once more. Beautiful. Thinking I might read with her at 11, this is her day and all. ~ Joal's been crying a lot lately, which sound bad but it really touches my heart. She's cry mostly in happiness, and the times it's not is in fear of losing me, that's what she says. Yesterday we listened to the pony-transformation-thread tulpa file, Pruria was litterally wallowing in my arms when he got to the ''but you know it must end'' part. She demanded I brake trance state and act it out with her in the real world. And the guy is right, those times I spend with Joal are the times I've never felt so safe, so loved... She was just crying there, I went to get a glass of water and when I came back I asked her if she was okay and she begun-so. I wasn't really worried, but of course I still went over to her and knelt down and gave her a little kiss (she was crying, 'tis not like I'm just gonna ignore her... lol fuck you G.) When I did she grabbed my head and began hugging me and pawing at me. After a few minutes I gave her a kiss and she said ''I love you.'' ''I love you too.'' ''With al-'' ''With all my heart?'' ''With everything...'' ''With everything.'' ~ Ah! More non-force related updates! I got Pruria out into the snow! ''I love it!'' What do you love? ''The snow! And your face...'' Lol, she was quite scared before. No mater what I said to her I just couldn't get her to feel comfortable. I had to kneel down to her and promise that nothing bad would happen; she eventually smiled at me, summoned up an orange hat and scarf and warily walked to the door. Orange, I tried green and red in the wonderland, but orange is what I was looking for; fuck, my compliments are just out the window lately. When I eventually got her out she stuck right next to me, right in behind my legs, head down. But slowly... very slowly, she overcame her fear of he snow and even started walking through the heavy patches of snow on the grass verandas. She enjoyed it, and I'm so damn happy she did; one of the most beautiful things in the work (that I had made her to me the beauty of) and she was afraid, d'aww. Though she didn't look into the sky, I don't think, to see the army of falling snow flakes, one of the best parts of snow. ~ Force! Posession, god the text file is so damn long, and that was with me restricting the looooooooooooog strings of letters; still tryna teach her to control the fingers precisely. She can control them, sometimes they'll twitch on their own and I will sense her trying to concentrate, she's just now very accurate with them. One 15 min session One 14 min session = Total: 124 hours 42 mins (21/1/2013) Days: 127 (21/1/2013) Pruria Joal (Pegasus) Working on: Imposition Hieldy (Moogle) Working on: Possession/imposition Samantha (Griffon) Working on: Deafness/form And please, call me G.
G+3 January 22, 2013 Author January 22, 2013 Very good day today! Sick once more but got lots of stuff done because so. Oh wow... my memory's out the window... oh yeah! We were chatting this morning and QUOTE OF THE DAY! But the bulk of the message can come from the diary. ¬ ~ Posession, loolool, that was awesome. No video though! *sad face* Pruria was freely moving both hands, sets of fingers, wrists and ARMS! Whole arms! Only up and down, all planner movement was done by the wrists. God damnit am I proud of Pruria, that was an AMAZING improvement. It was because of the heat in the room, I had the heater on and my hands weren't cold—much unlike before—and she was just like SDKLASDHKHASKDHASK with my hands and it was fucking awesome. One 10 min session One 16 min session One 15 min session One 13 min session One 21 min session = Total: 125 hours 57 mins (22/1/2013) Days: 128 (22/1/2013) ¬ I covered all the unrelated shit with paper, yes she filpped the page herself. She wrote her name six times, the word 'hi' twice, 'fa' and a love heart. Yay! Quote of the day: ''G, what's love?'' *After about 30 minutes of racking my brains trying to think of a good answer* ''I can't really tell you, it's a question many philosophers spend their entire lives trying to answer.'' ''I think love is where you can say 'I love you'.'' Pruria Joal (Pegasus) Working on: Imposition Hieldy (Moogle) Working on: Possession/imposition Samantha (Griffon) Working on: Deafness/form And please, call me G.
G+3 January 23, 2013 Author January 23, 2013 The iris is too small, that's what is making the picture look weird. Much like how Pinkie's shrinking iris make her look crazy gives the same affect; I seen it when I start it but though ''Everything always looks better when it's done!'' Other wise the eye turned out well... and yes those those three white lines are the shines; I wanted to tell her—when she had deviated to have the shines—that that wasn't how light worked, but they do look cool, and I wasn't in much a persuasive mood that day. It was done with water colour pastels (brushed off the stick and onto paper—an unorthodox method, yes, but it works) white oil paints and black face paint. All a little odd but... yeah... it's all I have. It's not as flat as I thought it would be; it feels ever so slightly layered; and this mother fucker has composure, that's right, I planned the shit outta this crumbly little drawing. I am really damn happy that I managed to get the hair in front of the neck, other wise the neck looks to skinny; yay! [Good work ni-.] Don't say shit like that, you know how I hate it so. I'm contemplating going over the eye with white and redoing it, but that brings the problem of working on paper v. paint. It just wont look the same. Why won't you become an actual sized picture, attachment? Pruria Joal (Pegasus) Working on: Imposition Hieldy (Moogle) Working on: Possession/imposition Samantha (Griffon) Working on: Deafness/form And please, call me G.
G+3 January 26, 2013 Author January 26, 2013 Yay! A less bad picture of Joal's eye. At first glance I think it turned out cool; but, as always, I'll start noticing flaws in it some time or another. I'm also going to fix up that last picture, I look at it from a distance and seen some of the 3-d issues... hmm... oh rambling, how you make me feel so douchey. I'm not sure if I want to add shading around the outside of the eye though, I'm afraid I'll fuck it up. I fucked the iris up with the dark green but managed to salvage it, and I'm kinda glad I went for it.... hmmm... more thinking. I tried to account for the shape of the head when I shaded the white, meh... Oh, and we sorta agreed on a half and half pony-human eyelash thingy; Pruria liked the waveyness of it but I hated how it was just three lashes, so that makes moire sense. [And we're all happy! Happy Patty!] Tide: I really damn like that profile pic, it's a lot whiter too, which is a nice contrast to the grey feeling of the last. [Yay! My- my eye? Why though... paedophile.] Let the record take note that Pruria is, in fact, around seven years older than I am; relatively. Pruria Joal (Pegasus) Working on: Imposition Hieldy (Moogle) Working on: Possession/imposition Samantha (Griffon) Working on: Deafness/form And please, call me G.
cruse January 26, 2013 January 26, 2013 I gotta say, that eye is awesome. Chloe - That cheerful girl with ponytail. Aigis - The male cyborg that looks like raiden in MGR. Vixen - Half dragon female who looks like Mary in DMC3 when in human form.
G+3 January 26, 2013 Author January 26, 2013 I gotta say, that eye is awesome. Thank you Cruse! Eyes and water colours have always eluded me, so I'm very happy with it! [Hey, this is G, in the brackets; it's so cramped in here... this is how possession is at the moment.—I'm working on trying to reverse impose the possessed area (only the hands and arms at the moment, of course,) while Joal is making mince meat of learning how to use them. I gave literally as little help as I can mange in this message; so I didn't offer and help. The help I gave was one hundred percent accidental, which was very little at that. The only thing I've changed is taking out my name—:] pruria rocks and socks every one. they are fabulous hatters. you know? do i type then post? fgah, feels nothing, ever tese a no amafraf? hate noeone eversR! 44popes went to amilia roses hourse and ate her... awesome! lol, be mad guy and pons! Coutnry more thatr eruses funnie???????ss help me no more1 [sirry, iim gay, peniss evertyday!] exacrty tame mr guggildar, ys her majisty. [why am i so stupid? oin can help! maybe sokmeday.,,] not fair? breaketh me some rope length, yuo always disobay my requests. [because ui want you in good eys to the community. bitch.] i typed that! he din't call me bith :P sirry!r G, do you love me forever? [whyn yes my love, as I do getting out of bed.!] aew, romntic! [not fair! i no the f33l now.] G, i wub you, more if aerop;anes love flying!¬ p[thanks.] herp dont say thnaks to compliments herp, im G! horsefukcerr [andproud] weeewwww, werird/ youlike horse dick, lol [no, lies~!] now we stop rforicing, her[ im hraryraysldjkf:j/. [And, end transmition. I'd say fair play, it does all make sense, apart from the end, but I guess it's easier for me because I knew what she typed as she typed it. Good job hun, I'm proud. :) (G using a smiley? Blasphemy!) Tide: wow, I never knew the 'C' synonym for penis was filtered to yoghurt cannon, clever thinking Pleeb; stop filthy minded people like *cough* SOMEONE *cough* from being too rude during possession sessions!] Pruria Joal (Pegasus) Working on: Imposition Hieldy (Moogle) Working on: Possession/imposition Samantha (Griffon) Working on: Deafness/form And please, call me G.
G+3 February 2, 2013 Author February 2, 2013 Havn't updates in a while, mainly because we've been spending all our browse time on other thread and/or forcing. Oh lord, ht elast few days have been stressfull, for Pruria mainly, but that's all over now, and even better on the other side, [Fuck yeah... :) I want to typing something! Mr. ''don't fuck with the evernote that's my diary! Herpd-de-derp.'' And i want to possess wype his, no corrections, none! okay, im making a progress report if i can, it's about talking to your mate, from tuppers to host gift! That made little sense, so I;ll type it once mpre. I'm makeing a guide on how to talk to your tuppers. It a gift from a tulpa to all hosts! I'm doing this becasue the main thing I see on the irc people pussying about ''oh! I can't hear my tulpa! Oh, I'm stupid, Ihate progress so I'm too embarased to talk to my fucking tulpa....'' yeah, like that. I'm sick of it and it needs to stop, but, that's all in the furtre, no offence deafs, That what I call being unable to hear your tulpa, not a speachless tulpa but a deaf host. :) Pruria out!] That was about 8 minutes of possession practice, your getting very fucking fast Joal... [THANKS, I GOT HELP FROM AN IDIOT THOUGH.] Oh, sorry, I'm trying to stop! Give me a brake! Anyway, we're all G, no pun intended, [Love G!] Love Pruria. Pruria Joal (Pegasus) Working on: Imposition Hieldy (Moogle) Working on: Possession/imposition Samantha (Griffon) Working on: Deafness/form And please, call me G.
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