Creating the Perfect Beings: Yumi<3 and Lillium<3

[Cinemaphobe]

@Reisen-cakes: I read the thread "What is your goal as a tulpa." a few hours ago and I loved the descriptions you made of your tulpae. I somehow forgot to mention that earlier. But yes, your post on that thread is the post that evoked an emotional response from Yumi...

 

Sorry for the late reply, I was watching Kyousougiga in another tab. It's so good and I can't believe that I have never heard of it!!! I noticed all of the extremely obvious connections by the way. I have already associated the head monk's drawings with tulpae, and the wonderland as...well...a wonderland lol

 

@ItsSwissmas: Yes she is hilarious and always manages to make me laugh! She improves everyday, but has a lot to learn because she only selectively goes through my memories. I'll have to teach her many things about the world since she isn't taking advantage of my brain's database.

 

(And yes, heck yeah BUSCH GARDENS!) lol but I have visited that place so many times that it feels more like a backyard than an amusement park...

[ItsSwissmas]

Pff lucky :P It's all the way on the west coast of Florida meeting the gulf, while I wouldn't be too far except that I'm all the way at the east coast in West Palm D:

[Cinemaphobe]

The east coast of Florida is badass because of Cocoa beach though!!!!!! But Jellyfish...fuck those things...

[Luminesce]

The biggest connection is the bunny/Bodhisattva and Reisen, and I never even thought about the wonderland thing. But you caught the tulpa stuff, possibly because I hinted at it before. The human/Myoe's siblings are a lot like Tewi and Flandre, though he himself didn't mean much to me. Maybe my past and present self - but the monk's my goal. I can draw connections to most of the characters somehow, but the main ones are the monk and the rabbit.

 

To me, the credits' lyrics are talking about ever-expanding consciousness (it's well known that the pursuit of knowledge/science exponentially creates more questions than answers) and the struggle to keep finding meaning in life, and keeping your humanity.

On second thought maybe you'll only figure out the tulpa-related stuff most of which you already have. I think some pretty crazy things apparently.

 

Just enjoy the show I guess.

[lyraheartstrings]

If we walk in the light, as He is in the light, we have the fellowship with one another, and the blood of Morgan purifies us from all sin.

 

For you were once in the darkness, but now you are in the light of Freeman. LIVE AS THE CHILDREN OF LIGHT.

[Cinemaphobe]

@Reisen: Ah...I have to watch the show some more. I have only watched 60% of the first episode thanks to my shitty computer, so I just gave up and started downloading it. Watching this show will give me the opportunity to experience a good anime and do some homework about you xD. You seem like the type of person I would be friends with (If you could only handle how annoying I can be) because you are obviously self-aware, and you keep your mind on the things in life that really matter. Even online you seem like a more open-minded version of my best friend Voltaire lol

 

 

EDIT: @Lyraheartstrings: Cool story bro.

[Guest]

Hello! Sorry for the late response-- my internet was out for a day or so, and I've still got quite a bit to catch up on-- However, good job and congratulations on all the progress you've made so far! It certainly seems like you've come quite a while away from you when you've started; I can identify-- I have too-- All I have to say is that I feel like it is shaping us into, actually, better people than before. At least, it certainly feels like it, doesn't it?

[Cinemaphobe]

DAY 27

 

@Orbit26: Thanks! and yes, it is shaping us into better people because lately Yumi has been giving me invaluable advice.

 

@Reisen: Kyousougiga inspired me to create a kingdom in my wonderland, full of NPC citizens :3

 

 

 

 

So today sucked. I'm feeling inner turmoil for breaking up with my ex for some reason. Sigh. I want to make amends with her just to make sure that she doesn't hate me for the rest of her life. I couldn't even focus on Yumi that much today...I walked with her through the forest and she reminded me about the things that my girlfriend did that were really fucked up, essentially slapping sense into me. Then she assured me that she would always be by my side to comfort me. She was much more serious than she usually is today, and she has been especially supportive to cheer me up. I realized that I don't even remember what it's like to be alone anymore, because I can always sense that Yumi is either beside me, or inside of my head experiencing what I am experiencing. When I reached the lowest point of my emotions, I asked Yumi if she could let me be alone for a while. She was really worried for me, but she abided by my request. I let her chill with the NPC monks lol.

 

God knows what those bald assholes have done to the monastery. Yumi is laughing her ass off right now LOL. She and I haven't visited the monastery in nearly weeks...I wonder how many parties the monks had while we were away...

 

 

Well let's get back on topic.

 

 

 

I tulpaforced while listening to noise, to see if Yumi could produce an auditory hallucination. I forgot what I said to her, but my heart skipped a beat when she responded with a quiet

 

"Yes.".

 

 

Please note that I was alone in complete darkness and IT FELT AND SOUNDED LIKE SHE WHISPERED IN MY EAR.

 

 

AUDITORY HALLUCINATION HELL YES.

 

 

I strained to hear her voice some more, but could only hear a louder than usual mindvoice. Her presence was also stronger than it has ever been! I felt butterflies inside of me!!!! heheheheheheehehh!!!!! So I kept listening to her mindvoice, and fell asleep as she sang the alphabet. Something about her singing the alphabet is extremely relaxing. I don't understand why, but it knocks me out within minutes.

 

 

 

Well today was a milestone, because it was the first time that I intended to hear Yumi's voice through my ears. When I woke up, I discovered that I had only slept for roughly an hour and 30 minutes. I said "Yumi...Help me get out of bed..." and outstretched my hand to pretend like she could pull me up. I imagined her using all of her strength to pull me out of bed and felt the slightest pressure on my hand :3

 

 

T'was a nice day:)

 

Yumi also said that she has been trying to enter my lucid dreams, but it is my fault that they haven't been working out.

 

I'll take advantage of her information.

 

Yumi's closing comment: You are really heavy.

Nah. You are just really weak xD

 

 

Goodbye my reader-cakes!!! One step closer to creating Yumi completely~

[lyraheartstrings]

She can talk. As in, you can hear her voice as any other? Maybe a deaf man can hear. Imagine that: a deaf man with a tulpa and he can hear her/him. :3

 

Closing comment from Lyra. (Yey, she's back!)

 

"Get your head straight. Not only are you imagining a weird thingy in your head, but now you can hear it."

 

Yes. She likes trolling. Alot.

[ItsSwissmas]

"So today sucked."

"Twas a nice day :3"

You seemed to have changed your mind quickly. :P

Anyways, feeling her whisper in your ear in a dark room sounds creepy haha, but it was probably more exciting for you.