KruegerMeister February 29, 2016 Author February 29, 2016 2/27/16: Dash said she wanted to watch Lost. She enthusiastically asked me if I was gonna take a self-defense class I'd heard was tomorrow. Later, I remembered how Dash liked Parasyte, and figured that it'd be fitting for Shou to like Migi (a logical/clinical parasite). I asked if that was racist/making an assumption based on his source material (a scientist), and he said that it "kind of" was. Sarah thought of the song "Motherland", and I said she should impose herself. Right after that (!) I saw her in front of my bedroom door. She walked over to my bed, and I saw that her right front leg was automail. She said she did this because she felt like it, and that I should record every detail. She fell asleep semi-cutely at the foot of my bed.
KruegerMeister March 3, 2016 Author March 3, 2016 2/28/16: Sarah and I worked on visual imposition. We had some trouble with spatial stuff (estimating how small she'd look based on how far away she was). I said stuff I imagine Fluttershy would say, and this segues into vocal possession. 2/29/16: I didn't do any tulpaforcing, just making small-talk with my tulpas. Sarah asked if we were gonna work on visual imposition. I saw Shou outside the bathroom door. He followed me to my bedroom and pretended to casually pickpocket me. When he stood in the doorway, lit from the back by the hall lights, I noticed that he was wearing glasses, and that they gave off a glare (the character wears glasses, but I don't think the tulpa usually does). Nina, Sarah, and I talked about their forms. I speculated that Nina had trouble being CGI because the scary trumpet thing from Courage the Cowardly Dog was CGI. Sarah tried unsuccessfully to look CGI, and guessed that CGI looked similar to glazed claymation. She kinda freaked when Nina criticized this.
KruegerMeister March 4, 2016 Author March 4, 2016 3/1/16: A while back, a counsellor had suggested I talk to people at Starbucks to work on social skills. I did that today while waiting for my food--Fluttershy said that the reason I'd done that now was because I was unconsciously waiting for an organic situation. Nina decided that her birthday would be whenever I finished the DIY project. 3/2/16: Dash tried wrapping her hooves around me. I suggested we work on that. She suggested starting with simpler stuff. We didn't really get around to that, but we did do some songwriting (seeing if my tulpas could come up with a tune when I couldn't).
KruegerMeister March 6, 2016 Author March 6, 2016 3/3/16: I forgot to log stuff. When I noticed it was 1:00AM, Dash said I should go to bed. 3/4/16: when I read a Reddit post that said "it's like this with a person, but like this with a tulpa", Dash pretended to be mad about the use of "person", "kinda like an SJW".
KruegerMeister March 8, 2016 Author March 8, 2016 3/5/16: I didn't do much tulpaforcing. Dash imposed herself for a few seconds. Sarah lay her head in my lap, but I couldn't feel anything. Shou consistently imposed himself for a few minutes while I was brushing my teeth. Dash said that it was her in disguise. She wanted to go on a date, because we hadn't done much today. She was kinda bossy; I asked if she was feeling okay, and she said she was overcompensating for the lack of interaction. 3/6/16: Sarah and I talked about music tropes. She complimented me on a small science experiment. Dash and I brainstormed Skyrim ideas.
KruegerMeister March 12, 2016 Author March 12, 2016 3/7/16: I asked Dash about imposition, and she said it should be spontaneous. I got 4/5 on a test, which she said was "GREAT! :D"...until I reminded her that 4/5 was a B. She said she was thinking about using imposition as a reward for me logging stuff. She said something about Hawaii, but I don't remember what. She wondered why "HERstory" was a thing. She blushed when I called her "Dashie". She hypnotized me, and said she wanted me to spend the night as her pet. I got a pretty intense head pressure that I thought was from Shou, but then I started to question that, because I haven't really had one so strong before. Strangely, it went away almost right after I decided to log it. 3/8/16: I had some trouble visualizing Dash. She imposed herself on a chair, but I couldn't get an "exact image" when I was close to her. She wondered what would change after the DIY project was done. 3/9/16: I had to get a tooth filling replaced. Dash suggested visualizing myself in Skyrim while that happened. I ended up watching Inside Out while under laughing gas. Dash did the Walter Mitty Routine in a bit of the movie, and said she'd use some of the scenes as inspiration for our mindscape. I got an idea: show my teacher my bokken moves and ask if I did as good as one of my classmates. If I did, it means that Keystroke can practice stuff and I can access it. 3/10/16: Nina and I talked about the DIY project. My teacher said that my bokken skills were good, so I'm pretty sure that I can access stuff my tulpas practice, provided I learn it.
KruegerMeister March 15, 2016 Author March 15, 2016 3/11/16: I forgot to log stuff. Dash dared me to eat shrimp eyes (part of some sushi I ordered). 3/12/16: I saw Sarah at the top of the stairs. We used this to figure out her height: a bit taller than my countertop. Dash didn't like it when I had intrusive thoughts during our hypnosis session. 3/13/16: Fluttershy suggested working on the DIY project while watching Conqueror of Shamballa. I didn't do much tulpaforcing.
KruegerMeister March 16, 2016 Author March 16, 2016 3/14/16: I forgot to log stuff. Dash and I hanged out. 3/15/16: Dash recommended that I turn the lights off when reading a fanfic, to add to the atmosphere. We made small talk. I tried to work on our songs, but she said I was trying too hard to fit in stuff I got ideas from. She suggested sticking with our chosen idea, as well as using hypnosis to brainstorm. We tried that, and Nina said that she wanted people to not see her as the character she resembled; the character had a lot of sad baggage.
KruegerMeister March 17, 2016 Author March 17, 2016 3/16/16: I thought about something depressing, which Nina asked me not to. We talked about the baggage, and she said that she wouldn't call being confused with Nina the character "depressing", but still worse than a minor annoyance. I saw a cute pic of Dash, and then she imposed herself on my bed (we haven't had much imposition lately, so I'd count this as progress). I fell asleep, woke up, walked outside, saw Nina in the hallway, and accidentally walked through her. I'm not sure, but I think this is because I napped. Dash and I tried to work on parallel processing, but we didn't get far.
KruegerMeister March 20, 2016 Author March 20, 2016 3/17/16: I forgot to log stuff. 3/18/16: I'm not positive, but I think there was some imposition progress today--Dash giving herself location-based accessories. I wondered if I should try to passive force while my parents were in the room (I've been known to occasionally talk out loud/whisper to my tulpas).
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