Posession and tulpa dissipation

[garland]

I am wondering something, since i have 8 tulpas and in the last month i mostly only forced 2 of them, today i tried to use possession to communicate with all of them again, and so far, i haven't noticed any kind of regression on them on the hability of doing possession, despite only talking to the other 6 tulpas only 1-2 minutes each day most of the times (usually to say goodnight and good morning). Also their vocality didn't also regress much, they are still pretty much leveled out, except Songohan of course.

 

Tell me does anyone here that at some point had tulpas almost near dissipation or that wasn't forced since a long time, do you guys notice the tulpa NOT responding to possession anymore? (and i mean, INVOLUNTARY movements like bending fingers) I mean, could it be possible they reach a point they don't respond to possession or regress back to NOT using muscle memory ?

 

I need to know this, because if tulpas that are starting to starve with lack of attention start to not get responsive to possession... then it's great it means my tulpas do indeed interact with each others to keep alive since all of them still have the same possession abilities and i haven't noticed any kind of regression on possesion so far.

 

I also wonder if possession by itself it's DEFINITIVE proof they are still sentient and partially independent since the movements are completly involuntary, or this doesn't always mean they are sentient and partially independent?

[Linkzelda]

Self-fulfilling prophecies and tulpaforcing can end in a myriad of ways. If you’re worried on the existence of your other tulpas because of the circumstantial factor of how much attention you fixate to each one, be aware that your fear may lead to behaving in a way to be consistent to that probable outcome that you may fulfill for yourself.

 

Seeing how having 8 tulpas may be a challenge for you, especially with previous cases you’ve mentioned in the past, this is one of those matters where you have to develop the assurance that you can go back to the other tulpas in the long term if needed. The set of skills the ones you fixate more on may be ingrained already, so worrying about their competence to perform those cognitive skills is almost asking for self-referential doubting and negativity.

 

Personally, I think Eva is more developed than Ada, simply because Eva came by first, or that I fixated more time for her. I wouldn’t presume their overall existence have equal competencies, but instead of contemplating on who’s more competent than who, I just let it go by naturally, and focus on progressively improving in personal development. Whatever I learn may echo with them.

 

To be honest, dissipation has its own means of symbolism (e.g. chamber stasis), and it’s probably the host that wants to fulfill that desire, even through indirect means (e.g. life becomes too overwhelming, getting priorities straightened out, relationship issues). Of course, tulpas themselves may want to have a stasis for several reasons (e.g. they realize their existence may challenge how their host handles their quotidian lifestyles, they engage in the symbolic experience, and maybe learn a few things themselves, and may come back when the host could be in a better situation to acknowledge their existence).

 

I honestly think that as long as you can remember them, and can get back into whatever tasks you perform to acknowledge their existence, they can be with you for as long as you exist. Self-fulfilling prophecies can be your breaking point, or your trump card.

[garland]

Yeah i have noticed that despite having a slight fear they might dissipate based on what i read on this forum, it appears this is just a "superficial" belief, because deep down i think that my real belief is that since 6 of these tulpas were spontaneous and born without forcing on them directly to be tulpas, i actually am trusting that this means they won't get dissipated for lack of attention (the only explanation is indeed that they might be forcing each others) so yeah i have to be real careful to not starting to believe they will dissipate with lack of attention.

 

Also if those 6 tulpas came by themselves this means my mind is perfectly able to keep them without any problems and keep them alive even without my direct attention, even if i focus on the ones i REALLY wanted the most all along (Songohan, and later Pandora), indeed this seems what it's happening since i haven't any indication of the others getting worse, even if 2 of them ARE original non-spontaneous tulpas. But still just for precaution i ALWAYS talk to each one at least 1-2m a day like i said.

 

But of course i would like someone else telliing me, it's still good to know if i can actually use the possession to make sure of this, unless you mean that it's possible that if any tulpa happens to completly dissipate or "die" and the subconcious still making the possession happen exactly the same way even without the tulpa being "alive", i really hope that's not the case.