Tulpa Couple's thread

[Avalanche]

Just because you figured they would agree with you(and they did) doesn't mean you subconsciously puppeted your mental doll into speaking or nodding. It just means you know your friend really well.

 

THIS

 

ONE MILLION BILLION TIMES THIS.

 

I knew this already myself but I still couldn't earnestly believe it.

[TulpaCouple]

Short update from Luke:

 

 

Becoming physically audible is a bitch.... This is what I feel like right now!

[QB2]

One tip for that is to notice the physical pressure against your eardrums, and all the other physical reactions that come with you listening to loud noise, and try applying minor dashes of all this when they speak.

Though it's just a small detail that may or may not give a push to your progress.

[TulpaCouple]

So, I've been wanting to experiment with lucid dreams, lately. All the effects and side effects (hypnogogia, etc) all seem beneficial to the tulpa experience, so we have been going for it. My first attempt was an absolute miserable failure, but boy did I get a weird, almost tulpa related dream.

 

My dream consisted at first of me being frustrated at not getting to sleep. Annoyingly hot sheets, annoyingly cold air from the fan, some kind of objects falling into my bed, the usual grumpy causing situations. Then I realized that much of my frustrations were from my head, as I suddenly heard dozens of voices. Weird dramatic view into my conscious mind happened and I stared into a growing city of individuals. I realized each one was a piece of my conscious, and that it was splitting apart. I told them to stop, I wanted to sleep and lucid dream, but it was absolutely no use. When each individual was met with a choice, they would split, like cells, into the opposite choices. Each continued to split endlessly until they were at the very core of that single aspect. The weird part was my point of view--Jaden and I stood over the city, watching, and I could see that that was me, but I was also all of the people and experiencing their options and the feeling of dividing into two beings. But at the same time I was just a spectator watching over the event. As soon as each being became a single core entity, they all absorbed back into me and I was able to 'finally fall asleep'--which of course meant I just woke up to the alarm.

 

SHOOT man that was a weird dream. I never remember my dreams. Maybe this is why.

 

 

Anyway, more tulpa related stuff--can feel Jaden's warmth on my lap or shoulder!

[TulpaCouple]

Been a while since I posted here, life got way in the way, but our tulpas are still around. Nate has a second tulpa now, named Yoshimi, and I have Giselle(though I've mentioned her around the forum in other places I believe)

 

Both Luke and Jaden are now a whole year old, which is awesome. Neither of them are 100% imposed yet, but hell are they close. One random thing we've noticed is something I've been calling memory imposition. If I am to impose Jaden with confidence throughout the day, even on a day where I can't see him as well, when I go back and visualize that memory, he is 100% imposed through the memory, because, well, the memory is visualized like he is. What I've found is when I focus on his imposition and remembering what it looked like to see him "fully imposed", it tends to strengthen the process, at least for me, since it builds up confidence in his imposition and prevents me from trying to 'see through' the image of him by looking too hard. It also tends to remind me to impose more often, as most of my memories involve Jaden or Giselle being around me.

 

 

We've started to have a lot of fun with dreams lately, even one of them where I was able to visit Jaden's dream--Or somehow project it onto my own, either way, it was fascinating to be outside of a dream and watching the dreamer. Tulpas are also a regular part of my dreams, I tend to dream about them often which gives them a chance to get my attention while I sleep and actually join in on my dream. This has helped with lucid dreaming as well as just really been pretty cool.

 

So life is going great for us, there have been ups and downs and struggles like always, but we keep on going.

[TulpaCouple]

oh my god this thread still exists

 

Hello, we are all doing well.

 

We had a fun personal christmas party away from family where all of us exchanged our own gifts. Luke and Yoshimi haven't solved their hand puzzles yet, but it's been fun for them to do when possessing or fronting. Giselle went through some pretty serious depression but has gotten better. Nate and Kate's wedding is almost here and we have food poisoning and it's shit. I got to talk to someone and got a job offer, makes more than our current job. We're getting ready to put in our two weeks notice if this job offer follows through.

 

Mostly we post on tumblr now(the mobile version works better than this site's mobile does on our phone) and really by that I mean we're too lazy to even post anything so we just reblog things. Except Giselle, she's cute and actually writes diary entries.

 

We learned that a long time friend of ours was diagnosed with DID and we came out to each other about our various headmates and things. It's weird but pretty neat.

 

It's weird to see how much things have changed. It's weird to read my old writing. I can see Kate's influence in a lot of the older things--and then in some of them it's like reading stuff from when you were young, that whole cringeworthy thing.

 

Life is pretty good though. Really busy, we're obviously rarely online. Life goes on.

 

It's sort of sad to see some of my friends go. I read reports of people starting over, getting rid of old tulpas, or sending them away. Bummer for sure. It is what it is I guess.

-Jaden

[QB2]

QB and I spent Christmas in Colonial Williamsburg, he loved that. We've been in the same sort of trend - hardly posting tulpa related things, and watching everyone leave. Which I suppose is a good thing if they plan on keeping their tulpas even if they leave... but anyway, it's great to see you're still alive.

[TulpaCouple]

Trust me, you have no idea how glad I am to see you guys still alive as well. Been a bummer of a day in that regard to be honest. It's good to hear from you.

-Jaden