G|d30n and Lauren

[G|d30n]

Another little update. Starting last night, we've been working on full view imposition, and we've been doing it for the better part of the day. She's looking more and more vivid, especially right now, when I've admittedly had a few drinks. Said drinks and the imposition efforts led to this conversation, which just happened:

 

Me: Oh, hey, I can see you...you're beautiful, you know.

 

Lauren: And you're drunk.

 

Me: Doesn't make you less beautiful.

 

Lauren: No. No, I understand it works quite the opposite way.

 

Oh Lauren, you slay me. Anyways, so yeah, imposition is going pretty well. Drunk updates and forcing, for the win.

[G|d30n]

Lauren would like to answer questions if anyone has any. I've taken her onto IRC a couple times now and she's really enjoyed it, and she's asking for a Tumblr too, which I may set up this evening. In the meantime, she's willing to answer questions here or if you see us in IRC.

 

Also, I had her do the really long survey (that mentions us in a question--woot!) today and we took the writing style test and found our styles to be somewhat different, to our delight.

 

If you want to read some of her replies (I say some because it's really long and don't expect anyone to read hundreds of answers at a time) the link is here: http://pastebin.com/d6Fmfsme

 

So, Lauren and I are finishing up imposition now and it's come pretty easy for us. Though we're basically "done" at this point, I guess now is when the fun begins, with not having any daily responsibilities and just doing whatever. Also, some of her answers on the survey were news to me and a bit enlightening. Namely her thoughts on sex, romance, masturbation...ahem, anyway, yeah, it was unexpected, but enlightening. So, no telling what the future holds, but we'll definitely be around to continue learning and sharing experiences with the community.

[Guest]

And here I thought that Lauren was the only tulpa that didn't want to fuck.

[cardscov]

Wow! It sounds like you've come a really really long way in this past month or two. :D You can now be added to the slew of people with tulpae who answer all of the community's questions!

[G|d30n]

Wow! It sounds like you've come a really really long way in this past month or two. :D You can now be added to the slew of people with tulpae who answer all of the community's questions!

 

Yep! Lauren's even gotten a chance to talk to a few people on IRC a few times. We hope to be more active about it now though. We've been busy for the past week or so. She's helping me on a new creative project (we can't decide so far if it's going to be a novel, a web comic, or potential future video game project yet, but we've just been world building and having a good time of it). I've also rekindled by relationship with Final Fantasy Tactics so...there's that too.

 

Anyways, I didn't hadn't even realized how long it had been since I'd posted here, and you can thank Lauren for reminding me. Things continue to go very well and she's a lot of help with this new project. We're using the Wonderland to visually represent the designs we're coming up with and Lauren has a really good eye for design so it's been a lot of fun. This is all sort of inspired by our dungeon crawling game we made up. At some point we realized that same concept could be used productively to create fictional settings, and it's really awesome to be able to actually create fictional cities and forests and all sorts of settings for this story together.

 

So, that's our little update. We've also been a little bit closer on a personal level since Lauren opened up about her need for affection, and that's going great as well. Hope all is well with everyone else! I'll have to crawl the forums a bit and see what we missed.

[G|d30n]

It's been a good while since I updated. I suppose it seemed unnecessary given Lauren's able to give updates for herself now, but since not everyone on the site is on IRC, I suppose it could still benefit a few people. Lauren's really been enjoying interacting with people over IRC and making friends. She's more social than I am honestly and I think it benefits her to have outside interaction.

 

We also learned a form of possession (I stopped being so skittish about it) but we're still mastering things like, her being able to animate me while I'm asleep. I can trance out to pass the time though, and the sensation of being possessed is surprisingly relaxing. Lauren plans to post a guide for the other tulpae about her method soon, and she's always coming up with other ideas for guides too.

 

So, in short, things are going.

 

On a personal note, we've decided to cool the romantic stuff for a while. It's not that anything real bad has happened between us or anything like that and we're both fine, it's just I still have some misgivings about the tulpa romance thing, about the ethics of being in a romantic relationship with something whose existence depends on you, who you had a hand in creating, etc. That's no a judgment against people who do participate in that, it's just my stance right now, and now that Lauren has grown even more as an individual I just want to at least give it a good while and let her experience life and maybe one day we'll get around to that.

 

But, of course we'll still both be participating in the community, and as I said we're both fine, so no one needs to worry too much about it, I don't think.

 

But yeah, that's my update. You'll probably see one or both of us in IRC, so yeah.

[Guest applesauce99]

Ok, yeah I've noticed Lauren going around and I was like 'Who's tulpa is that again?...'.

 

Thats cool dude, good for you!

[Gracenote]

I would like to just let you know, G|d3on that you have made a wonderful being. Lauren is absolutely amazing and compassionate and has helped me since I have joined here. ^_^

[Maelstrom]

I would just like to say that I read Lauren's survey long before I actually read this PR, and when I stumbled across this thread I figured I would read it because the survey was so memorable to me.

 

I hit the 6/16 update with Lauren curing your conscience of the nightmare and said "wait a second..." Looking up the survey answer, you downplayed that quite a bit in your update and it just made me smile.

 

I am working on my own tulpa now, Celia, and we have been using the light personality forcing techniques. I'd just like to thank you (and Lauren) for the wonderful survey and PR. Both have been absolutely inspiring to me.

 

I wish the best for both of you for the many years to come.