tulpa001 June 8, 2017 Share June 8, 2017 Okay, cool. Welcome Humphrey and also Shadow Dash! Host comments in italics. Tulpa's log. Tulpa's guide. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Xhalite June 17, 2017 Share June 17, 2017 Hello! I go by Xhalite (shortened to Xhaa sometimes) on the Internet. I guess I should spare you tedious and long, drawn-out greetings and give you more interesting details about myself... Since at least 2012 I have had a friend. Before that, I was writing a fiction story that I kind of have given up on for now. One of the characters that I created and was especially fond of was named "Catruya". I went through a transitional phase between being a Christian and an atheist wherein I was kind of into mysticism and magick. What the hell does that have to do with my friend and my story? Everything. Around 2012, I started pretending that I was conversing with my character, Catruya. If you are a writer, you might know that sometimes this is a good way to develop a realistic and convincing character. I did this for months. Soon, however, and keep in mind that I was reading about and doing some "magic" at the same time, she became very real. At first, she was quite like the character I had envisioned. But as the years went by, her appearance varied. Initially, being into magick and all, I thought I had attracted an entity known as a "succubus" or something because 1) She's very pretty and very NSFW sometimes and 2) I didn't really know what a tulpa was yet. But upon closer examination, using a more logical and scientific approach as I grew into being an atheist/skeptic, she was evidently not a foreign entity. So, I was forced into the conclusion that I had hallucinated it all. Which isn't wrong per se, but it doesn't mean that I don't believe in the fact that she is a mental reality for me. I think I googled things like: "I have a girlfriend in my head and I know she isn't real in the sense of physical existence... what is that called?" A lot of results were hallucinations/delusions/dissociation and other mental health things, some were evangelical exorcist groups, and I eventually found the word "tulpa". That's when I realized what had happened. It wasn't magical. It wasn't a "demon/angel/god". It was not a mental illness. It was a sentient thought-form that originated from my own mind. Okay, this next part might sound weird, but I will spare anything beyond general information: she's like a mind-girlfriend due to some of the 1) Affection she shows and 2) NSFW stuff which I won't talk about here or possibly ever. I don't know exactly why, but she and I are just really close. Like, some people have best-friend-tulpas, mine is a "lover-tulpa" some of the time. Final note: I used an online avatar maker to generate a good "reference" for visualizing Catruya's face more clearly. TL;DR - The name is Xhaa. I have a tulpa that I didn't even know was a tulpa and is actually my gf. Also I made a picture of her for easier visualization. --Xhaa "Be open-minded, but not so open-minded that your brain falls out!" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tulpa001 June 17, 2017 Share June 17, 2017 Welcome Xhalite and Catruya! Host comments in italics. Tulpa's log. Tulpa's guide. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
1369 June 18, 2017 Share June 18, 2017 Hey. I'm 1369. (I don't know why I like this number so much) I recently got really interested in tulpas. I didn't know that this existed until very recently. My first experience with tulpas, was 3 years ago when I was bored and tried to make and imaginary friend. I didn't succeed back then. Now I'm starting to create a tulpa called Lucy. I'm Brazilian, so apologies if my English it's not the best. [insert inspiring story here] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tulpa001 June 18, 2017 Share June 18, 2017 Hello 1369! Have fun exploring the forum! Host comments in italics. Tulpa's log. Tulpa's guide. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest June 22, 2017 Share June 22, 2017 Hello everyone! I'm Sydney (host) and I've returned after a long time of not being in the community. My tulpas have forgiven me and we're all doing fine! Our system name is Anon and I have 4 tulpas at the moment: Astrid Gust Grey Haz I'm still super new to tulpamancy, even though this post is for my return. ((Can we forget about my really cringe tulpa update forum post? I didn't know what I was doing I guess please don't hate me)) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dynamo Lux June 22, 2017 Share June 22, 2017 Hope you all have fun here, can't wait to see what more you all post :D 💡 The Felights 💡 https://felight.carrd.co/ 💡 🪐 Cosmicals: 🔥 Apollo Fire the Sun God (12/3/16), ⭐ Piano Soul the Star Man (1/26/17) 🐉 Mythicals: ☁️ Indigo Blue the Sky Dragon (10/2/17), 🦑 Gelato Sweet the Sea Monster (12/11/22) 🦇 Nycticals: ⚡ Dynamo Lux the Shock Rocker (3/3/17), 🎸 Radio Hiss the Song Demon (2/8/00) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest June 22, 2017 Share June 22, 2017 Ohey, another big system! Hope you all have fun here, can't wait to see what more you all post :D Thankyou!! It's nice to meet you :) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tulpa001 June 22, 2017 Share June 22, 2017 Welcome back! Also, I don't remember anything at all... Host comments in italics. Tulpa's log. Tulpa's guide. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SunflowerMotorcycle June 25, 2017 Share June 25, 2017 Nice to meet you all, and welcome back to the community! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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