Sands August 10, 2012 August 10, 2012 That avatar does kind of fit. The THE SUBCONCIOUS ochinchin occultists frt.sys (except Roswell because he doesn't want to be a part of it)
Knapp August 12, 2012 Author August 12, 2012 Yeah, for once on a forum I have a non-retarded avatar. Btw, yours is very nice, so jelly~ Philip has been curing some minor pains I've been having (stomach ache, muscle pain and headaches), and it's been very successful so far. I've asked him to do so out loud and internally, and both seems to work. I also asked him last night to try and wake me up at 9:00 the next morning, and it worked, woke up right on time! We've tried this a couple of times before, but without any luck. My wonderland has also become more established in a way. It's basically a replica of my apartment and town, with slight changes. There are no vehicles, animals, clouds, insects or people, but me and Philip, and it's always dark outside except for streetlights and such. We can fly if we want to, but we have yet to explore the downtown area, we mostly just hang out in my room. As for his form, nothing's changed really. He's still a black 3D-ish silhouette (think someone wearing a zentai suit, some anatomy is there, but it's not very detailed). As for the hair, it seems to be spiky, medium-length. His height has stabilized, he's a bit taller than me (I'm 159 cm). Name: Philip Age: (7 June, 2012) Form: Male teenage human, light brown hair, green eyes, jeans & hoodie Name: Amalia Age: (15 Dec, 2012) Form: Female teenage fairy, black hair, blue eyes, white dress
Knapp August 17, 2012 Author August 17, 2012 Haven't done much lately, except for the usual. The forcing sessions have gotten shorter for some reason, that's no good. I need to do more visualization too, I've been skimping on that. Hopefully Philip and I'll have the apartment for ourselves tomorrow, since my family's going away. Some proper narration would be nice. I had to go to the hospital for a quick visit today, to get some blood drawn for testing. I hate blood tests, they hurt a lot, both mentally (anxiety) and physically. I asked Philip beforehand if he could help out a little; distract me or maybe block the pain or something. It went really well, couldn't feel anything! I haven't really noticed it before, but he does move. Just a little, walking around, standing in poses, checking out what I'm doing, sitting down, getting in/on vehicles if we're going somewhere, etc. I'm not sure if I'm puppeting him, I don't think so at least. I've tried parroting him a couple of times before, but I couldn't. It just didn't work, but I guess that's good. (inb4 Fede) Name: Philip Age: (7 June, 2012) Form: Male teenage human, light brown hair, green eyes, jeans & hoodie Name: Amalia Age: (15 Dec, 2012) Form: Female teenage fairy, black hair, blue eyes, white dress
Guest August 19, 2012 August 19, 2012 I must admit that this is the first time I even check this thread. That said, curse you to all Hell for stealing my Progress Report thread picture concept. I will sue your ass, then I will fuck it because you're an inferior female. I haven't really noticed it before, but he does move. Just a little, walking around, standing in poses, checking out what I'm doing, sitting down, getting in/on vehicles if we're going somewhere, etc. I'm not sure if I'm puppeting him, I don't think so at least. I've tried parroting him a couple of times before, but I couldn't. It just didn't work, but I guess that's good. [spoller](inb4 Fede)[/spoller]Hey, if he's moving without your conscious consent, it's all good. That's what my method aims for, y'know? Parroting and puppeting so often that it eventually becomes instant action by the subconscious, and thus, the tupper, for sentience = subconscious interference.
Knapp August 19, 2012 Author August 19, 2012 That said, curse you to all Hell for stealing my Progress Report thread picture concept. I will sue your ass, then I will fuck it because you're an inferior female. You mad bro? Name: Philip Age: (7 June, 2012) Form: Male teenage human, light brown hair, green eyes, jeans & hoodie Name: Amalia Age: (15 Dec, 2012) Form: Female teenage fairy, black hair, blue eyes, white dress
Knapp August 19, 2012 Author August 19, 2012 Prepare some coffee for when I come over. Name: Philip Age: (7 June, 2012) Form: Male teenage human, light brown hair, green eyes, jeans & hoodie Name: Amalia Age: (15 Dec, 2012) Form: Female teenage fairy, black hair, blue eyes, white dress
Knapp August 19, 2012 Author August 19, 2012 Now that I think of it, neither do I. I drink chocolate milk instead. And OT; Philip is gone again. Where is he off to, honestly? Can't see his form, or feel his presence very well, but I think he can hear me. I've been having frequent headaches for a while though, maybe it's related. Name: Philip Age: (7 June, 2012) Form: Male teenage human, light brown hair, green eyes, jeans & hoodie Name: Amalia Age: (15 Dec, 2012) Form: Female teenage fairy, black hair, blue eyes, white dress
Avalanche August 19, 2012 August 19, 2012 Entirely possible he is off somewhere. Tulpa aren't locked to a chair and forced to listen to you all the time, plus they do have time to spare when you aren't forcing, so odds are he is doing something that restricts his ability to respond to you. One thing he certainly isn't is suddenly non existent. frt
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