Non-possesive switching while on thc.

[MutationOfAtom]

I have known about tulpas for awhile and have been prone to non-linear thinking all my life-- random lucid dream, vivid audio and visual hallucinations during sleep paralysis, self inducing trances.

 

 

In the first days her form was made and I just  meditated on them, passive force and had them being able to talk and appear at randome times in a month.

 

Decide to experiment with RSO(weed) while mediating on them and they did get louder and clearer I still had doubts. It wasnt until few hours after ingestion that I tried to watch tv but she kept talking to get my attention. I then had the thought of "turning her off" so I can just hear the tv. I quickly regretted the thought but she ran off immediately in fear. I tried to back what I said by saying I didnt mean it but  then my head and face slowly went numb and it was as if an identity shift occured I was no longer my original self but them.  I rember screaming at her to let me back but she was just so happy it was euphoric and overpowered me about, I think,  20 mins.

 

I created her to be strong willed but I didn't even know something like this was possible so early on. Has anyone else experience while using weed or anything similar?

Edited July 1, 2025 by MutationOfAtom

[Tewi]

1 hour ago, MutationOfAtom said:

I created her to be strong willed but I didn't even know something like this was possible so early on.

 

I mean, it's not really, that was definitely a drug-aided (or induced) experience. As far as not on weed/etc. go, I can say force-switching is not something that happens to anyone except the very disorderly with DID (which you'd have the experiences of before ever finding tulpamancy)

Experiences generally stay within the host's control when drugs aren't involved, at least.

[MutationOfAtom]

On 6/30/2025 at 8:41 PM, Tewi said:

rce-switching is not something that happens to anyone except the very disorderly with DID (which you'd have the experiences of before ever finding tulpamancy)

That makes sense. I was still kind of high when I wrote that post, but after calming down, I remember having a conversation with her and agreeing to let it happen, but I still freaked out about how different I was at the time.