Baby Tulpa Thoughts

[CreativeMind]

Hey all! I was just wondering if any of you remember the first 'feelings' your tulpa sent/expressed to you, before it was able to speak or communicate more straightforwardly. I'm just beginning, and I feel the presence there, and I'll randomly pick up random 'reactions' to external stimuli while I'm carrying on with my day. :)

 

Things I know my tulpa likes via positive emotional response:

- Attention instantly snapped to violin music.

- Very rambunctious/energetic to certain electronic music, particularly to anything fast-paced. Music seems to affect mood/emotions a lot. I feel he's going to really enjoy dancing.

- Energetic/excited response when I lift weights.

- Enjoys dim lighting and laid-back cafe style environments.

 

Things I know my tulpa dislikes via negative response:

- Initiated a pandora song-skip. Wish I would've written the song down, unfortunately I don't remember what it was exactly. Something with a dark/industrial sounding segment.

- HATES and is horribly uneasy 'bout marijuana.

 

I deal with some drama in my household, and my tulpa has already responded with positivity and a 'cheer up it's all okay' kinda feeling. I feel he is going to be very empathetic, comforting, and optimistic. :) Which is awesome because these are characteristics of the personality I'm hoping to achieve with him.

 

I know a lot of it is music-based, but I listen to A LOT of music, because I listen to music while I study, and I study A LOT.

[Spartanelete]

The first feelings SL expressed were an interest in orchestral music while I was playing my viola.

The next strong feeling was sadness when he realized he did't have a family.(Premade memories problem)

[Kaz with a K]

The first feeling I got was when I was going out for ice cream, and got a huge wave of depression from Adryan. It was because I had completely ignored him, and it was like I was having a completely good time, without him. S'all good now~

[Silrain the Everlurking]

I don't really know if I ever got emotional responses early on. I remember at least for me I would see images in my mind's eye, expressions, a smile or a frown or a confused or blank expression. One thing I do remember that might count as an emotional response though was anger.

 

I was asleep and having a dream that some people were picking a fight with my friends, as I went in to fight back I woke up and felt a strong headache and a very strong feeling of anger. I've had dreams like that before, but I wouldn't wake up angry or quite like I was feeling at that moment

[Zero]

I'll never forget Shira's first word, it was partway through my sentence during narration and clear as day, almost as if imposed. Just an "okay!" but holy shit that was so awesome.

 

Then after that she just said "potato" for a day or so.

 

Good times.