Confessions of a Poorly Trained Tulpa

[DreamDoll]

No matter what.  No matter what.  Despite all the arguing going on about all the silly details, Mistgod and I know we are right about one thing.  We cannot be wrong.  It cannot be rationally denied by anyone with reason.  

 

Tulpamancy and plurality require the use of heavy doses of imagination and willingness to believe.

 

And now, it is time for some pizza cause we have been inspired to go get some pizza.  We got paid, and we totally need some pizza.  We totally believe in pizza and we can imagine what we are gonna go get!

 

 

pizzzza

[Mistgod]

This is going to sound completely nuts, but every time we come to the forum, before we post anything, we are going to first watch the intro to Mr. Roger's Neighborhood.  We will either both go slowly insane, or our writing will get significantly more kind and considerate (or both).  LOL  It's totally something Melian and I would do because we love to make fun of ourselves and it's a great way to remind us  to be civil.  I just started by watching it the first time.  

 

I feel so neighborly.  LOL

 

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11:01pm

 

What I am hoping, and this is a typical trait of people in this community of course, is that the music and Mr. Rogers will get associated and absorbed into my thoughts about Tulpa.info that it will become a sort of servitor thoughtform of its own.  Mr. Rogers will be an attitude and civility regulator for Melian and I.

[Guest]

I think you should additionally consider a Bob Ross episode as well. I mean, it's so flippin' chill, he fills your mind with happy little clouds and trees. Then you come here and don't see our meandering musings as such a trigger worthy thing.

[DreamDoll]

That's an amazing idea! We love Bob Ross! It would be nice to vary it up a little bit. Bob Ross is cool too, we could have his soothing voice and wonderful sayings playing in the background as we browse .info. Nice! I think it will work. We will imagine that Bob Ross will be reading what we write. No one could be a jerk to Bob Ross unless they are a complete sociopath.

[Guest]

No one could be a jerk to Bob Ross unless they are a complete sociopath.

 

What a perfect test for sociopath-ness!

 

While, conversely, I'll be listening to death metal so I can train my ability to be kind regardless of sensory input.

 

The first to become a sociopath wins!

[DreamDoll]

 

What a perfect test for sociopath-ness!

 

While, conversely, I'll be listening to death metal so I can train my ability to be kind regardless of sensory input.

 

The first to become a sociopath wins!

 

What if only one part of the system becomes a sociopath?  Are we going to measure percentage of system sociopath?

[Guest]

I feel any system member should be responsible enough to know that they represent the system when posting. We should have a unified front. That way we don't have situations like, "Oh, Misha is mad at you, but we're still friends."

[DreamDoll]

That makes sense. We kinda do that too somewhat. But that's because we mostly agree. For instance, when chatting with jean-luc on Discord, I sometimes am tempted to disagree with Misty. Jean-luc senses that, but I generally stick to taking Mistgod's take on things. Mistgod says that is cause his unconscious mind wants me to do that. Like I would be more likely to identify as "real" or whatever, but we compromise on that with "pseudo-real" or "might-as-well-be-real." I have rebelled in the past for short periods, but it's too hard to keep that up.

[Guest]

We do disagree for some things. So I'm not sure where that line is.

[DreamDoll]

Mistgod would say that tulpas are fantasies, or aspects of your unconscious mind. So arguments are really just internal debates of the same mind given fancy window dressing.

 

I don't know, sometimes I wanna kick Mistgod's butt. If I could, I would. I do sorta punish him with visual imagery and by singing forever though sometimes. We wrote a thread about that some years back https://community.tulpa.info/thread-tulpas-have-you-ever-punished-your-host-lol

 

 

 

:-)