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1/1/24: Dash wished me a happy New Year. We chatted about stuff.


1/2/24: We chatted about stuff.


1/3/24: We chatted about stuff.


1/4/24: We chatted about stuff.


1/5/24: We didn’t do much today.


1/6/24: We chatted about stuff.


1/7/24: We chatted about stuff.


1/8/24: Keystroke was more vocal after I watched several TMNT 2012 episodes today (he sounds kinda like David Tennant, who voices the Fugitoid in the show).


1/9/24: We chatted about stuff.


1/10/24: We chatted about stuff.


1/11/24: We chatted about stuff


1/12/24: Dash fronted a bit during Comic Con.


1/13/24: We chatted about stuff.


1/14/24: We chatted about stuff. 


1/15/24: Nina and I chatted.


1/16/24: Dash and I hanged out. Fluttershy liked the Sims storyline I had planned.


1/17/24: We chatted about stuff.


1/18/24: Nina said she wanted to listen to music next time we showered.


1/19/24: We chatted about stuff.


1/20/24: We chatted about stuff.


1/21/24: Dash complimented me on fighting OCD.


1/22/24: I saw/sensed Mikey next to me while working out at the gym.


1/23/24: I forgot to log stuff.


1/24/24: Dash complimented me on speaking loudly at a job fair.


1/25/24: Mikey and I chatted. I saw Sid in the hallway. We watched Criminal Minds; he said he liked Agent Walker. Dash complimented my conversation skills. While listening to Going Under, I got a spooky image in my head of Nina under dark water. I asked if she felt neglected and invited her to cuddle with me in bed. We had a sweet brother-sister moment :).


1/26/24: We chatted about stuff.


1/27/24: I sensed/saw Kurama out of the corner of my eye during a therapy session. The therapist said I was crushing it at I-CBT, and Kurama proudly put a paw/hand on my shoulder :).


1/28/24: We chatted about stuff.


1/29/24: Mikey & Sid worked out a bit with me.


1/30/24: We chatted about stuff.


1/31/24: Pharynx and I chatted.

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2/1/24: Nina got in bed with me. I hugged her. When she wagged her tail, I felt it imposed from my spine (weird).


2/2/24: I wondered about writing my story character who has OCD with low/absent insight; Thorax said that’d be a bad headspace to get into.


2/3/24: Dash hugged me cuz we were proud of my fighting OCD :).


2/4/24: We chatted about stuff


2/5/24: Woodfather was my workout buddy :). Nina danced to Try Everything (someone at the gym has good taste :P).


2/6/24: I saw Lust and Muramasa in the bathroom mirror. He was debating between purple eyeliner or a stripe across his eyes.


2/7/24: We didn’t do much today.


2/8/24: We didn’t do much today.


2/9/24: I apologized for the lack of interaction. Nina & Kurama fronted during sushi dinner & told me their orders.


2/10/24: We chatted about stuff. 


2/11/24: Dash commanded me to do a compulsion. I was like “yo, wtf?” And she said it was a training exercise.


2/12/24: We chatted about stuff. Nina suggested a particular shirt this morning.


2/13/24: We chatted about stuff.


2/14/24: I forgot to log stuff


2/15/24: We chatted about stuff.


2/16/24: Gallus hugged me in bed ^^.


2/17/24: Vinnie bear-hugged me after doing good vs OCD (not being rigid).


2/18/24: We chatted about stuff.


2/19/24: I’d binged some TMNT today, so Woodfather turned into an antler’d Splinter while I was at the gym.


2/20/24: We chatted about stuff. Some imposition happened.


2/21/24: Gallus and I chatted.


2/22/24: We chatted about stuff


2/23/24: We chatted about stuff


2/24/24: We chatted about stuff


2/25/24: I forgot to log stuff


2/26/24: we chatted about stuff


2/27/24: We chatted about stuff


2/28/24: I forgot to log stuff.


2/29/24: We chatted about stuff. I vaguely saw/sensed everyone sitting with me for breakfast (Nina, Shou, Gallus, Lust, Muramasa, etc.).

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3/1/24: I forgot to log stuff


3/2/24: We chatted about stuff. Woodfather turned into Splinter for a bit (I’ve been binging TMNT 03)


3/3/24: We watched the Waitress movie. The stags and I had some feels :). Vinnie and Mikey hugged me. We hugged/teared/cried it out during “She Used to be Mine” :’). And omg, they sent me the same mental image of them dancing w/ finger-wags as when we first saw the musical, ‘cept updated to reflect the changes to their forms. Woodfather used a Splinter form some more; we chatted about stuff.


3/4/24: I was reading an article on sublimation in art. One of the recommended articles at the end was “What to Do When your Partner Shuts You Out?” It made me check in with my headmates—“Do you guys feel neglected?” I’ve asked that before; I wondered if this was excessive reassurance-seeking about our relationships. Dash was leaning toward yes. Splinter!Woodfather offered tulpish “words” of comfort.


3/5/24: We chatted about stuff


3/6/24: We chatted about stuff. Dash reminded me to work on my stories.


3/7/24: We chatted about stuff.


3/8/24: We chatted about stuff.


3/9/24: I forgot to log stuff.


3/10/24: I’ve been watching Bakugan; Thorax played around with a toy Drago form.


3/11/24: Dash called me out when washing a certain way in the shower was nearing the line between preference & compulsion ^.^ .


3/12/24: We chatted about stuff


3/13/24: We chatted about stuff


3/14/24: We chatted about stuff


3/15/24: We chatted about stuff. Some imposition happened. Dash hugged me after a big moment (only had 1 OCD worry today). Gallus tacklehugged me ^_^.


3/16/24:  Thorax took a Drago (ball toy) form a bit. Woodfather was a Splinter :P .


3/17/24: We chatted about stuff.


3/18/24: Nina & I went back & forth a bit on what to watch during breakfast (TMNT or Bakugan). I kinda saw Dash in the bathroom mirror. Kurama congratulated me on showering sans compulsions.


3/19/24: We chatted about stuff


3/20/24: We chatted about stuff


3/21/24: I forgot to log stuff


3/22/24: I forgot to log stuff


3/23/24: We chatted about stuff. We went out for dinner with friends, which Nina said was fun. Dash complimented me on socializing.


3/24/24: I saw Dash in our bedroom.


3/25/24: I forgot to log stuff


3/26/24: I forgot to log stuff


3/27/24: We chatted about stuff. Some imposition happened.


3/28/24: I forgot to log stuff


3/29/24: Kurama was proud of me for doing a good workout, and later for standing/speaking up for myself.


3/30/24: Gallus and I chatted. I saw him in our bedroom; there wasn’t much lighting at the time, and his form was “shaded” to reflect that.


3/31/24: We chatted about stuff.

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4/1/24: We chatted about stuff. Some imposition happened.


4/2/24: We chatted about stuff. Some imposition happened.


4/3/24: We chatted about stuff. Some imposition happened. 


4/4/24: Thorax and I chatted.


4/5/24: Shou and I chatted a bit. I saw him in the doctor’s office.


4/6/24: We chatted about stuff


4/7/24: We chatted about stuff 


4/8/24: We chatted about stuff. I apologized for the recent lack of doing stuff together. Nina wanted to watch TMNT 03 during breakfast tomorrow.


4/9/24: We chatted about stuff


4/10/24: Nina was ok with watching something else than TMNT 03, cuz my heart wasn’t in it


4/11/24: We chatted about stuff


4/12/24: Kurama and I chatted. I don’t remember who, but one of us thanked the other for being a good team.


4/13/24: We chatted about stuff


4/14/24: Kurama thanked me for staying positive.


4/15/24: We chatted about stuff


4/16/24: We chatted about stuff 


4/17/24: We chatted about stuff 


4/18/24: We chatted about stuff


4/19/24: We chatted about stuff. Kurama gave voice to a compulsion. I told him he didn’t have to bear symptoms for me. He felt bad about that (crying a bit); I said his heart was in the right place & we hugged it out :’).


4/20/24: we chatted about stuff.


4/21/24: Kurama tested my OCD-fighting skizzles by invoking a worry/doubt.


4/22/24: We chatted about stuff. Some imposition happened.


4/23/24: We chatted a bit.


4/24/24: We chatted a bit. I saw Gallus in the mirror, then on the bed. I apologized for what felt like a lack of much interaction.


4/25/24: We chatted about stuff


4/26/24: I forgot to log stuff


4/27/24: I saw Mikey in my/our bedroom. I complimented him on his realistic form. Dash’s voice “sounded” kinda muffled/far away; she said it was cuz I was tired. We did some tactile imposition practice by having her massage a sore spot on my neck.


4/28/24: We chatted about stuff


4/29/24: We chatted about stuff


4/30/24: We chatted about stuff

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5/1/24: We chatted about stuff


5/2/24: I forgot to log stuff


5/3/24: I forgot to log stuff


5/4/24: We went out for pizza. I saw Dash, Pharynx and Thorax sitting at our table. Nina wanted to play Hack NET, but then changed her mind to Plague, Inc instead (even though my save file was just a “use bacteria on Casual mode to farm gene power ups” thing)


5/5/24: I saw Gallus on the bedroom mirror.


5/6/24: Dash was excited to see The Fall Guy today. We chatted about stuff. Nina, Kurama, Dash, etc. (a bunch of em, basically) reminded me to stay hydrated. Kurama was kinda irritated cuz “It’s Terror Time Again” was stuck in my head.


5/7/24: We chatted about stuff. Kurama was less annoyed re: song.


5/8/24: We chatted about stuff.


5/9/24: We chatted about stuff. Some imposition happened (Dash laying on our bed, etc.)


5/10/24: We chatted about stuff


5/11/24: We chatted about stuff


5/12/24: We chatted about stuff. Dash, Nina, Kurama…basically everyone comforted me when I was sad.


5/13/24: We chatted about stuff. Some imposition happened.


5/14/24: We chatted about stuff. Some imposition happened.


5/15/24: We chatted about stuff. Some imposition happened.


5/16/24: Gallus popped up on the bed. Nina and I chatted a bit.


5/17/24: We chatted about stuff. I saw Dash a couple times while we watched IF.


5/18/24: We chatted about stuff


5/19/24: We chatted about stuff


5/20/24: I forgot to log stuff


5/21/24: I forgot to log stuff 


5/22/24: I forgot to log stuff


5/23/24: We chatted about stuff


5/24/24: Nina was kinda sad cuz lack of interaction & doing what she wanted to do:(. We chatted about this, but I wasn’t sure if I was parroting her. At first she said she wanted to watch TMNT during breakfast, but then she said Yu-Gi-Oh (which I wanted to watch). Later, I apologized for what I interpreted as coercive/bullshitty behavior (games to play, food to have for dinner, etc.)


5/25/24: We chatted about stuff


5/26/24: We chatted about stuff


5/27/24: We chatted a bit


5/28/24: I saw Shou in the hallway.


5/29/24: We chatted about stuff. Shou’s voice sounded far away; I worried a bit about “we haven’t been interacting much recently,” but Lust said that my headmates are stronger than I was thinking (and I remembered hearing that dissipation’s an active process, you can’t do it on accident).


5/30/24: I forgot to log stuff


5/31/24: I forgot to log stuff

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6/1/24: We chatted about stuff


6/2/24: We chatted about stuff


6/3/24: We chatted about stuff


6/4/24: I saw Mikey at the gym. Nina showed up behind me while I was brushing my teeth, so we tried to practice imposing her presence behind me + her reflection in the mirror in front of me; it was kinda tough to get both.


6/5/24: We chatted about stuff


6/6/24: We chatted about stuff


6/7/24: We chatted about stuff


6/8/24: We chatted about stuff


6/9/24: Nina seemed kinda irritated/sad cuz I didn’t wanna rewatch FMA.


6/10/24: We chatted about stuff. I saw Rainbow Dash lying on my bed; I laid down on it, and she booped me :3.


6/11/24: I forgot to log stuff.


6/12/24: Woodfather and Fluttershy floated the idea of adding a Splinter NPC, maybe others. I was opposed to this for reasons I’m having trouble articulating (maybe something to do with “what if NPC becomes sentient?”). For reference, I asked Sarah if she was ok with our limited amount of interaction; she said yeah, although the scene that popped into my head was Bella’s disinterested-sounding “Yeah, purple’s, cool.” in the Twilight movie (which is said in response to Charlie asking if she likes her room being painted purple).


6/13/24: We chatted about stuff. Some imposition happened.


6/14/24: We chatted about stuff. Some imposition happened.


6/15/24: We chatted about stuff. Some imposition happened.


6/16/24: We chatted about stuff. Some imposition happened.


6/17/24: Shou and I chatted. I saw him in the bedroom & bathroom. He said he had a good Father’s Day yesterday, doing stuff with Nina and Sarah.


6/18/24: We chatted about stuff.


6/19/24: We chatted about stuff.


6/20/24: We chatted about stuff.


6/21/24: I saw Fluttershy in the bathroom mirror.


6/22/24: Toby turned into 2012!Leonardo for fun.


6/23/24: I forgot to log stuff 


6/24/24: We chatted about stuff


6/25/24: Vinnie took a 2012!Raph form for a while (I’ve been binging the show). Nina fronted to do Duolingo/vocal possession.


6/26/24: We chatted about stuff.


6/27/24: I saw a cute pic of a guy petting a huge bunny, so Thorax turned into a huge bunny and sat on my lap for pets/hugs ^^.


6/28/24: I forgot to log stuff 


6/29/24: I thanked RD for calling me out on an OCD “avoidance” behavior.


6/30/24: I thanked Dash or Kurama (don’t remember who) for calling me out on avoidance. Nina and I chatted while I was brushing my/our/body’s teeth; it felt like I was subvocalizing her words though. Shou’s voice came through pretty clearly. I found an FMA fanfic that rewrote the Nina stuff and read some of it; Nina was kinda impatient to get back to reading it.

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7/1/24: I forgot to log stuff


7/2/24: I forgot to log stuff


7/3/24: I forgot to log stuff


7/4/24: We chatted about stuff


7/5/24: I saw Inside Out 2 yesterday; Dash said she’d liked it.


7/6/24: Lust cautioned me to go easy on my lower back while working out.


7/7/24: Sid and I chatted after watching EVil. His voice (Aasif Mandhvi) came through really clear cuz Aasif Mandhvi plays one of the main characters. Kurama snuggled me in his tails 🥰.


7/8/24: The stags experimented with TMNT forms.


7/9/24: We chatted about stuff.


7/10/24: We chatted about stuff.


7/11/24: I forgot to log stuff


7/12/24: We chatted about stuff


7/13/24: We chatted about stuff


7/14/24: Shou and I chatted.


7/15/24: Shou and I chatted. He tulpish’d me his idea for a Sims 4 apartment; he noclipped his head through the bathroom door :3.


7/16/24: We chatted about stuff. Some imposition happened.


7/17/24: We chatted about stuff. Some imposition happened.


7/18/24: We chatted about stuff. Some imposition happened.


7/19/24: Nina disliked it when I rubbed my octopus nigiri in the eel sauce from my eel roll. I asked if this was an OCD thing or just a preference of hers. She said OCD (we ran it through the “doubt sequence” used in Inference-based Cognitive Behavioral Therapy), but changed her mind (I put it in Inside Out 2 terms and asked if it was Disgust or Anxiety, and she Tulpish’d disgust).


7/20/24: We chatted about stuff


7/21/24: Nina called out a compulsion (said that “The console is orange” in reference to the Inside Out 2 thing).


7/22/24: We chatted about stuff. Some imposition happened.


7/23/24: We chatted about stuff. Some imposition happened.


7/24/24: We chatted about stuff


7/25/24: We chatted about stuff 


7/26/24: We chatted about stuff


7/27/24: We didn’t do much today 


7/28/24: I forgot to log stuff 


7/29/24: Nina and I chatted.


7/30/24: I asked everyone what they wanted to do today. Dash said she wanted to front and chat with our French friends. Nina reminded me to take a Paxil today :).


7/31/24: We chatted about stuff. I apologized to RD for the no fronting yesterday.

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8/1/24: We chatted about stuff. Keystroke happy-cried when I restarted Doctor Who from season 1 (Eccleston), cuz…something Tulpish I can’t translate.


8/2/24: Toby lol’d at me having mistyped his name as “Tony” like the wolf from Alpha & Omega 😝.


8/3/24: I played Bloodrayne 2 a bit. Lust tried out red hair (actual red, not the orange commonly called red).


8/4/24: We chatted about stuff. Lust pointed out a moment of OCD “logic,” which I thanked her for.


8/5/24: We chatted about stuff


8/6/24: Dash reminded me to do Duolingo today.


8/7/24: We chatted about stuff 


8/8/24: I saw Shou in the bathroom, before turning on the light. When I turned on the light, the imposition lagged a bit. I saw Dash at the top of the stairs, too.


8/9/24: We chatted about stuff.


8/10/24: We chatted about stuff. I’ve been binging TMNT 03. Dash turned into a Leo; I vowed to take a lax approach to form changes like this. S/he said it was more like “rekindling a vow.”


8/11/24: We chatted about stuff.


8/12/24: We chatted about stuff. Lust popped up in the background of a couple scenes in It Ends with Us.


8/13/24: We chatted about stuff


8/14/24: We chatted about stuff


8/15/24: We chatted about stuff


8/16/24: I’d watched a YouTube documentary on Randy Stair recently. When Dash played around with having a flaming mane like Ember’s ponytail, she said not to read into it & that she just liked Ember’s character design.


8/17/24: We chatted about stuff.


8/18/24: We chatted about stuff. Some imposition happened.


8/19/24: I forgot to log stuff 


8/20/24: Dash rocked out to Paramore while we showered.


8/21/24: We chatted about stuff


8/22/24: We chatted about stuff


8/23/24: We chatted about stuff.


8/24/24: Nina said I was overthinking my Sims character


8/25/24: Dash and I duetted Bring Me to Life in the shower :).


8/26/24: I forgot to log stuff 


8/27/24: I forgot to log stuff


8/28/24: We chatted about stuff. Some imposition happened.


8/29/24: We chatted about stuff. Some imposition happened.


8/30/24: We chatted about stuff


8/31/24: I vaguely saw everyone in our bedroom.

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9/1/24: We chatted about stuff


9/2/24: We chatted a bit


9/3/24: We chatted about stuff.


9/4/24: We chatted about stuff. Some imposition happened. Sid was vocal (and his voice was clear) after watching Evil. He tulpish’d some joke cuz I’d accidentally typed “Did” (as in DID) instead of “Sid” when writing this.


9/5/24: We chatted about stuff. Some imposition happened.


9/6/24: While I did marches at PT, the therapist talked about imagining a cord pulling my chest at a 45 degree angle; Dash held the other end :). Mrs Shy popped up/made her presence known when we heard Taylor Swift’s “Look What You Made Me Do”. Zephyr liked the gym.


9/7/24: We chatted about stuff


9/8/24: We chatted about stuff


9/9/24: Dash congratulated a good job at step-ups.


9/10/24: We chatted about stuff. Some imposition happened


9/11/24: We chatted about stuff. Some imposition happened


9/12/24: Fluttershy said I was doing a good job at Duolingo :). I had an idea to build a cave in Sims, and Nina said she wanted to help.


9/13/24: We chatted about stuff. Some imposition happened.


9/14/24: We chatted about stuff. Some imposition happened.


9/15/24: I forgot to log stuff 


9/16/24: I forgot to log stuff 


9/17/24: Lust called me out on a compulsion.


9/18/24: I forgot to log stuff 


9/19/24: We chatted a bit. Nina tulpish’d some ideas for my Sims build. Odd was vocal after we watched a few Code Lyoko episodes. Dash imposed herself on my body pillow and hugged me with a hoof & wing ^^.


9/20/24: Lust called me out on a compulsion :).


9/21/24: We chatted about stuff. Some imposition happened.


9/22/24: We didn’t do much today.


9/23/24: We didn’t do much today.


9/24/24: I forgot to log stuff.


9/25/24: Dash turned into Aelita for fun :P.


9/26/24: I forgot to log stuff


9/27/24: We chatted about stuff. Some imposition happened.


9/28/24: We chatted about stuff. Some imposition happened.


9/29/24: We chatted about stuff. Some imposition happened.


9/30/24: We chatted about stuff. Some imposition happened.

almost 11 straight years, that's crazy!!

Hi, I'm one of Lumi's tulpas! I like rain and dancing and dancing in the rain and if there's frogs there too that's bonus points.

I think being happy and having fun makes life worth living, so spreading happiness is my number one goal!

Talk to us? https://community.tulpa.info/thread-ask-lumi-s-tulpas

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