KM & RD

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7/31/16: I thought about reading a relevant-looking Tumblr post for the above issue. Dash said this "smack[ed] of desperation."

I told Shou that I didn't buy the idea that the "silver fire" arc didn't have any negative psychological effects on him. When a dog barked at me, Nina barked back.

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8/1/16: Lust was pretty talkative after I played Skyrim. I wondered if this was because she was similar to Serana, or just because they have the same voice actor. Dash said that if anyone asked what my gender identity was, I should say "attack helicopter", "cuz funny". This morning, I'd watched half of a video that (as far as I can tell) got me a little bit in touch with some repressed emotions. Starlight suggested watching the rest.

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8/2/16: Dash brohoofed me for telling my dad that I was asking good questions in my counseling class. She pretended to be stoned.

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8/3/16: Dash was surprised that Pizza Hut was still around. I came up with some ideas for my Skyrim playthrough that Dash said were cool thematically, but wondered if they fit my personality. When I realized it was getting dark and turned on my lamp, Nina imposed herself on my bed.

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8/4/16: I forgot to log stuff. I theorized about/tried to psychoanalyze my relationship with Rainbow Dash. Dash blushed and thanked me for using her full name, because it's apparently "intimate".

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8/5/16: Fluttershy briefly psychoanalyzed my reluctance to have Rainbow Dash mind-control me. Several of my tulpas advocated "doing the hard thing" (for example, curing fear by briefly letting my mental defenses down, instead of by playing Skyrim). While pretending to be Dash's pet, she did something that reminded me of a bad experience. She assured me she'd never hurt me, because "you're my pet, I'm your Mistress, [not hurting your sub]'s like, rule one of Mistress-ing".

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8/6/16: I had a tearful moment with my dad; Dash later gave me a head-pressure and said she was happy about this. We didn't do much other than make small-talk.

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8/7/16: I forgot to log stuff. Dash agreed with me that Skyrim may have lost its therapeutic benefit, but that it could still be fun.

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8/8/16: I did a thing that I thought of as "rewarding my friend for good behavior". I wondered if this view was cynical, and Dash said it was. I had some trouble hearing my tulpas, but everything was fine a few minutes later, and it's possible I tricked my brain into having connection issues. Dash made a silly :p face in response to me writing "connection issues". She said that I was acting like Jeff Fischer from American Dad, and then my mind voice changed to his for a bit.

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8/9/16: Fluttershy talked about what she'd do "if" she gave someone psychological counseling. Rainbow Dash suggested she say "when", because it's more definitive/intention-setting. Dash was happy after I beat a tough(?) Skyrim boss. I made a gagging sound in response to a gross pic; the sound turned into a Draugr impression, which Nina complimented me on.

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8/10/16: I saw a dog outside, and Nina barked and ran/teleported over to him. Turns out there was a party or something where a bunch of people brought their dogs. Nina called this "heaven".

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8/11/16: Dash asked me to get my counselor to see her as a person instead of just an imaginary friend. I took notes in a quick, faint scribble; Fluttershy said this would be her handwriting.

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8/12/16: I came up with a story idea (little kid dies and gets reincarnated into an adult body), but Dash said it was lame. I thought about Shou for just a few seconds, and he imposed himself. I wasn't sure whether to treat imposition as something done by a tulpa or the host. Dash said that last sentence was in passive voice.