Guest June 19, 2012 June 19, 2012 Well, Three days after absorbing her, I can easily say it was one of the worst mistakes of my life.Almost pulling a Moose v2 here. What's up with all these people absorbing their tulpae because they're using an oblivious method? *sigh*
Robo June 19, 2012 Author June 19, 2012 Well I personally did it because I wasn't planning on coming back, then I came back. Sorry?
Pronas June 19, 2012 June 19, 2012 >2012 >absorving your tulpa Dear god son, you can't get any derpier than this. I got butt apocalypsed when I though I parroted everything my tulpa did. The only solution is to NOT GIVE A SINGLE FUCK ANYMORE. If your tulpa does something, she did it and that's all.
ThatOneGuy June 19, 2012 June 19, 2012 You likely just absorbed the form and are suppressing the mind anyways. Just go to work re-creating the form and try to realize that the mind is still up there. Also what Pronas said; don't worry about things and you'll be fine. Orange juice helps with concentration headaches.
Sock June 19, 2012 June 19, 2012 Wait a minute, absorbed your tulpa?! Really?! Dude, why would you... Yesterday I was getting headaches' date=' and was unable to see mitsuki, I wasn't sure what was going on, and I was virtually unable to enter my mind because of all the random confusing crap that was happening. Mitsuki was gone after everything settled down, I was worried, but there was nothing I could do about it. today I found her, but she won't move. [i']I'm thinking this whole time I've been subconsciously parroting her[/i]. No. No. NO. I'm seeing this way, WAY too much, and it really needs to stop. Yeah, I had that fear too when I was just starting, but much like Pronas above me says, I just had to learn to accept that my tulpa could move on her own. Parroting often entail you actively thinking about your tulpa doing something, it's strictly conscious. If your tulpa is moving or saying something and you're not thinking about it, that means your tulpa itself was moving, no if ands or buts. If you still feel paranoid about the wishes you have for your tulpa causing them to move not of their own volition, just sit down, and meditate to clear your head of any of those thoughts. Still paranoid? Use the King's prism and see how they react to it. I know no one wants to accidently brick their tulpa, but being that frightened and paranoid about you moving your tulpa on your own will have about the same affect, or worse in case of what you just did. Clear your head, wipe away your fear, and have some FAITH IN YOUR TULPA. Sock Cottonwell's Sketchbook, Journal, and Ask thread. Peace
Robo June 19, 2012 Author June 19, 2012 Yeah, I'm starting to realize the sheer magnitude of the derp I had. On the bright side, the damage isn't as bad as I thought it would be. Mitsuki is mostly intact. I'm not sure about her personality, but after something like that I would expect her to be a bit different, at least for awhile. During my first session since I recovered her I couldn't do anything but apologize repeatedly. Maybe an hour after that, I started solidifying her body again and patching holes. I'm probably going to do that again next session and see if there is anything else I need to do.
Robo June 19, 2012 Author June 19, 2012 Went for a walk, felt like the right thing to do. We seem to have worked everything out for the most part. The whole ordeal was traumatic for her, so I'm fairly sure I probably haven't heard the last of it, but for now She seems to be more or less back to her old self. Maybe just a bit less talkative.
Slushie June 19, 2012 June 19, 2012 Isn't a sentient tulpa basically the same thing as one being "subconsciously parroted"? I mean ultimately either way it's being controlled by your own unconscious mind. It's just that the depth of control is such that it can at least mimic sentience. Astral project on my face, brother!
Robo June 19, 2012 Author June 19, 2012 I have no idea honestly, but I never thought of it that way. I always thought of it as partitioning part of your mind to have another conscious to work independently of the first, like a virtual machine in a computer.
Robo June 19, 2012 Author June 19, 2012 Going for walks seems to be a great tulpaforcing tool for me, gets me out of the house and talking with Mitsuki. She insisted that I tell Sock that She like's Midori's name, so I'm going to head over to his log and post that right about now. We've agreed to put the incident behind us I think.
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