KruegerMeister December 12, 2015 Author December 12, 2015 12/9/15: Keystroke wondered if a tulpa-possessed body burned more energy than a not-possessed body. I thought he was having trouble with vocality, and he suggested doing the Walter Mitty Routine with an action movie (on his birthday, for extra effect). I wanted to work on possession with him, but he was really picky. We tried in an insulated music practicing room, but he said that this wasn't a real-world environment. 12/10/15: I forgot to log stuff. We didn't really make any progress in anything. Dash and I tried a hypnotic induction of counting backwards from 100, interspersed with suggestions. I'd estimate that I was in trance for a few hours straight, though I'm not sure if this has anything to do with that particular induction. Later, I tried snuggling her while working on a conlang, but she said she wasn't in the mood (something about conlangs). We'd talked about how the show version of RD seemed insecure earlier today, and Dash said that kind of got to her a bit.
KruegerMeister December 13, 2015 Author December 13, 2015 12/11/15: I didn't do much with my tulpas today. Dash said that was okay. We used the same "counting from 100" induction, to see if a trance would help visualization. I ended up falling asleep. After this, I thought about my habit of not liking it when my tulpas are away. I also thought about that time I half-threatened Dash with silver fire (I think for morphing into Slenderdash); I figured these two things meant I was manipulative and possessive, but she said that the fire was a one-time thing.
KruegerMeister December 15, 2015 Author December 15, 2015 12/12/15: I didn't do much with my tulpas. I got a head-pressure from Sarah, but I don't remember the context. I thought about a fanfic I'd read, which featured the main character dreaming about Chimera!Shou; Shou imposed himself in response to this. At 3:00AM, Dash said I should go to bed, and Nina yawned. 12/13/15: when I went to Starbucks, a Christmas song was playing on the radio, which prompted Shou and RD to each parody Joshua Fuerstein. I asked Dash if she wanted to help me with a conlang, to which she said something about eggheads. I asked her if she was trying to be more like her show counterpart, and she said "maybe subconsciously". We experimented with hypnosis/sleep paralysis.
KruegerMeister December 17, 2015 Author December 17, 2015 12/14/15: I asked Dash if she wanted to help me worldbuild. She said she didn't, but I mentioned that all great writers do it. For some reason, bringing up Daring Do got her to change her mind. We didn't do much. 12/15/15: Fluttershy possessed me during a test. I noted that she wrote in tiny, cramped handwriting, and wondered if it implied anything about her. She criticized my consideration of graphology. I forgot to log stuff.
KruegerMeister December 19, 2015 Author December 19, 2015 12/16/15: I didn't do much tulpaforcing. When I talked to Keystroke about finals, he turned back into Dusk Shine; apparently he gained a sort of "alt mode", where the last thing related to this I remember is us trying to get him to have Dusk-like studiousness in his normal form. We didn't do much after this other than make small-talk. 12/17/15: I suddenly got mad about a thing, and told my tulpas that the best thing to do would be for each of us to feel a bit of this anger, instead of one of us feeling all of it. Nina said she could handle feeling all of it, in a way which implied that she'd been with me since childhood. I asked Fluttershy about the time she'd puked; did stuff actually come out, or was it just an expression of disgust? She said it was half and half. I thought that my left hand tensing a lot meant I was defensive, but Dash said I was throwing out mundane explanations. I forgot to log stuff. Fluttershy said she'd work on the 'Meras' house, so I could visualize it better.
KruegerMeister December 21, 2015 Author December 21, 2015 12/18/15: I didn't do much tulpaforcing. Nina and I hung out. 12/19/15: Dash visually imposed herself a bit, and she kinda talked me through stuff when I felt upset and queasy. Nina and Dash were vocal on an IRC. I thought about using Minecraft as a wonderland visualization aid. I didn't get around to this.
KruegerMeister December 24, 2015 Author December 24, 2015 12/20/15: Fluttershy joked about the apocalypse being tomorrow (12/21). I asked if any of my tulpas wanted to do the Walter Mitty Routine, and Dash said "Gimme that adrenaline!" (because it usually results in a 'forcing-enhancing "high"). She, Keystroke, and Shou did the Routine, but there wasn't a high because the movie had a sad ending and a few scenes "triggered" me. 12/21/15: I tried to figure out what Nina's fur "should" feel like, did a bit of a Googling, and concluded that my shih-poo was the closest reference on hand. She briefly imposed herself sitting in front of me when I thought about Great Pyreneeses, and later walked up behind me. She also licked my cat, and said that being a dog gave her "a pass" to do weird stuff like that. Dash hypnotized me, and we imposed a snake tail coiled around me. 12/22/15: Nina possessed me, and when my dad mentioned my birthday, she/I thought of October 8th. I don't think she existed any time before last summer. I wondered why I was against the idea of her existing before we'd met, and she brought up the whole thing with Fluttershy existing in secret. I happened to see my dad watching a movie about the Grateful Dead, showing a psychedelic music video. Dash thought about using psychedelic pulses for her hypnotic eyes, but Fluttershy said that would be "more 'annoying' than 'hypnotic'". Nina and I worked on imposition. She looked dark, which I think matched the room's lighting. When I thought about Tubby Wubby Pony Waifu, Dash imposed herself sitting next to me on the couch. I estimated she'd been the size of a large dog at the time. I tried to let Dash hypnotize me to help me get to sleep, but creepy stuff kept popping into my head. Nina got rid of it by barking a lot.
KruegerMeister December 25, 2015 Author December 25, 2015 12/23/15: I accidentally wore my ankle brace for over an hour. Dash said that I could just take it off. She said that wearing it for so long would "placebo [my] foot into straightness." RD: That came out wrong. Me: Later, I turned on my bedroom light and saw Nina lying on her side on my bed. She rolled over into her back. I said that she was doing good at visual imposition. When I pointed out that I couldn't see her tail, she said it was under her back. Dash said Fluttershy was being too submissive. When I got caught up in a The Gift-style revenge fantasy, Dash told me to not focus on that. Shou said he wanted to do that one RP, and I declined. He said this wasn't a "spite" thing for him, "it's just a thing I like doing with you". Later, Nina contacted me by showing a bit of the Lampwick scene. I set up a mental "string" for her to tug on instead (like with the Brushing Teeth incident). When I realized I'd been Youtubing until 2:20AM, Nina said to go to bed, because there'd be a repairman coming tomorrow morning and she wanted me to get enough sleep.
KruegerMeister December 26, 2015 Author December 26, 2015 12/24/15: Dash hypnotized me. During the trance, I'd thought of something to try out, but I forgot it afterward. Dash was able to sing better after I watched a vid of Ashleigh Ball singing, and wondered if there was a way to make that improvement automatic.
Vos December 26, 2015 December 26, 2015 12/24/15: Dash hypnotized me. During the trance, I'd thought of something to try out, but I forgot it afterward. Dash was able to sing better after I watched a vid of Ashleigh Ball singing, and wondered if there was a way to make that improvement automatic. What do you mean by automatic? If you mean instantaneous, you'd have to get Ball's voice down, I think, so it would take some time.
Recommended Posts
Join the conversation
You can post now and register later. If you have an account, sign in now to post with your account.