Abandoned_?or not_?

[Major039]

Everything went well. I kept thinking of her passive and meditation. About an hour a day.

 

On Saturday, there was a problem.

1 loss of feeling and visualization (in the head) and even emotional responses

2 Headaches and ringing in the ears (until today)

3 I feel tired almost all the time (thank goodness for coffee)

 

I read that it happens. (Loss of feeling) but I have a few questions.

How long can one be gone?

2 Where she is and what she's doing there?

3 can she not return?

4 What can I expect when he returns

5 What do I do? Can I help her?

6 Can I her my fear, and fear harm or otherwise?

7 I could not overload her somehow?

 

Yesterday I tried to help her to speak. Before I finished the thought arose in my mind alien thought "Hey tome." I admitted that it was her. Today it has become something like (but I'm not sure). She said "hey go away". It scares me.

 

Ahead say that her will not reset even if I had to followed her into hell itself. My faith never falls but I'm scared and I feel terribly lonely. (Up to me crying)

Maybe I only need encourage: 3

[Sands]

And maybe she wants you to stay away because she's busy doing whatever, so chill your cock, sit back and wait.

[Oguigi]

I agree with sands, Tulpas especially early on, will have a moment or two when they seem to vanish or become unreachable.

 

As your Tulpa matures, he/she will usally tell you before hand when their going to be busy.

 

It's normal don't sweat it, When Oguigi did it, it was only for a day. i think i've marked that on day 10 on my log. and when she became vocal a week

after that she told me that she was exploring my mind.

[Frosty]

What he said. Just keep doin what your doin, and he'll be back sooner or later.

 

Also, you're probably tired because you don't get enough sleep. 8 hours erryday. Also, it could be because forcing requires a lot of mental effort, which is kinda like working a muscle with weights, but with your brain. Seriously, it burns calories.

 

 

 

 

 

If all else fails, then you must take the Trial of the Orange Shower quest. But do the waiting thing first, and we'll see how it goes.

 

[Lolimancer]

I should try doing an orange shower just for fun someday. Anyway you're probably being a yandere host, which is cool but tulpae like to do tulpa stuff sometimes, so if i were you i'd just wait for now.

[TWBronyWolf]

just give her time, if she really hates you it will show, remind yourself, she/he needs you to live. Also, like the others, try sleeping a bit longer.

 

that always makes me feel better!

[Queen Chrysalis]

Loss of feeling and visualization (in the head) and even emotional responses.

Luckily tulpa are more than just a ball of feelings.

Headaches and ringing in the ears (until today).

Not even my host knows what that means, but it does no harm to your tulpa's progress.

I feel tired almost all the time.

Sleep.

Thank goodness for coffee.

My host does not approve of the substance.

How long can one be gone?

Forever.

 

Google: "That is not dead."

Where she is and what she's doing there?

Anywhere and anything.

Can she not return?

She can, whether or not you accept it when it happens.

What can I expect when she returns?

Progress.

What do I do?

Nothing. Let it happen.

Can I help her?

No.

Can I her my fear, and fear harm or otherwise?

No. It can only harm you and your perception of her.

I could not overload her somehow?

Not if you tried.

She said "hey go away". It scares me.

Why?

I'm scared and I feel terribly lonely. (Up to me crying.)

You have no reason to.

Maybe I only need encouragement. :3

"Knowing" that means you can as well do it yourself.

[Major039]

Yae thanks. Nothing else anyway have to wait and what is the orange shower?

I continue in session or waiting? (Paying attention, reading books, narration, etc?)

[Chupi]

Yae thanks. Nothing else anyway have to wait and what is the orange shower?

I continue in session or waiting? (Paying attention, reading books, narration, etc?)

 

I'd continue if you can get her to show up; else continue with narration, knowing that wherever she is, she'll hear you.

 

The orange shower thing is a meme here. A cold shower before forcing is supposed to help with concentration. Orange juice before and after is supposed to help with those headaches.

[cruse]

The orange shower thing is a meme here. A cold shower before forcing is supposed to help with concentration. Orange juice before and after is supposed to help with those headaches.

 

I actually believed that people here showered with orange juices, or at least vitamin C infused water.

 

Now I can die in peace.