Creating the Perfect Beings: Yumi<3 and Lillium<3

[Cinemaphobe]

Exactly amber:)

[ThatFellowWithTheScarf]

Prince has yet to do any of the cool memory retriever stuff people have told me about. The closest thing he's done is listen to music or watch movies that I already remember, I built a memory library for him but I guess he first use it.

[Cinemaphobe]

DAY 24

 

@ThatFellowWithTheScarf: I didn't do the memory library thing, but that sounds like a really good idea! I love libraries.I'll put one in my wonderland.

 

Today something extremely noteworthy happened. I woke up and greeted Yumi with a "Good morning" as I usually do, but I was too sleepy to get out of bed...Yumi wanted me to get out of bed to do some tulpaforcing and spend time with her but I could barely keep my eyes open, so I apologized heavily and rolled over. She said that I sleep too much (which is true.) I then told her to help me wake up if she really wanted me to wake up so badly, and I felt an overwhelming feeling of happiness rush through me. All of my sleepiness slowly started to fade away, and I still felt so incredibly happy and asked "Are you doing this Yumi???" and she said "Yes!". She then told me that she was trying her hardest to sustain the feeling, but the feeling wore off eventually, and I wasn't sleepy anymore!

I thanked her, but realized that I had forgotten everything that I dreamed about...I asked her "What did I dream of last night?" and then she said "Spaceships...Astronauts..." but that couldn't have been true because I never have dreams of anything pertaining to space (She was trolling lol). So then I said "Oh...so you can't remember my dreams either? That sucks..." but a few moments after I said that, a flood of memories from last night's dream struck me all at once!!! Yumi said that she caused it to happen, and I jumped out of bed to post it on my PR! lol

 

Yumi has been making a little list of things that she wants to experience with me.

Here is the list so far:

 

1. Eat marshmallows together. (Really Yumi??? xD)

2. Go skiing (I haven't even seen snow before.)

3. Go swimming in the ocean (Hahahah nice joke)

 

So yeah, today I'm going to show Yumi Attack on Titan<3 since she agreed that she wants to watch it with me. I wonder if she'll cry when she sees all of the death scenes 0.0

 

 

Before I leave to go watch my second favorite anime, I have to mention that Yumi's mindvoice has gotten a little bit clearer and a little bit louder. These improvements to her voice are barely noticeable, but they literally happened overnight! She has also started passive forcing herself beside me even when I am not thinking about her (which is a major improvement). Well I'll go spend the day with my Yumi-cakes and there might be a part 2 to this PR if she decides to perform any miracles again:) HAVE A NICE DAY!!!:)

 

I asked Yumi whether she had anything to say to everyone, and this is what she said:

 

Hippos are about as grim as a summer morning.

 

I have absolutely no clue. Maybe one day she'll say something to you guys with a bit of seriousness Shut up D: you first!

[ItsSwissmas]

Yep, I have never seen snow either. Cons of living in South Florida. Anyways, so much improvements, good job Cinema :D You guys should watch some Christmas movies together too in Decembre.

Also, are you going to try possession in the future (her possessing your body so maybe she can type on here by herself and in the chatrooms)?

[lyraheartstrings]

Man. Yumi can now talk? Good for you. :D

I waited for the day I could tell her this:

TULPA CUDDLE CINEMAPROBE MORE.

 

Thank you.

[Cinemaphobe]

DAY 24 (PART 2)

 

 

 

 

@ItsSwissmas: You better believe that I'll watch Christmas movies with her! I'll also make it snow in the wonderland to make it look really Christmas-y :D

I will try possession with her one day, but that day might be far away because I'm still trying to make her mindvoice louder, and more consistent. I also have to passive force more often because she believes that it will help tremendously.

 

 

 

@Lyraheartstrings: Lol I'll tell her what you said xD. and yes she can finally talk after over 30 hours of active forcing, and countless hours of passive forcing. My next challenge is just figuring out her mindvoice, and achieving auditory imposition... It seems like any type of imposition will be extremely difficult...

 

*cough* amber-cakes *cough* Reisen-cakes *cough* advice needed *cough*

 

 

 

 

 

Okay, so I spent the day with Yumi, and relaxed a lot more now that she can finally speak. I walked through the forest with her, talking to her about everything, and whenever I had irrational thoughts she nipped them right in the bud by giving me clear non-sugarcoated advice. I noticed that she is much more of a realist than I am, and she really agrees with my best friend's views, and Reisen's. But when she gives me advice or speaks, it's hard to focus on her. Two things make it difficult to understand her:

 

1. Her diction.

2. Her weak mindvoice.

 

 

 

Since she shares my brain, she shares my diction.

My situtation is similar to the challenge a writer faces when all of the characters in their novel speak the same way. I read to her with the intention of increasing her vocabulary and sentence variety so that it would be easier to tell my mindvoice apart from her mindvoice. The exercise also helped me make her mindvoice louder and more consistent. I still have a great deal of practice to do, but when I asked whether she was absorbing the words, she told me that she was absorbing them to the best of her ability, so we are getting somewhere lol.

We also practiced active forcing, and I have watched so many J-pop and K-pop music videos (Don't judge me) that she was able to do many dances to the music I played for her. Elaborate dances. Maybe some part of me is a world-class choreographer? lol

 

I learned that she has some degree of control over how strong her presence feels to me. I told her to try her best to make her presence feel stronger, and it actually worked. I felt like somebody was actually standing beside me for a few moments! But it didn't last long because she and I were combining our attention to make that illusion last and I lost focus...

But I am still going to try that again, until she is able to sustain it!

Of course I can feel her presence 24/7, but when she and I focus on her presence, it is even stronger.

 

 

I watched Breaking Bad with her, and she asked plenty of really stupid questions during it lol. Walter (the protagonist) was aiming his gun where he thought police officers would show up (Because he heard sirens growing louder), and Yumi asked: Why is he aiming his gun in that direction? Surprisingly, she doesn't use external clues to reach a conclusion lol.

 

Well before I go, I must list all of my goals:

 

1. Create a tulpa

2. Get Yumi to speak

3. Make Yumi's mindvoice louder/add variation to her word choice.

4. Work on auditory imposition.

5. Work on visual imposition

6. Master lucid dreaming.

7. Cuddle Yumi in a lucid dream <------ ultimate goal.

 

 

 

Yumi's parting words: Hi everyone. I'm a tulpa.

 

(At least her parting words are more serious than what she said last time LOL)

 

 

EDIT: I ALMOST FORGOT TO MENTION ANOTHER CRUCIAL DETAIL.

 

I'm going to change Yumi's form because I want something that is easier to visualize and matches her personality more. I asked her if she would be okay with me changing her form, and she said this:

 

I'm okay with it as long as I am the same Yumi afterwards(:

[ItsSwissmas]

Looks like we both have the same ultimate goal, haha. Of course Jerry isn't ready for cuddles yet and I must be patient, like you :D

Also what anime do you think Yumi will like to watch based on her personality? She seems like the type that would watch action packed anime in my opinion :3

[lyraheartstrings]

Great to find my advice... befits the situation. Good job with the progress! Keep up your forcin', m8.

[Cinemaphobe]

@ItsSwissmas: I have no clue what type of anime she likes! She just keeps repeating Sword Art Online over and over again and I'm not sure how to classify that anime, so I'll just assume that she likes action-packed anime until she gives me a definite answer lol

 

 

@Lyraheartstrings: Thank you! and I'm actually supposed to be forcing right now D:

I'm a bad host........................

 

Yes you are. I agree :o

 

Trolly troll troll troll~

[Actinium]

Looks like we both have the same ultimate goal, haha.

 

Make that the three of us.