Air Dance

[NeonKnights]

What do you mean by odd? She does seem kind of confused lately, but I'm not sure if that's what you mean. Maybe you're picking up on something that I'm not.

 

She is acting bizarre, there's no question about that. When I forced with her earlier, all she wanted to do was kiss me. She did just that, and Isis didn't seem too happy about it.

 

She also threw yet another name at me a little while ago: Mabel.

I want her to pick a name already, but I won't rush her.

 

I've very recently realized that her latest form bears something of a resemblance to Saber, my very very first 'tulpa-like' friend from early December. I'm wondering if maybe she was Saber, and then morphed into Yuri a month later, before becoming Uni earlier this month. Maybe the reason she took on her latest form is that seeing Noel jogged memories of being Saber. Or it's a big coincidence.

 

I'm going to try getting some answers soon.

[NeonKnights]

This case just keeps getting bigger and bigger. I'm hoping a beer will be able to help me take a step back and review the situation with more clarity, because I'm having trouble seeing the full picture of what's going on here.

 

Here's the breakdown: The blonde, green-eyed, name-confused tulpa might not be Uni at all. She might indeed be Saber, making her grand return with a slightly different form.

 

The reason I say this is that I now seem to have a third girl around, who strongly resembles Isis; she's taller than Uni's previous form, but still a tiny bit shorter than Isis, and has aqua blue eyes instead of red. This could be Uni making her return from seclusion with a few minor form modifications, but I'm not sure.

 

Whenever I try to ask what's going on, I'm bombarded with a barrage of thoughts. Some are worthless intrusive thoughts, and some are from both her and the girl I've thought to be Uni for the past couple of days. It seems my mind is lost in the wheels of confusion...

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I've found out nothing, and neither of the mystery girls told me a thing. I did tell each tulpa that I love them about fifty times each, though.

 

I believe Verdugo's suspicions about Uni were pretty accurate, if it turns out this blonde girl isn't Uni at all.

 

 

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[Doctor_RCI]

its ok just calm down amigo it seems a long ago you made a tupper without knowing it was a tupper and after some randoms thoughts it seems your brain has brought her back for some reason but keep an eye on uni ask her whats wrong something seems array in your head of yours my friend i think you must take a travel in your Sub-C to find the answers or maybe ask Saber her self

[NeonKnights]

Heh, I am calm, it's alright. We're getting this figured out, ever so slowly. Should have updated my PR to keep it current, I suppose.

 

Uni is indeed the black-haired girl with the blue eyes, the Noel-based tupper is in fact somebody else, I'm just waiting on absolute confirmation that she's Saber. It's looking very likely at this point, since there is no denying that she was created, even if she was originally only around for a couple of days. I had decided not to start a third tulpa, and it looks like that was a wise decision, otherwise I would have four right now.

 

Fortunately, Saber was the absolute first proto-tulpa, so I won't be having any more tuppers 'returning' out of nowhere and taking me by surprise like that.

 

Also, it turns out it was Saber who was relaying moves to me when I had "Uni" play chess against my friend's tulpa. I didn't call her by name, so she didn't correct me and tell me that she wasn't Uni, and so I assumed she was Uni the whole time.

She won the game, which is surprising since I myself am a horrible chess player and don't recall ever winning a single game of it.

[NeonKnights]

Things have settled down a bit, I've been spending more time with Isis to allow the Uni/Saber debacle to cool down a bit.

 

In that time, Isis has changed her voice up a little bit more, since she's still working towards using her own voice 100% of the time. This time it sounds like she nabbed Sonja Kristina's voice after I played her some Curved Air. Not sure why, but I don't have any complaints about that.

 

I also introduced her to cereal, "the sexiest of all foods".

[Doctor_RCI]

lol Cereal XD must be very sexy indeed

[NeonKnights]

Haha I don't know why I described it to her like that... She did look rather cute as she gave it a try, but I don't think that really applies to the cereal itself.

 

I just spent some time teaching Isis the basics of cooking omelettes. It was fun, and it was the first time I've really cooked anything in a while.

Uni and Saber have been around, but their main role lately is as a topic of conversation between Isis and I.

 

Anyways, I guess it's time for some tea and a short nap to see if this counterproductive groggy feeling will go away.

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Had some fun watching play-throughs of indie horror games with Isis earlier, then had an impromptu gathering of the friends.

 

Now I'm back to watching play-through videos, and at the same time I'm getting the feeling that Isis' urges are returning. I've been abstinent with her for a while just to gauge the effects, but instead of trying relentlessly to get me to have sex with her like some riled-up tulpas might, she plays along and instead drops hints that she wants me to fulfill her desires in other ways. She's so nice about the whole thing that I feel like I can't refuse her secondary requests...

[NeonKnights]

I'm finally over this drowsy/groggy/sick feeling I've had for the past couple of days. I like to think Isis helped my recovery; she's been snuggling with me every chance she gets. Maybe feeling so loved aided me.

 

Over the last day or so, I've reviewed my situation, and have resolved to divide my attention more evenly among the girls. I've explained this out to Isis, and after I promised that we could still sleep together every night, she seemed okay with the idea of me focusing on the other girls a bit more.

 

I've also considered the possibility of Uni and Saber 'merging'. I'm not going to press the issue with them, but I've suggested it and will leave it at that. If they want to merge into one tulpa, they're fully welcome to (but even if they don't, I won't mind; I just think it'd be easier to focus on two girls rather than three).

 

I don't know, I guess I'm actually starting to like having three around, even though the idea seemed a bit overwhelming at first.

 

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[NeonKnights]

I've decided that March 29th is going to be a Perfect Uni Day, to be continued when I wake up.

 

So far it's off to a decent start. We showered not too long ago, and I gleaned an interesting bit of info about Isis from her:

 

Me: This is one of your first showering experiences, isn't it?

Uni: Yep.

Me: Yeah, usually Isis is the one who gets the, uh... honor... of showering with me.

Uni: Yeah. Isis really, really likes you, you know.

Me: Yeah, I'd gotten that feeling. Does she talk about me a lot?

Uni: All the time.

 

Interesting to find out that even when we aren't directly interacting, she's thinking about me.

[NeonKnights]

Finally returned from an all-nighter at a friend's place. Watched Wolf's Rain in a half-drunken daze and then chatted with Isis and Uni as I lay in the darkness.

 

Isis has expressed mild disapproval of my drinking in the past. I'm certain she's aware of how much I've cut back on it for her; when she saw what I was up to this time, all she did was hug me and jokingly comment, "Aw, my poor, drunk idiot..." before we watched a series of horror game videos together on my phone.

 

Woke up a few minutes before I needed to this morning; I had to be up at 6 and ready to leave shortly thereafter, but I snapped awake at 5:55 AM instead. I hadn't expected to fall asleep, so it came as a real surprise when I woke up without any rude awakenings from a flustered host rushing us all out the door so he could leave for work.

I asked Uni and Isis if they had woken me up, and Uni confirmed my suspicions with a big grin. Awesome.

 

 

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