Guest May 14, 2015 May 14, 2015 Heh, it is kinda wierd to see people in similar situation to mine... Just saying that i am actually interested how this is going, have to catch up on the thread tho. It's understandable -- do you have a progress report yourself? I'd like to read it and learn about your endeavors, if at all possible. And danke -- take as long as you may ever need.
Alexx May 15, 2015 May 15, 2015 It's understandable -- do you have a progress report yourself? I'd like to read it and learn about your endeavors, if at all possible. And danke -- take as long as you may ever need. I have here, tho it is kinda erratic.
Guest May 18, 2015 May 18, 2015 I have here, tho it is kinda erratic. Ah, nice progress report! You've made quite a bit of progress yourself -- I'll make sure to check out your progress every time I peruse the forums here. I don't come on as often as I used to, but I will be popping in and out. 18th of May, 2015 I hadn't forced in a few days, so I had decided that, to make up for it, I was going to force for 40 minutes instead of 20 minutes. It went pretty well, up until I got to the 18-19 minute mark -- my father let me know that I must get out of the shower soon so that he could take a shower since he was going somewhere. Thus, I had to cut the session time down to the regular length instead of the doubled one I was shooting for. Though it was sad, it wasn't a bad session, and at least I made my regular time.
Guest August 6, 2016 August 6, 2016 Hello everyone. It has been quite a while since I've been on here or done anything here, so I am unaware of anything that happened while I was gone. I entered what I can say was a difficult period in my life, and though I am not quite out, I am trying to move on to the best of my abilities. Sadly, I've made no progress with my tulpa, considering I hadn't tried forcing for quite some time... however, I did not forget my tulpa, either, and made sure to constantly think of her and acknowledge her existence. For the past two nights, I've managed to force for approximately twenty minutes while in the shower, and I am going to attempt to keep up that schedule. I will try to begin detailing the progress I make towards my goals, as I used to, as well. Hopefully I'll see some old faces around once more, and if not, I can only hope I meet some new individuals here who had not been here back when I was actively forcing with my tulpa.
Guest August 8, 2016 August 8, 2016 Monday, August 8th, 2016 Start Time: (4:30 AM); End time: (4:56 AM) For the majority of this time, I just rambled on and on about small things to Kayla. For the first twenty or so minutes, I didn't feel much, and I didn't feel that I was making much progress. Eventually, I stopped talking to her for a while, and as "In Bloom," by Nirvana, came on my playlist I listen to while forcing, I sang to her for a while. However, I found my mood shifting in the last five minutes just about, as I felt more optimistic, I guess I'd say, than usual. I've found that I have trouble going through with anything, or seeing anything through to the end, so I have felt that most of my goals or dreams were never going to be achieved for the past while; however, while forcing with Kayla today, in those final minutes, something began to stir in my, and I thought about everything. I felt more hope than usual, and felt that, if I just keep going, eventually I will manage to achieve all that I want to, or at least what I can possibly do. This has definitely made me less reluctant to continue doing this, as I am feeling something I haven't felt in quite a while. I will be back soon, hopefully, with another report. Also, it made me think of , and I must say that there is a lot of truth in the scene, at least to me when I think on it.
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