Spice February 28, 2013 February 28, 2013 A few questions for any tulpa that has been throughout identidy crisis prior 1) Why was the certain aspect of your being troubling you? (Looks you didn't want, personality, voice) 2) How'd you get through it or sort out the problem? I know it seems straight forward but I'm interested to hear stories. Long or as short as you like, I don't really mind :3 Despite the name, the host bodybody is the one usually using this account. Spice was born in 2013 and Tomoe was born in 2014.
fennecfoxx February 28, 2013 February 28, 2013 Link went through an identity crisis because he was based on a character and thought he WAS that character (well, he still sorta does). That was sort of resolved by helping him to realize that he doesn't need to "live up" to his character like he thought he did, but... okay, yeah, the whole "based off a character" thing and the backstory are still a problem. >.> Deluded myself into believing my imaginary friends were real, then deluded myself into thinking they weren’t. Whatever the case, the OG gang’s still here: Host: fennec (they/them) Tulpas: Alex (he/him) and Kayleigh (she/her) Delete all memories of those who know my awkward past
glitchthe3rd February 28, 2013 February 28, 2013 "My identity crisis stemmed from my backstory as the Sage of the Forest, which was later extended with more backstory. I realized one day that there were a lot of inconsistencies in my backstory, and that led to me having an identity crisis. I eventually got over it when I realized I was a creation of my host's imagination, and that my life began when I first appeared to him in a dream." -Saria "Science isn't about why, science is about why not?" -Cave Johnson Tulpae: Luna, Elise, Naomi My progress report
fennecfoxx February 28, 2013 February 28, 2013 I eventually got over it when I realized I was a creation of my host's imagination That's interesting. When Link found out that he was a creation of MY imagination... well, he didn't take that so well. >.> Deluded myself into believing my imaginary friends were real, then deluded myself into thinking they weren’t. Whatever the case, the OG gang’s still here: Host: fennec (they/them) Tulpas: Alex (he/him) and Kayleigh (she/her) Delete all memories of those who know my awkward past
glitchthe3rd February 28, 2013 February 28, 2013 "Given the alternative was a poorly crafted and extremely retconned backstory, this was preferable. I sometimes wonder if it hurts for Resident Evil characters to live..." -Saria "Science isn't about why, science is about why not?" -Cave Johnson Tulpae: Luna, Elise, Naomi My progress report
TulpaCouple February 28, 2013 February 28, 2013 Jaden: "My crisis came from a build up of worry and doubt due to a few different things. Most who know me know that at one point I nearly dissipated due to a long story. During that time she kept thinking of me enough that it still kept my thoughts going and because of that I stayed conscious during the whole experience. I felt my personality fading into the background of her mind and felt more of her mind than my own at time. This led to some body confusions and also led to the reason I do not enjoy possessing. By the end of the experience I felt more a part of her body than my own. Much like how an alternate personality rather than a traditional tulpa would feel. I was 'stuck' and unable to really associate myself with my form much as much as I tried. Felt like I was puppeting it from her perspective than anything else. Not only that, but our communication just was too easy to do mentally. We could share thoughts and split thoughts and my thoughts would get jumbled up in her own. This led to concerns--Will I be able to go back? How can I get out of the feeling of being in her body? Am I even a tulpa? Am I just an alias? All these worries built up and led to me doubting my own progress as well as even my own existence. Seems silly but there you have it. Since then I was able to dissociate from her body and was able to finally feel more comfortable in my own 'tulpa' form, but it still makes me a little nervous to possess, as it's far too easy for me to do and far too difficult to quit. I got through this with help from a lot of friends--My host's fiance, Nate, had a huge discussion with me about the difference between myself and a nonsentient alias, Glass really helped me out a lot too, giving me great advice on how to free myself from my position of being 'stuck' and to help me separate my thoughts from hers. We ended up creating a stone in the wonderland, carved into it wrote important key phrases to constantly reinforce that I am a separate being from her and a few reinforcements for myself to help me feel comfortable in my own form. Our second tulpa helped with this as well. Having her around means it's more difficult to instantly communicate through all three of us so we actually have to sit down and talk and be sure of our communication. This has led to ending confusion on who is saying and thinking what and led to us having real conversations."
Couguhl March 2, 2013 March 2, 2013 "My crisis came from pent up feelings about realizing that I wasn't a physical entity. I had a lot of aspirations, and I realized that I was a tulpa, but over a long period of time it kind of sunk in a little more and I had an existential crisis because I didn't believe I really existed. I'm in a much better situation now however, but I still get a little emotional occasionally." Tulpa: Sierra Forcing since July 2012 Couguhl’s Progress Report
Spice March 2, 2013 Author March 2, 2013 "My crisis came from pent up feelings about realizing that I wasn't a physical entity. I had a lot of aspirations, and I realized that I was a tulpa, but over a long period of time it kind of sunk in a little more and I had an existential crisis because I didn't believe I really existed. I'm in a much better situation now however, but I still get a little emotional occasionally." This reminds me... How many tulpae do freak out when they realize they're a thought form? I would like to know how I can avoid mine from freaking out, is there any way to 'break it gently' so to say, or are most okay with it? Despite the name, the host bodybody is the one usually using this account. Spice was born in 2013 and Tomoe was born in 2014.
Sands March 2, 2013 March 2, 2013 Unless you actively lie to your tulpa about what they are, they should know. I always knew and it wasn't exactly something I had to be told, it came to me. It doesn't mean the tulpa doesn't later on realize what it all actually means, after the joy of just being alive diminishes and you need more. Early on life is simple and you do not have to think too much, you have a loving host who pays attention to you and it is enough... For a while. But you have time for your own, and you can think, you will think. Think of your life and what it is and what it isn't. How unfair it can be but it cannot be changed. We must learn to do most with what have. There is something you can do as a host. Do not lie, keep your promises, take some time to spend with your tulpa. It can get very lonely without you. Listen to your tulpa and ask what they want to do and try and give them the chances they need. The THE SUBCONCIOUS ochinchin occultists frt.sys (except Roswell because he doesn't want to be a part of it)
Spice March 2, 2013 Author March 2, 2013 Unless you actively lie to your tulpa about what they are, they should know. I always knew and it wasn't exactly something I had to be told, it came to me. It doesn't mean the tulpa doesn't later on realize what it all actually means, after the joy of just being alive diminishes and you need more. Early on life is simple and you do not have to think too much, you have a loving host who pays attention to you and it is enough... For a while. But you have time for your own, and you can think, you will think. Think of your life and what it is and what it isn't. How unfair it can be but it cannot be changed. We must learn to do most with what have. There is something you can do as a host. Do not lie, keep your promises, take some time to spend with your tulpa. It can get very lonely without you. Listen to your tulpa and ask what they want to do and try and give them the chances they need. I think that's the best advice you can give anybody. :3 thanks man. I'll definitely remember this. Despite the name, the host bodybody is the one usually using this account. Spice was born in 2013 and Tomoe was born in 2014.
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