Nikodemos July 20, 2012 Author July 20, 2012 Still haven't found Dante as of yet(correction, he replied right after writing that sentence, ironically), but I'll continue narrating to him regardless. With the positive feedback I got from singing songs with him yesterday, I will try doing some more of that, maybe it could help him develop a voice. Name: Dante Gender: Male Form: Toa Mata Nui, a Bionicle(Amadeus made a sketch of him, kudos!) Stage: Narration, posession Being original since July 2012.
TulpaCouple July 20, 2012 July 20, 2012 Well good luck, Niko! I feel you on random days of missing tulpas! I went through that with Jaden for a while..not fun! Glad he replied to you, though.
Nikodemos July 21, 2012 Author July 21, 2012 Nothing really of interest to report for now, we just did some regular talking, along with some tulpaforcing to get those pesky strings off. I also got the headaches again when singing with Dante. And that's pretty much it, we'll see what happens today. Name: Dante Gender: Male Form: Toa Mata Nui, a Bionicle(Amadeus made a sketch of him, kudos!) Stage: Narration, posession Being original since July 2012.
Nikodemos July 22, 2012 Author July 22, 2012 Dear lord, that was so fucking amazing. I have to give an applause to Dialogues on that hypnosis soundfile he shared. After Dante giving his concent on starting this thing, I sat down on my couch, putting on my earphones and playing the soundfile he had recorded. I felt my whole body becoming relaxed as he induced me into a trance with his soothing voice. I did as he told me, walking on a forest path that lead into a river, becoming more relaxed and focused on each step. Then the river, just letting the warm water wash over me and carry me away downstream, it felt so calming. I could completely forget the outside world as I counted the branches flying above me, becoming more relaxed, focused and more tranced with each one. In the end of the river trip, the red brick cottage. It just looked so inviting amongst the stone path, surrounded by trees and flowers. I could even feel the warmth of the fireplace once I entered the cottage. Then I saw Dante, sitting on that chair next to mine. I almost instantly charged into him, hugging him tightly and pressing my head against his neck. I kept telling him how much I love him, how important he is to me, how I will never forget about him and always do something with him every day. But before I even noticed, time was up and it was time to go back up to the real world. I gave him a final hug, waving him goodbye as I started walking those incredibly steep steps back up from the depths of my subconcious. After the session, I felt so fresh and happy, glad about having a tulpa. I will probably try doing this again some time, everything felt and looked so clear and vivid there. Name: Dante Gender: Male Form: Toa Mata Nui, a Bionicle(Amadeus made a sketch of him, kudos!) Stage: Narration, posession Being original since July 2012.
Nikodemos July 23, 2012 Author July 23, 2012 Well, nothing much happened today, just some regular talking with Dante, with a small 30 minute session of forcing. I was planning on using Dialogue's induction again, but O forgot. ;_; Oh well, I'll try again tomorrow. Also, a peculiar thing just happened to me. When I was laying on my bed, starting to head to sleep, a mosquito suddenly buzzed in, forcing me to run around the room for ten minutes before I could actually kill it and start sleeping again. And then I heard something, more buzzing. At first I thought it was another mosquito, so I searched around for it. After a short pointless search, I noticed the buzzing kept going in my right ear, regardless on the position of my head. I don't know if it was Dante, tinnitus or something else, but just thought I'd share you. Name: Dante Gender: Male Form: Toa Mata Nui, a Bionicle(Amadeus made a sketch of him, kudos!) Stage: Narration, posession Being original since July 2012.
Nikodemos July 24, 2012 Author July 24, 2012 I also forgot to add another thing what happened to me when I listened to Dia's induction. On the first quarter, when I started relaxing my body, I'd start suddenly smiling for no reason, feeling quite, happy. This happened for another time when I was deep in trance, inside that cottage and hugging Dante. And I'd felt it for the third tim after the hypnosis was done, stretching my limbs. The reason I didn't post about this first because I didn't really pay attention to them and thought them as my own, even though I felt more excited than happy throughout the hypnosis. I haven't really had emotional responses from Dante, maybe this was one of them. Nevertheless, I have scheduled to try another session with Dia's induction today, let's hope I don't miss it this time. Name: Dante Gender: Male Form: Toa Mata Nui, a Bionicle(Amadeus made a sketch of him, kudos!) Stage: Narration, posession Being original since July 2012.
Nikodemos July 24, 2012 Author July 24, 2012 And I had to postpone my hypnosis session once again, I thought that my parents had left for work, so I thought I'd have some time to sit down and start a session. Turns our my father was sick and did work at home, so no hypnosis today(they'd find it odd if I sit on the couch for 30 minutes, doing nothing while having my earphones on). I'll see if I can try it again tomorrow. Third time's the charm eh? Name: Dante Gender: Male Form: Toa Mata Nui, a Bionicle(Amadeus made a sketch of him, kudos!) Stage: Narration, posession Being original since July 2012.
Nikodemos July 25, 2012 Author July 25, 2012 God. Fucking. Dammit. I'm so frustrated now, my induction is ruined, my head hurts and now I can't focus for shit. I finally had a chance to do some hypsnosis and use Dialogue's induction, the longer version. We got halfway on the recording already, all relaxed, tranced and focusing on just me and Dante. Then my friend, who I specifically told not to call me today, decided to call me. The ringtone was very loud, snapping me out of induction and making my head hurt. I barely managed to keep myself calm when I asked my friend to not call me. But now, my head is pounding, I can't focus for shit and the induction session is ruined. I just hope Dante can understand my anger now... Name: Dante Gender: Male Form: Toa Mata Nui, a Bionicle(Amadeus made a sketch of him, kudos!) Stage: Narration, posession Being original since July 2012.
Nikodemos July 28, 2012 Author July 28, 2012 And my head seems clear enough to start forcing again, fortunately. This time, I was inspired by Sol's topic, and tried forcing emotion with Dante. After I had prepared myself on my bed, I went into our wonderland, placing us slightly away from it. Then, I imagined a big, glowing yellow orb, floating in my hands. Then I thought about all the different situations where I experienced extreme emotions, and slightly softer ones too. Those emotions turned into energy, flowing into the orb through my body. After that, I took Dante's heartstone, and started merging that glowing orb of emotion into that stone. After I was done, I noticed the stone was glowing a bit, and I placed it back into Dante's chest. I'm fairly certain that at least something happened, since during the whole process I felt a strong headache on the front of my head, the frontal lobe more precisely, where the human brain processes emotion. It all felt very fascinating, and I'm looking forward to try some more. Name: Dante Gender: Male Form: Toa Mata Nui, a Bionicle(Amadeus made a sketch of him, kudos!) Stage: Narration, posession Being original since July 2012.
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