Air Dance

[NeonKnights]

Heh, she's only ever been sweet and nice to me, but I get that feeling lately, too. I think if our relationship started over fresh and I met her for the first time in her current state, she would be ice cold to me.

I wonder if this new form of hers is the reason behind that...

[Lacquer]

 

She looks really tsundere :3

 

And that's a GOOD thing?

 

What?

[cruse]

Did I ever implied it was? :3

But when I think about it, tsundere tulpa would be easier to tease and play around with.

[NeonKnights]

Fortunately for me, she still has yet to display any clear-cut tsundere attitudes towards me. I hope it stays that way, I like how sweet she is.

 

Well, once upon a time she did send me into a wonderland cave to explore it, and then rolled a boulder in front of the entrance and trapped me in when I found a bunch of zombies lurking in the darkness. I'm not sure if that could be perceived as tsundere behavior.

[cruse]

I think that's yandere now.

[NeonKnights]

If she does go full-on Yandere, I'd better be extra-careful when we get to full possession. Wouldn't be good if she killed someone over me, using my body. Maybe I could plead insanity if that happened, though.

 

"My tulpa did it!"

[Lacquer]

Did I ever implied it was? :3

But when I think about it, tsundere tulpa would be easier to tease and play around with.

 

The emoticon implied it was a good thing.

[cruse]

Dude, that was a rhetorical question, you weren't supposed to answer it.

 

Just shut up, let the guy go back to his progress report.

[NeonKnights]

Last night I had some more communication with her via a series of beers. This was right after my friend's tulpa, Neptune, was giving response-only speech nearly right off the bat.

 

I know at one point Yuu expressed disapproval, but I explained to her that I wasn't drinking to be an idiot, like my friends do. I was drinking to incapacitate my conscious brain so I could have a better shot at hearing her. This answer seemed to placate her, fortunately.

 

Unlike the fellows in the research thread pertaining to alcohol and tulpas, I had no trouble remaining focused on her as I slipped further and further into inebriation. Still, not much came of this little experiment.

 

Also, went back and updated the portrait, since she now insists on having more of a hot pink than the Stocking-inspired shade she'd previously had. She also wanted me to fix the color of her eyes- I had gotten the color slightly wrong, making them a little bit too light.

Darkened her hair, too, as per her latest complaint.

 

 

I'm not one to discern slight variances in color, though, so there's a chance the portrait is still not quite correct this time around. Oh well. Unless she begins issuing threats, I'd say this is the final version.

If I don't call it done now, pretty soon I'll become a perfectionist and won't rest until I've spent a full month making thousands upon thousands of edits. It's happened before.

[NeonKnights]

Big breakthrough in vocalization today; for the first time we've had a little back-and-forth, though this still isn't too common.

 

When I went to choose what to have for dinner, she spoke up.

Me: What do we have left... Looks like we can have soup, or make a chicken burrito.

Her: Hmm, what kind of soup?

Me: Uh, chicken-broccoli-potato soup.

Her: Burrito it is, then.

Me: And to drink?

Her: NOT beer.

Me: Well of course. Tea? We have all sorts of black and red teas still, or basic green tea...

Her: Green.

 

She still doesn't speak up of her own accord yet, but this is huge progress nonetheless.

 

She also proved to be a big help when the chicken I put in that burrito turned out to be bad and messed me up in a big way. I writhed in agony on the couch for half an hour, groaning and wanting it to end, but completely unable or unwilling to puke up the bad food and get it over with.

She eased the horrible pain that wracked me with a tender, warm hug. I owe her a lot for that.

 

I'm also beginning to see her in my periphery a bit more, it seems. Good good good.