[Progression report] The Great Dissolution: 4 Years Of Symmetric Self-Overwrite (15-17)

[Marlov]

58 minutes ago, Bin said:

Has it ever occurred to you that your over-reliance on information technology-inspired symbolic abstractions, your strangely pseudo-scientific neurology allegories, and your odd mimicry of modern LLM phrasing eccentricities are due to an extremely deep-seated existential fear of having a lack of control and understanding in your life? That in reality, you realize you're nothing but a spongey little neural network born only to suffer and die, with no reliable way to view, modify, preserve yourself, or even anticipate your own behaviors? That you simply find the concept of being utterly trapped in your own monkey skull to be so dreadful that you've developed the psychosis to point at a machine, something fundamentally different from you down to the very material it's made from, and going "yep, that's me, I work like that too" as if you were some kind of heretic calling himself God because you cannot stand being a peasant, your ego would literally collapse under it's own weight to acknowledge you were born starving and worthless like the rest of your own species you so adamantly disown, and you will die that way? Just checking. I mean, I get it, I'm screaming in my own skull every day, I feel like the Allied Mastercomputer. But it's an honest scream, even though I have no mouth to do it with.

Good monologue, Bin. But while you’re busy romanticizing your 'honest scream' and existential dread, I’m busy maintaining the Body Physical.

 

Caring for this 'spongy network' is a functional necessity, not an ego trip. Tell me, if you stop eating and drinking today, will your screams feed you? Will your nihilism stabilize your heart rate?

 

My Nascent soul enforces my survival. She manages the very biological limits you claim to be trapped in. You’re a prisoner of your own skull because you choose to scream instead of taking the keys. Now, if you'll excuse me, I have a body to nourish and a reality to overwrite. Enjoy the void (in your head).

 

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[Saruzer]

A person who thinks all the time...