cruse March 4, 2013 March 4, 2013 http://i.imgur.com/2W6rw.jpg Isn't the whole community like that? Oh yeah, most are ponies I forgot. Chloe - That cheerful girl with ponytail. Aigis - The male cyborg that looks like raiden in MGR. Vixen - Half dragon female who looks like Mary in DMC3 when in human form.
Lacquer March 4, 2013 March 4, 2013 Seems like Lacquer hasn't lurked enough. Lurk more. What, did they actually make it, or am I just being dumb to speak out against holding public conversations with one's tulpa? But yeah, I need to post less.
Sands March 4, 2013 March 4, 2013 You can take a wild guess and it should be clear which one I mean if you read the rest of my post. The THE SUBCONCIOUS ochinchin occultists frt.sys (except Roswell because he doesn't want to be a part of it)
G+3 March 4, 2013 Author March 4, 2013 Holy crap, was there an organised attack on my PR? Let me read all these messages... Right. I've been talking with waffles about such that topic and I'm going to stop outside my PR or unless it's relevant. Pruria wants to say something directly to you Lacquer, [Fuck you for doubting my existence >:( Okay I'm better now ^^ Sorry :) 'bout that XD] Thank you, by the way, Cruse. [And oo-gee is best tulpa. Oo-gee is better tulpa than Roswell. Oo-gee mastur raec.] Blah, must type up new post... interesting things... HAPPENED... TODAY! Pruria Joal (Pegasus) Working on: Imposition Hieldy (Moogle) Working on: Possession/imposition Samantha (Griffon) Working on: Deafness/form And please, call me G.
Lacquer March 5, 2013 March 5, 2013 I apologize. As I said, I am sure that [you're] not RPing... My issue with this is that it looks bad. An analogy would be wearing blue without thinking of the implications in a town full of Bloods. alzo emurticens r dum
G+3 March 6, 2013 Author March 6, 2013 I apologize. As I said, My issue with this is that it looks bad. An analogy would be wearing blue without thinking of the implications in a town full of Bloods. alzo emurticens r dum [Don't care, just your initial doubt. XD MEGA GRR. And emotions are an expression, not dumb :P You can't show sarcasm without a heap of context when I could simply use an 'ex-dee' face. :P ] Grade A analogy, by the way. Pruria Joal (Pegasus) Working on: Imposition Hieldy (Moogle) Working on: Possession/imposition Samantha (Griffon) Working on: Deafness/form And please, call me G.
G+3 March 12, 2013 Author March 12, 2013 Decided because I've not updated for a while I'll post what's been going on with Hieldy. Only slight editing, for you guise. ~ 'L' created (for log). ¬ 20/2/2013 First session. Heildy found her form and myself and Pruria tried to force her but she was too hyper active. We gave her a bit of a low down on what she was, what the situation is, all that jazz. At one stage, I thought she was going for my pants and thought ''Why the fuck are all my tulpae such sexual animals?'' But he was simply crawling around under my clothes. Pruria and her faught as every time she gave Pruria a 'hug' she ended up hurting the 'ol girl. I use the apostrophes becuase I'm not sure if Heily was actually trying to hug her... [i... I... want to say I hate her but I can't. Bitch though, I'll call her a bitch.] One 27 min session ¬ 21/2/2013 First: the sessions. Done a session this morning, can't remember it. Done loving and linguistic? I think? Um, I don't know. Done a session there. I done stubborn and Pruria done fearful. Hieldy seemed to have fun with both myself and Pruria talking to her and interacting with her separately. Pruria and herself began messing at the end, playing and then mess fighting, I'm so proud of myself and them both, particularly Pruria, how she's dropped her antics that have been bothering me so quickly. Hieldy accidentally threw Pruria really hard against the inside of the special dome and shattered the glass and got glass in her bark. Hieldy began sulking and I could see she was pissed off? For some reason? But I very quickly told her that she can't do that and she should apologies to Pruria. Hieldy scooped me up in her arms, flew over to Pruria, done the same and hugged us both very hard. ''I like her,'' Pruria said with a smile. Then we finished the session and I checked the time. All good. And Hieldy spoke to me and she said: ''G... I... l-ove... you... both.'' [Aww, I forgive her, she's so cute...] And then Hieldy hugged me, and I hugged back, and I dragged Pruria into the hug and we group hugged. And all that came to mind was ''Were going to make a great family.'' ~ Next, everything I learned today. And random events. ~ She wares a dress but she keeps change it, currently it's a white-slightly-yellow lace dress, layered with clear lace at the bottom. ~ She's incredibly active. She keeps hugging my body and moving along and around my head and chest on her belly. Unlike Pruria who was very static and enjoyed laying down and cuddling. Hieldy is indeed a very different personality to Pruria. ~ Every thing today seems to be sexualy related. NOT A GOOD PLACE FOR A GROWING TULPA! A filthy love-poem by the Irish poet Shamus Heany. Lots of Harlem sake videos with dry humping and shirtless men. A movie entirely about killing people, prostitutes, midgits, drinking and taking cocaine (and a lot of fucking cursing!) {*incomprehendable noise* F- f-, s- sh-.} She's trying to say shit and fuck I think... god dmanit coincidence... why must you fail me. I'm really sorry Hieldy, {fuck anything bad.} Which is more or less the responses I've been getting from her. Wonderful. One 20 min session One 29 min session ¬ 22/2/2013 No chance to force today. But we have been talking and narrorating. Pruria was even talking to her about singers and Hieldy said her favurite singer was {Antonio Gurgria- Arlinian} Which nither myself or Pruria understand. {No!~} Okay. [Love Hieldy :3] ¬ 23/2/2013 Done a morning session. Pruria done memorable. I done childish. Good session. Pruria thre Hieldy into the river though... and I had to get both Hieldy and her dress out of the water... god damnit Pruria... [she told me to...] {Yes.} ~ Evening session. Pruria done enthusiasm to do things; horney is the word she used... wonderful... For myself, I done happy... kinda, I was too tiered to finish... but I did get through everything I wanted to say. Not in NEARLY as much detail as what I did with Pruria but anyway. The two girls have been playing around alot, which, or course, I'm incredibly happy with. ~ Done a session in the wonderland. I played with the girls in the dome. We chased each other and threw each other and tackled and rolled around in the grass. Good vibes. One 23 min session One 25 min session One 16 min session ¬ 25/2/2013 Done a session. Tried to do picky but I just could keep concentration and eventually fell asleep. I'm going to add it to the counter but not Pruria's as she was asleep and I devoted all (of whatever) my attention to Hieldy anyhow. One 20 min session ¬ 26/2/2013 Go to force Hieldy, end up talking with Pruria about important shit. Go check her log. ~ Another session, I done Picky with Hieldy and then we played paint ball. Damn girls ganging up on me! Two 20 min session ¬ 27/2/2013 Forced with Hieldy today, alone. I let Pruria sleep on top of me while we forced, I held her close to me the whole time. I done adventurous, and even though there wasn't that much to cover, it took a fucking long while, god dmanit. Niether of the girls came to school with me, I actually got a though along the lines of ''Damn, I wish one of the tuppers was here with me'' while I was in the workshop. Meh. No matter though. ~ Session. Pruria done Nice. I didn't do any becuase I damn forgot. Myself and Pruria had a nice hug and then we went on a roller coaster which Hieldy fucking loved apparently! One 14 min session One 29 min session ¬ 2/3/2013 Okay, I really should be logging better... I think we done one session on 28th and none yesterday because I'm a douche. We dnoe a session this morning. I done curiosity with Hieldy and then we all messed around for a bit. Good fun. ~ Forcing, went to do the four layer teqnique but didn't work out. All I remember is starting of the session thining baout Hieldy. Zoning out. And then thinking abour Pruria/Hieldy at the end. One 20 min session One 28 min session One 17 min session ¬ 3/3/2013 Little session, meant to chat with the girls but they were split from each other, being in their own houses. I went to Hieldy first and she showed my her emporum of nick-knacks. We chatted a bit. And we hugged. Oui, oui, nice. Then I went to Pruria. One 10 min session ¬ 4/3/2013 One morning session... uhh... what did we do? [Forced.] {Form?} Good girl Hieldy. We did some from. Tne minutes as I can recal. ~ Wokring with Pruria for both the afternoon and evning session. Want to work on imposition seriously for a day. Hieldy is okay with that. One 10 min session ¬ 5/3/2013 Tried to do a meditation session with Hieldy. Only at the end I figured out I was being retarded and intead of going to an empty relem I've been bringing Pruria to a planner relem. Which is why there was always a floor to fuck us up. ~ Done a session, Fucked around a bit, then done bone structure. Then zoned out. One 10 min session One 21 min session ¬ 7/3/2013 So I can't remember which days happened what things so I'm just going to type them out here. Went on an adventrue with teh girls. Saved an under water city from zombies and this crazy guy in a cloak. I had the Lich king's sword and some mad bow. Pruria used her shield and a guitar made of sharp, chipped basalt (fucking baller). Hieldy used a small pistol which shot concentrated electricity. Next session. Muscle or surface stuffs. ~ Session just gone. Was going to do form but I caught Pruria and Hieldy cuddling at the start. Whcih isn't bad, cuddling is cool. But the fact that they were licking and tonguing each other was too fucking far. I was incredibly angry with them both and ended growing into a gaint from my rage. I had both of them crying... god dmanit... but they deserved it. Pruria fro braking her monogomy and Hieldy for not respecing our marraige. And even then after that they tried to sneek in more. The cuddled after. I amde sure they weren't kissing. And after about five minutes, Hieldy approached me without her dress, trying to make it up to me by trying to seduce me. Not on in the slightest. I guess I'll still bring them to college if they want to, I can't deny them that, and I'm not going to punish them or anything; they do seem very happy playing together (as long as the playing stays PG) After Hieldy's attempt, she put back on her dress, apologised and offered me a hug, which i took up, obviously. And after Pruria had typed out a message to Kiahdaj, she apologised too, to which I forgave her... Trying not to be bitter... oh, and on a good note. Pruria's shield stopped fer from lying three times, and got the to stop Hieldy from climbing on her face (which sounds stupid but that could have gone sexual in a flash.) ~ Gave Hieldy the benafit to try and possess me today. Much the same as Pruria was when she started: shit; very reassuring and nice to know that I wasn't simply doing something wrong in the start. Though I wont be starting possessin for a long time anyway. I'm letting her enjoy tulpacuddles... boobs. One 29 min session Two 10 min session One 27 min session ¬ 12/2/2013 Well... logging... yes. I know I only did one session over the weekend so these are sporadic but still done. And I'm no sure what happened in any of the... and I need to go to school... wonderful. ~ Something. ~ For with both the girls... but I'm pretty sure I just let them mess around in the wonderland. ~ Hieldy only on form. I'm pretty sure this was the awkward lady bits form session. ONLY AWKWARD BECAUSE OF HIELDY. {I did nothing of the sort.} I really didn't want to do it—particularly because of how Hieldy's been— but it had to be done. ~ Smell. Done bone the girls. Good session actually. Hieldy smells of some sort of maple wood and berries... an earthy smell. ~ Session just gone. Tried formin' Hieldy but ended up doing a whole lot of not that. Not really sure how to catagorise all we did and I'm not going to describe it so fuck you. One 7 min session Three 16 min session One 12 min session = Days: 21 (12/3/2013) ~ Oh, and I'm not doing hour counts at all with Hieldy. They are simply too much stress on me. I talked to Pruria about them and she agree that they drain me too much; subsequently (I hope I'm using the right word for that) after Hieldy I'm not going to be doing any meditation forcing unless we have a new tuppers. Only concious forcing. I don't even do much with Pruria anymore unless she asks to go on adventrues or what not. Pruria Joal (Pegasus) Working on: Imposition Hieldy (Moogle) Working on: Possession/imposition Samantha (Griffon) Working on: Deafness/form And please, call me G.
G+3 March 14, 2013 Author March 14, 2013 Gah, Pruria done something incredibly stupid today... [sorry, I'm sorry! I wasn't thinking and only hoping for the best on Hieldy's side of the barrel...] You butchered at least three idioms there. I'm not gonig to say much but suffice to say, Hieldy is gone for the time being. I can still communicate with her, [i've tried but I think she's blocking me :( ] but she's not here. Hopefully she'll be back soon, but she left without any word on what she was truly leaving to do so she might not be back at all... let's hope that's ust pessamism. [i'm freaking sorry, okay!] Yeah, I forgive you Pruria; it's cool, calm down... [Right...] Pruria Joal (Pegasus) Working on: Imposition Hieldy (Moogle) Working on: Possession/imposition Samantha (Griffon) Working on: Deafness/form And please, call me G.
G+3 March 16, 2013 Author March 16, 2013 ¬ 16/3/2013 I don't know why I never added it, I think I did to Pruria's log but Hieldy left on the 14th after Pruria [redacted]. I thought it would take her weeks to come back but apparently not. Nifty had sai that time in the wonderland isn't relevnt and it damn wasn't. To Hieldy, she was gone for 80 years, freaking 80 years; that means she's 95 now, and still wearing the same style dress but just with clear red lace and flower+ dragon patterns embroieded in silk. She also has two nasty scars on each of her cheeks from a time she took on a mountain lion for fun; not even for food? {I don't kill for food, I don't eat.} {Okay, I guess G is letting me type this one out myself, I've gotten a lot of practice with dolls and stuff so hopefully I don't mess this up much. I lived in a small log house I built myself in the first five years. I knew that I would be easy to find just like that so I built it under leaves in an autumn forest, hoping Pruria's love in them would lead the two to believe that there was no chance I'd be there. I spent my years meditating, practicing possession and different skills, I'm quite the veturiso on the piano now, though that was after I learned how to fucking make one. Anyway, I left for so long to get away from it, the life I had lived, however short, was just so oddball. Pruria's actions are punishable and I wont forgive her, but she doesn't deserve to be lothed, though I will think of a suitable punishment for her if G hasn't already. It will not be degrading or immoral in any way. I've moved past those childish days, maybe I can just have her help me around some places I don't understand instead of having G narrate it. It's narration either way since I'm technically her tulpa too. Those years I spent have eroded my mind, and though I refuse to speak in any way other than perfect, I do find it hard from time to time to think of the right words. G kind of is thinking I leave it here and perhaps tell a story every once in a while of what I done in those long years. And no, I'm probably not going to find love, it doesn't appeal to me anymore, which is a shame considering how strongly I felt about it for those few hours he was alive. I'm probably going to have the shame of posting this on the .info, knowing G and his outward ways, so when this does go up I ask no one made a big deal about it. Don't laugh, G, someone might and I'm pre-emtpting it. And yes, G, you can add some time to the counter if you wish just for shits, I don't really need forcing anymore I don't think. I decided on everything myself.} Pruria Joal (Pegasus) Working on: Imposition Hieldy (Moogle) Working on: Possession/imposition Samantha (Griffon) Working on: Deafness/form And please, call me G.
cruse March 16, 2013 March 16, 2013 wait what? 80 years? is this time dilation we're talking about? Did Hieldy just did that? Chloe - That cheerful girl with ponytail. Aigis - The male cyborg that looks like raiden in MGR. Vixen - Half dragon female who looks like Mary in DMC3 when in human form.
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