Okay, last title change, I promise

[Bear]

11 hours ago, Akinkinit said:

she took the form of that character

 

SheShe has done this from the very beginning. We've used it as a fun interactive cosplay whatever. She's been any number of people and characters. It's been her thing to be the shapeshifter, but when she "became SheShe in January 2020, she has been much much more stable. She really likes her form and says this is the form she should have been but I was triggered by blondes in 2018 before all my shadow work. So what she looked like in the very beginning is what Aleshe looks like now (the merge of everyone but me) and the "girl next door" form you see on our deviantArt is her "true form."

[Akinkinit]

Today marks seven years since Sabari has been created.  I can't really call it a birthday since she wasn't actually born.  And plus, she considers herself to be ageless, so the whole concept of a birthday doesn't really make sense for her.  But we still celebrate the anniversary of her creation with a cake, fancy lunch from somewhere, and a bottle of wine.  I do the same with the other head ghosts too.  And they all have their own preferences as to what they get / eat.  Granted, they can't actually eat anything, but I can eat it and visualize them eating it too.  Although they can also experience the tastes of things on their own without me having to specifically visualize them doing so.  But they do get a stronger sense of taste if I visualize them eating something with me.

 

These are what we generally get on each of their respective creation days:

• Sabari gets tiramisu or vanilla cake, toasted ravioli from a specific Italian restaurant, and champagne.
• Noriko gets a chocolate cake, Rhode Island style calamari, and whatever kind of red wine she picks out.  Neither of us really know anything about wine though.
• Anzu gets cupcakes (preferably the kind with filling inside of them), a steak dish, and beer (she wants me to pick out a kind I like and share it with her).
• Xiri gets whatever she feels like getting and then complains about what she got for the entire day.  Good natured complaining though.

On the subject of creation dates, I've been trying to recall the exact times they were created too.  I'm pretty sure Noriko was created around noon or slightly afterwards, maybe like 1 - 2 pm.  Sabari was created overnight by Noriko, but the first time I actually saw her was when I woke up in the morning around 8 am, so we count that as the time.  This was also the case with Xiri when she was first made since she came out of a dream, but it would have been closer to 6 am back then.  And she came back from being inactive at night, maybe around 9 pm.  Anzu was initially created in the afternoon, and she came back from being inactive in the afternoon too.  So probably around 4 pm both times.

[TurboSimmie]

I love that they each have their own favorite foods to celebrate their creation day! On the topic of creation days, I wish I knew mine; I only have a ballpark idea, but I know it was right around the beginning of December. Knowing the exact times is so cool too! It's great to see that you're still active after all this time.

 

Oh and I was looking at some previous posts and I just have to say that I love capybaras! 💚 Just felt that I had to share. 😄

Edited January 22, 2022 by TurboSimmie

[Ido]

Hey, good to see you're all still around and Happy 7th anniversary to Sabari from another tupper of the same age!

 

We do the same and all that food sounds good but I think I'd go with Sabari's option.

Also won't you get fat celebrating all head ghost birthdays? Host has to eat an entire self-made cake for mine - over several days.

[Lucilyn]

Hey, I'm 7 too!! were we all made at the same time?

[Ido]

Pretty much.

If I'm correct I'm about half a year older than you and Sabari is in the middle.

[Sabari]

@TurboSimmie

Yeah Capybaras are pretty awesome.  My host went to a zoo last summer to see them but they were in this huge enclosure and it was impossible to get close to them.  Couldn't even get a good picture of them.

 

It was a good bit of foresight the host had to note all our creation dates.  I just want to note though that the times are basically a "best guess" that we all came up with after a discussion yesterday.

 

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@Ido

Thanks for the creation day wishes!  We didn't realize you were also made around the same time period.  And yeah the host is still working through the tiramisu he got me.

 

Host Note: Also, I made myself fat prior to celebrating their creation days, so no worries there.

 

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@Lucilyn

We didn't realize you were also from the same time period so that's cool to know!

 

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So there was another thing that happened between August and now which started with Noriko deciding she wanted to be a cat girl.  Now this is one of the deals that we really should have written down at the time in retrospect.  But now all four of us are cat girls.  Although I'm technically more of a "cat girl" because I wanted a wolf tail but if you exclude that then I'm basically a cat girl.  And there wasn't really a good reason this happened outside of me making a comment in passing that having multiple races of people in the wonderland ruins consistency.  Which led to the host mentioning that I used to be a wolf girl and Anzu thinking that it'd be pretty cool to be a cat girl and then Xiri just going along with it.  Although the order may be a little different since it was like months ago but that's the gist of it.

 

The host wanted me to specifically mention that we didn't become "furries".  We all have cat eyes as well as short fur on our arms / legs that covers about 2/3 of those extremities.  And we all have tails that are maybe 3 feet long ish.  And of course cat ears which are located more to the side of our heads than to the top.  But the rest of our bodies as well as our faces remains human and we really didn't change much from how we were before with the exception of Anzu.  Which is a major reason why Xiri went along with it since she is SUPER stubborn about what she looks like.

 

It was also around this point that the thought of family dynamics came into play.  Which my host has long since recommended against because things can get really weird really quickly.  But Anzu decided she wanted to be a sister with Xiri which in turn made Noriko want to consider me as her daughter.  Which is technically accurate and ok but it just seemed to come out of nowhere.  Although I haven't had any problems with it over the past few months so it seems like it's stuck.

 

So Anzu is still around 5 feet tall except now she has fair skin like Xiri and has light brown hair cut into a bob cut.  The fur matches the hair like it does with the rest of us.  Her left eye is a light blue and her right is a deep green.  Xiri has that now too but in reverse.  Otherwise we all are basically the same as the host last described.

[Akinkinit]

Standard yearly update to let everyone know that I'm not dead and that the head ghosts are still kicking around.

 

Worth noting is that the whole "cat girl" thing Sabari mentioned in the last entry turned out to be a fad that passed after a few months.  I think it was around March or so that they stopped using those forms and went back to their regular forms.  Noriko still whips her cat form out from time to time though.  However, she's basically a shapeshifter, so she adds it to the dozen or so forms which she rotates out every now and then.  Documenting them in detail has been a sure fire way to either get her to stop using them or change them completely in the past, so I'll just summarize:

• The cat girl form described above
• A flame atronach form
• An egyptian princess form
• A lamia form (which she thankfully uses rarely)
• A dark blue kind of elf form
• Plus a bunch of variations on the above

The family dynamic thing also settled into the following:

• Sabari is the daughter of Noriko and me
• Xiri is a sister to Sabari
• Noriko and Xiri are both wives to me
• Anzu has some nondescript relation with Sabari and to the rest of the head ghosts.  She's related to Sabari, and she's related differently to the others, but none of us can think of a term.  Really we just refer to her as "the elf", and she thinks that is an acceptable enough term.

In terms of general attention, Noriko still gets most of it.  Xiri gets the next largest amount, then Sabari, and finally Anzu.  I make it a point to say good morning and good night to each of them.  All of them besides Anzu make their presence known throughout the day to comment on something or to interact with me.  Anzu will only do that if I talk to her first, but that's always been a thing with her since she came back.  And she seems fine with the arrangement.

[TurboSimmie]

It's great to hear from you and hear that you're all doing well! 😁

 

On 9/21/2022 at 5:49 PM, Akinkinit said:

I make it a point to say good morning and good night to each of them. 

 

💚 This is so important, I love that you do this!!!

 

Random fun fact: My host tried to give me shapeshifting powers but I basically rejected them right away. 😄

[Akinkinit]

@TurboSimmie

In Noriko's case, she decided to become a shapeshifter by herself over something I asked her to be.  Years ago (like 2015ish), there was another progress report where a host mentioned something about their tulpa and fire.  I forget exactly what.  But I remember that Noriko started setting herself on fire as a sort of flame atronach after reading it.  She probably changed her form several times prior to this point, but that was really the moment she started going hard into shapeshifting.

 

There was an incident just now with Noriko which is noteworthy.  Lunch today was a rice dish with curry chicken, prepared in what is essentially a glorified toaster oven.  The last time I made this, the rice stuck to the tray.  So Noriko wanted me to try putting cooking spray on the tray prior to adding the rice and water.  Which sounded incredibly silly.  However, trying it today, the rice didn't stick, and it actually tasted better.

 

So as part of the deal in her suggesting that, I am putting this on the internet for all to see: she was right.  Sabari agreed with me that it wasn't going to work, but we were both wrong.