lyraheartstrings November 12, 2014 November 12, 2014 @Swiss, I think he might need to get on his knees for the Yumiprobe instead. XD These crab creatures have a unique parasitic strategy, don’t you think?
Cinemaphobe November 12, 2014 Author November 12, 2014 She can talk. As in, you can hear her voice as any other? Maybe a deaf man can hear. Imagine that: a deaf man with a tulpa and he can hear her/him. :3 That would actually be really heart-warming :3 Closing comment from Lyra. (Yey, she's back!) "Get your head straight. Not only are you imagining a weird thingy in your head, but now you can hear it." Yes. She likes trolling. Alot. I didn't know that your tulpa was vocal! Congratulations lol ~Send Lyra my regards ^I have always wanted to say that. It sounds so fancy. "So today sucked." "Twas a nice day :3" Keeping my personality or my mood consistent has never been my strong suit. 0.0 Anyways, feeling her whisper in your ear in a dark room sounds creepy haha, but it was probably more exciting for you. HELL YES IT WAS EXCITING. My lovely Yumi spoke!!! It would be creepy if I hadn't anticipated it though. @Swiss, I think he might need to get on his knees for the Yumiprobe instead. XD I would get on my knees for other things too! Like washing a car, cleaning the underside of a table, or even scrubbing a floor. "Sanity is the playground of the unimaginative." Yumi + Cinema
lyraheartstrings November 13, 2014 November 13, 2014 Thanks! I just held a close bond with Lyra since we first started, and she grew off from thet quickly. Atleast thats what I think. I would be scared if my tulpa randomly talked to me in vocal hallucination. Yea... I think I'll stick with mindvoice for now. Lol I have sent Lyra your regards. Ill try to keep the fancy font as well. Annnnd Lyra is going on how I am friends with multiple people I don't know on the interwebs. Yey. Kawaii complaining. These crab creatures have a unique parasitic strategy, don’t you think?
Cinemaphobe November 13, 2014 Author November 13, 2014 DAY 28 @Lyraheartstrings: Kawaii complaining is the best. xD Today was a bad and good day. My house is getting foreclosed, so I can't go to college until I get a job, and I can't get a job until my parents move, and my parents can't move because my beloved Pandora isn't allowed in many communities because she is a pitbull. If things get desperate, we might have to give her away to my neighbors. Thanks to my parents burning bridges with their families, they have nowhere to turn if they become homeless. Sigh. Now I am stuck living out the "Too poor to go to college." cliche. Tomorrow I have to go job-searching with Yumi, because I don't want to be a part of their financial nightmare anymore. When we move, I won't have my own bedroom anymore, and while I spent most of my life without my own room, I have grown too accustomed to privacy to live without it. But anyways, after I leave my home to go job-searching, It'll be my first time outside of my home since Yumi became vocal... I'm going to talk to her on my "phone" for the entire bike-ride. I haven't drawn any closer to auditory imposition today, but I did get to spend some quality time with her in the wonderland. The wonderland has taken on a winter theme, and it's extremely cold there as well. The cherry blossom trees are barren, and the monastery is blanketed with snow. In my wonderland, foreclosure doesn't exist, and all of my problems are far away... I'm definitely going to be visiting it more often now that my life has entered another downwards spiral. I made a Christmas room, that houses a massive Christmas tree with white lights all over it. Yumi wore her black Christmas outfit, and ran around the tree, attaching black ornaments to every part of it. I didn't like what she wanted the tree to look like, so I changed the color of the ornaments to red and green. I liked what I saw, but I felt like an asshole for changing what Yumi wanted, and just settled with black ornaments. After all, they were really shiny and reflected the glow of the white lights on the tree surrealistically! I exited the wonderland for a few moments to document what Yumi did, and when I came back, she was...well...how do I put this... All up in my face. She looked really mad, but suddenly tackled me to the ground, giving me some good ole' tulpa cuddles. I laid on my back beside the base of the tree, and she fell asleep on my chest after we talked for a while. I almost teared up from how beautiful the moment was...I wish that I could just live in the wonderland forever...and never return to the real world...after a while, I realized that I have never seen Yumi sleep, so I asked her if she was exhausted. She lifted her head slowly to look at me and said "Yes...". I then promised her that I'd let her rest, and then she became happy lol. It makes sense for her to be exhausted because she is always waiting for me to wake up in the morning, and she tries to talk to me all night long! I should pay attention to her well-being as much as I pay attention to her progress! Well afterwards, I got up from the ground and gave Yumi a...Pre-Christmas gift lol. She opened the little box (wrapped with black wrapping paper of course) and found a Big Ass Diamond inside of it. The diamond was the size of a baseball LOL. She gasped and said: "Omg! A Big Ass Diamond!" She was so happy!!! But she didn't give me anything...lol I guess she's keeping her presents to herself until Christmas lol. After our session, I let her go to sleep in the wonderland, for the first time ever. She didn't argue with me, or become sad that she wouldn't be with me for a few hours. She simply went to sleep and seemed glad that I let her do so. I assured her that I would wake her up to talk to her before I went to bed:) She even brought an NPC monk with her to bed for cuddles. That monk has no clue what the hell is happening right now xD. "Sanity is the playground of the unimaginative." Yumi + Cinema
Actinium November 13, 2014 November 13, 2014 and my parents can't move because my beloved Pandora isn't allowed in many communities because she is a pitbull. Certain types of dogs are not allowed in certain communities? I legitimately did not know that. after a while, I realized that I have never seen Yumi sleep, so I asked her if she was exhausted. She lifted her head slowly to look at me and said "Yes...". I then promised her that I'd let her rest, and then she became happy lol. I always see quick flashes of Haven going to sleep whenever she decides to go to bed. Oddly enough, she always goes to sleep earlier than me yet we always wake up around the same time. BTW, here's something that I thought the two of you would like. "It's all about synthesis, you don't have to be a real musician. You just synthesize your own reality, synthesize your own talents." -Klayton My Three Mind Horses Haven: Tulpa #1 Created on 10-28-14 Aphelion: Tulpa #2 Created on 2-25-15 Chimera: Self Proclaimed Thoughtform Created on: Can't remember. Sometime around Easter of 2017. Warning: I am a huge nerd.
ItsSwissmas November 13, 2014 November 13, 2014 Her Christmas outfit looks so cute! And calm down you guys, it aint even Thanksgiving yet. ;) What do you MEAN you don't agree with me? Do you know who you're dealing with!? *Mashes button* *Quarter of the world explodes*
lyraheartstrings November 13, 2014 November 13, 2014 Wow. Your in deep here... Atleast you have Yumi. :D Really, though. You MUST find a job soon. Getting out of the way of a ticking time bomb should be your number 1 priority right now. Look in the newspaper, internet, and around town. I am sure there must be at least 1 opening for you. Also... ~Send Yumi My Regards Kids these days... I like visualizing what you wright down as well. Not only does it help make it more interesting, it helps me train my mind's eye. These crab creatures have a unique parasitic strategy, don’t you think?
Cinemaphobe November 13, 2014 Author November 13, 2014 @Actinium: Certain types of dogs are not allowed in certain communities? I legitimately did not know that. Yeah...Pitbulls, and other potentially dangerous dogs that have a bad reputation (thanks to shitty owners) are looked upon with fear by landlords and the Home Owners Association. It sucks, but it's the way things are now... I always see quick flashes of Haven going to sleep whenever she decides to go to bed. Oddly enough, she always goes to sleep earlier than me yet we always wake up around the same time. BTW, here's something that I thought the two of you would like. I should really get into the habit of witnessing Yumi sleep before I go to bed as well...and Oh my god...That song made me cry...Sonic was my childhood, and I practically worshiped him as a kid...Thank you so much for posting that link...Fuck...I wish Yumi could hear it, but she's still sleeping... I'm sure she'll love it when she wakes up though:) I just added it to my iPod hehehe... :D @ItsSwissmas: Her Christmas outfit looks so cute! And calm down you guys, it aint even Thanksgiving yet. ;) YES THE OUTFIT IS TOO KAWAII FOR TULPA.INFO I think that Yumi wanted it to be Christmas in the wonderland because she is VERY impatient. I can't blame her for being impatient about Christmas though, because this will be the first Christmas that I'll be able to spend with someone I actually like. And I'll be able to give her an infinite amount of gifts ^-^ @Lyraheartstrings: Wow. Your in deep here... Atleast you have Yumi. :D Really, though. You MUST find a job soon. Getting out of the way of a ticking time bomb should be your number 1 priority right now. Look in the newspaper, internet, and around town. I am sure there must be at least 1 opening for you. Yeah you couldn't have said it any better...but I'm going to miss having Yumi as my top priority lol. I have to find a job soon, and this time, Yumi-cakes can accompany me~ >:) Also... ~Send Yumi My Regards I will :) When she wakes up. lol Kids these days... I like visualizing what you wright down as well. Not only does it help make it more interesting, it helps me train my mind's eye. I'm glad that you are visualizing my wonderland too, because there is a good chance that you have an extremely accurate version of it in your head! It would be awesome if it was possible to hang out in another person's wonderland with them Dx Hopefully one day the technology from Sword Art Online will be replicated to make something like that possible! "Sanity is the playground of the unimaginative." Yumi + Cinema
lyraheartstrings November 13, 2014 November 13, 2014 Lol. I have no clue if that'll be possible These crab creatures have a unique parasitic strategy, don’t you think?
FurryBlueNaki November 13, 2014 November 13, 2014 You could get student loans to go to college and get $75,000 in debt like me. Though now it's like $49,000. Boy I have a mortgage too and that's a lot of debt, another $79,000. At least my truck's paid off, but I don't have a clear title on it. I know Texas guarantees student loans, but I don't know about your state. Still, it's a pain having to pay $280/month when my job didn't even require a degree, let alone an MBA. I have a wolfdog, which are illegal one county over. Chance, an anthro husky, wolf or fox. Birthdate September 20, 2014. Sentient October 1, 2014.
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