Changing Clothes

[SpadeOfRoses]

Let me start by saying that I know this is probably a stupid question, but I really want to be sure about this.

 

I am creating my first tulpa, and am seven days in the process. I have been doing visualization, and traits. I have been imagining her in the same outfit since the first day. Starting yesterday, I noticed articles of clothing seemed to change during and between sessions. Just the shirt, jacket, or scarf would change color, texture, etc. I kept trying to change them back, but then something else will change after a while. Finally, when I just decided to let go and see what would happen, the entire outfit changed. All of the new clothes are pretty much a combination of what was changing before, just put into an outfit. Again, let me reiterate that I know this is probably a stupid question. Are these just results of me having a difficult time focusing on her form for long periods of time? Or is she trying to tell me what she wants to wear? Thank you to anyone who takes time to answer this. I'm new to this, and appreciate the help. I've read so many guides and FAQ pages, but still tends to be a question or two that I can't find a satisfying answer for.

[Guest Anonymous]

At this point, it's not quite possible to give you a clear answer. Is it possible that it is your tulpa showing you what she would like to wear? Yes. IS it possible it is NOT her? Yes. Would anything inherently bad happen if you decided to believe in it? Nope. If you just believe and accept that it was your tulpa without a word of approval or even sign of confirmation, it's purely hypothetical. If you choose to believe that it was merely your mind going here and there, that's that. In the end, the answer to your inquiry has no real relevant importance; This seems to be happening with a lot of people, as well, who just get started into tulpamancy and whatnot. Some people will tell you 'yeah, it's your tulpa', some people will tell you that 'no, it's your mind', what I will tell you is that it can be one thing according to your personal perspective and how convinced of it you are. What is more likely, that it's you, or the tulpa? Let's say you decided it was you. It would still not affect the outcome, the result, the methods of forcing and whatnot. If you decide it was your tulpa who does those things, it gives you some hope, but this might induce the thought that 'Oh it's a sign of sentience, where are we going at so fast'.

 

You can make whatever you want out of it. There is no basis with the claim 'It is your tulpa', there is no basis as well with the claim 'It is merely your mind'. As far as I know for the average tulpamancer the tulpa is his mind anyway.

[eternity]

I guess it is her? I don't know, i've been like a month or so with my sentient tulpa and he sonetimes wears outfits i never designed for him nor thinked about him with, so.

Anyways i think you should totally let her be.