Complete Isolation?

[43432]

Has anyone else noticed that they have started to want to be in complete isolation since making their tulpa?

 

I've pretty much mastered lucid dreaming, my tulpa is almost complete, and my visualization has improved to the point that I spend nearly the entire day sitting in one place and going on adventures inside of my mind with my tulpa. I love it. I don't play video games anymore since this is just better, I don't talk to anyone else aside from my immediate family and even then only when I'm forced to emerge from my fantasy world. I basically live inside of my mind and I love it.

 

It's getting to the point that I just don't see any reason to care about the real world. It's not as good as my imagination, it's boring, and food and shelter are really the only things that I need. I still use the computer a bit, but you could throw it out the window and I wouldn't care.

 

Is there any place in the world where I can go and just live in solitude? I don't want to bother with the world anymore. I just want a tiny room or cell with a futon, one or two meals each day to keep me alive, and maybe a place to bathe. Everything else feels so pointless in comparison to what I enjoy inside of the world I'm constructing in my mind.

[DreamCloud]

1: Claim insanity

2: Get put into a straitjacket and thrown into a padded cell

3: ????

4: PROFIT!

[43432]

1: Claim insanity

2: Get put into a straitjacket and thrown into a padded cell

3: ????

4: PROFIT!

 

Thought about a mental hospital, but wouldn't they force me on anti-psychotics? Figured that would pretty much suppress any ability to use your imagination. Those pills just turn you into a zombie.

[Guest Anonymous]

Join the party. Aside from being in a constant fantasy world, I'm doing the same thing, and I've already invested about $6,000 and 4-5 years of my life for the goal of being completely isolated. If you're serious, save up around 10 grand, buy yourself anywhere from 3/4 of an acre - 2 acres (look around, you can get an acre for only ~$400) of undeveloped land (usually called a lot) at least a few acres from the nearest person, and build yourself a house. I'm going to be doing it very differently since I have different reasons for isolation, but you can build yourself a cabin like

with it's own solar energy/wind panels and be just fine. If you do it right, you won't even need a job since your yearly expenditure will be so low, leaving you plenty of time to have massive pastel equine orgies in your head.

 

As for location, I'd recommend either Oregon, Northern California, New Mexico, Montana, Vermont, or go to Canada and get some land in British Columbia, or if you want to be one of the most isolated people on earth, Northwest Territories.

[JD1215]

I know this feeeel so muuuuch. //wrists

 

I have no advice, but LucidAcid looks like he knows what he's talking about.

[Guest applesauce99]

I already felt this way before starting to make a tulpa >.>the real world isn't that cool, or for me that much

[TulpaCouple]

I've actually felt more social, though I get frustrated when I can't get the time to force.

[Lurker]

Being in a house with both parents and 2 siblings, and thin walls to boot, makes me crave isolation for the peace and quiet. :/

 

>inb4 someone with 1000 siblings

[Captain Nemo]

What the heck, you guys. I want to go out and do stuff with my tulpa. Not sit around. Y'all are whack.

[FigN01]

Can't say I do. If anything, going out and doing things with the tulpa has been really fun. I just went to a day-long multi-stage concert venue with mine kept in my thoughts the whole time, and he was enjoying himself immensely. All of the different sensations from the bands' music styles were really exciting to him in a lot of ways. We could barely force the next day from all the mental exhaustion. I don't care what you experience in your wonderland, but it's not going to come close to that kind of fun.