Quadraginta October 3, 2013 Author October 3, 2013 Day 17, 10/2/2013 Another schedule change. I will allow myself (and Raid) to take a break for any two days during a 7 day week, I will no longer be limiting myself to Saturday and Sunday, but I will have to make up for whatever days I miss early later on in the week. I.E., I'm taking a break today, but I'll certainly be tulpaforcing with Raid later on this week to make up for it. No promises, though. I am incredibly lazy, and I always have a hard time concentrating. Oh well. On an unrelated note, I will stay up a little later tonight and learn to make dubstep. So, that's still something. Name: Raid Sentience: Confirmed Working on: Vocality Personality Traits: Is awesome a personality trait? Form: 1. Pegasus Pony, with a flat, pink mane, and pink tail, and yellow coat. Also, blue eyes. 2. A blue-haired human (only encountered in dream so far)
Quadraginta October 4, 2013 Author October 4, 2013 Day 18, 10/3/2013 I will take a quick (and by quick, I mean slow) shower, and then we will tulpaforce for about 20 minutes before we pass out. I mean, fall asleep. Name: Raid Sentience: Confirmed Working on: Vocality Personality Traits: Is awesome a personality trait? Form: 1. Pegasus Pony, with a flat, pink mane, and pink tail, and yellow coat. Also, blue eyes. 2. A blue-haired human (only encountered in dream so far)
Yori October 4, 2013 October 4, 2013 Was the aversion to sex a trait you wanted her to have, or did she develop that on her own? My lip hurts.
Quadraginta October 5, 2013 Author October 5, 2013 Was the aversion to sex a trait you wanted her to have, or did she develop that on her own? A trait I purposely gave to her. Think of it as a power limiter. Sexual energy is extremely powerful. As strong willed as I'd like to believe I am, I don't think I'd be able to handle a sex-addicted tulpa that consistantly raped the sh!t out of me. Which is why I purposely made her despise sex. Also take note I haven't heard her speak yet. Or give me an emotional response. We're still extremely early in the development process. Day 19, 10/4/2013 Break time. ZZZZzzzzzz....... Name: Raid Sentience: Confirmed Working on: Vocality Personality Traits: Is awesome a personality trait? Form: 1. Pegasus Pony, with a flat, pink mane, and pink tail, and yellow coat. Also, blue eyes. 2. A blue-haired human (only encountered in dream so far)
Quadraginta October 6, 2013 Author October 6, 2013 Day 20 (which seems more like 15-16, given how many breaks I take) 10/6/2013 A quick 20 minute tulpa session, with a main focus on visualization, and then I will go to bed. On another note, I forgot to talk to Raid all day today, then I felt a head pressure, and I remembered her. Even if she isn't the source of these head pressures, at least they remind me of her. So, win win. I guess. Eeeeeehhhhhhhh........ Name: Raid Sentience: Confirmed Working on: Vocality Personality Traits: Is awesome a personality trait? Form: 1. Pegasus Pony, with a flat, pink mane, and pink tail, and yellow coat. Also, blue eyes. 2. A blue-haired human (only encountered in dream so far)
Quadraginta October 7, 2013 Author October 7, 2013 Day 21, 10/6/2013 We will force real quick, and then I will stay up a little later to work on my music. Name: Raid Sentience: Confirmed Working on: Vocality Personality Traits: Is awesome a personality trait? Form: 1. Pegasus Pony, with a flat, pink mane, and pink tail, and yellow coat. Also, blue eyes. 2. A blue-haired human (only encountered in dream so far)
Quadraginta October 8, 2013 Author October 8, 2013 Day 22 10/7/2013 I was in class today and I was flattening already-flatted clay, when a I heard a voice, which I couldn't really make out, say, "Didn't.....clay....already?" I thought the girl in front of me said that, as it sounded like it came from in front of her, but when I asked her if she said anything, she didn't. I prooooooobably shouldn't attribute that voice to Raid talking, seeing as how early we still are in her development, buuuuut I also don't want to dismiss it as not being her, lest I accidentally piss her off by denying evidence of her talking. But......whatever. I will take that voice into account, whether or not it was Raid or not. Also, Raid...teehee! Tonight's tulpaforcing session is going to be a real treat for you! A treat for you, but a total shitfest for me. I'm going to read the Scarlet Letter to you. It's the slowest paced novel I have ever read, ever, even slower paced than To Kill a Mockingbird (only infinitely more interesting) and I know how much you love slow-paced, detail-filled novels, so I'll read it to you, just because you're you. I love you, Raid ;3 Name: Raid Sentience: Confirmed Working on: Vocality Personality Traits: Is awesome a personality trait? Form: 1. Pegasus Pony, with a flat, pink mane, and pink tail, and yellow coat. Also, blue eyes. 2. A blue-haired human (only encountered in dream so far)
Quadraginta October 9, 2013 Author October 9, 2013 Day 23, 10/8/2013 I have been at an utter loss as to what I should tulpaforce about with Raid. My attention span is a bit too short for us to focus on form for extended periods of time. I don't know what other personality traits to give her. I've been reading to her a lot, but I don't know if that counts as "true" tulpaforcing. Granted, as long as I spend time with her, it pretty much still counts of forcing, but still. Nah, I should have more faith in you, Raid. After all, what else could possibly give me head pressure and light headaches, besides you? And...well...dehydration, but that's beside the point. I have faith in you, Raid. I eagerly await your first words. Name: Raid Sentience: Confirmed Working on: Vocality Personality Traits: Is awesome a personality trait? Form: 1. Pegasus Pony, with a flat, pink mane, and pink tail, and yellow coat. Also, blue eyes. 2. A blue-haired human (only encountered in dream so far)
Quadraginta October 10, 2013 Author October 10, 2013 Day 24, 10/9/2013 I've decided to stop being a lazy ass and work on Raid's form and personality. For about 30-40 minutes. Well, better stop putting it off and start doing it. Name: Raid Sentience: Confirmed Working on: Vocality Personality Traits: Is awesome a personality trait? Form: 1. Pegasus Pony, with a flat, pink mane, and pink tail, and yellow coat. Also, blue eyes. 2. A blue-haired human (only encountered in dream so far)
Quadraginta October 11, 2013 Author October 11, 2013 Day 25, 10/10/2013 Wow. It's almost been a month since we first started, Raid. Granted, I still procrastinate a lot and I take a lot of breaks, but still. I do feel like we've come a long way, Raid. I have gotten a lot happier since we first began working on you, Raid. Even if you're not vocal yet, I still feel happy just knowing that someday you will be, and I won't truly be along ever again. All those lazy days of just fucking around doing nothing and being lonely, waiting for the weekend to come just so I can hang out with friends? Well, I'll still hang out with my friends. I can't just tell them to fuck off....even though I've done that before. But still, Raid. I know a lot of the days, I feel as if we make no progress, and the feeling of the lack of progress turns me off to tulpaforcing, but I try to sit through it anyways. For you. This inexplicable feeling of happiness I feel whenever I think about you....could it be a sign of your sentience? It's still to early, and it's not quite that powerful of an emotion yet. But....I feel so happy and content whenever I think about you. I love you. Platonically, of course. There's a reason why I made you hate sex. Anywho, updates. Raid, you now have a blue mane. That's right. Your form is a cutie mark-less Fluttershy with a blue mane. This change happened, because when I visualized you last night, I imagined you with a blue mane instead of Fluttershy's usual pink mane. I don't know if this deviation was you or not, but I like it. Blue mane, it is. A very, very light blue. Pretty much sky blue. Your tail is staying pink, though. For now, I will blow dry my hair and work on your personality. Name: Raid Sentience: Confirmed Working on: Vocality Personality Traits: Is awesome a personality trait? Form: 1. Pegasus Pony, with a flat, pink mane, and pink tail, and yellow coat. Also, blue eyes. 2. A blue-haired human (only encountered in dream so far)
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