Mulder July 17, 2012 July 17, 2012 Two very strange developments happened with my tulpa today and I wasn't sure which question to ask first, so I figured I would just combine it into one thread. Anyway, it has unfortunately been awhile since I've tulpaforced. I got caught up in some projects, I procrastinated, and it had been nearly two weeks since I spent any time with my tulpa. I felt guilty about this and tried to get in a long tulpaforcing session today to make up for it. The strangest thing happened when I started tulpaforcing though. I sat down and visualized my wonderland, I said hello to my tulpa, and I began to start visualizing her but then she appeared and jumped at me, almost like a wild starving animal biting at someone walking by his cage. Before this I have never seen, felt, or heard any real response from my tulpa at all. I don't think I was parroting because this surprised and startled me enough that I actually recoiled and jumped while I was sitting. After this I then saw vivid flashes of her wildly pacing back and forth and I kept trying to visualize something else because I was sure I must have been parroting but the images kept flashing in my mind's eye over and over again. I tried talking to her and calming her down as best as I could and it seemed to work to some degree. In the last image that flashed in my mind she was just sitting on the floor, almost in the fetal position, but relatively calm. What exactly just happened? Here's the second strange part though. I spent the next hour narrating to her, I didn't see any more images during this and it was back to a regular tulpaforcing session, but then suddenly I started seeing bits of text that seemed to flash around my peripheral vision. Not clear enough to read, but definitely visible. If I tried to focus on the text then I could make out the words, but it rarely formed anything coherent. I don't think this was parroting either though because they felt like intrusive thoughts, kind of like unexpected images invading my mind. Very strange feeling. Even though I couldn't make out any coherent messages it definitely felt like she was attempting to talk to me though. Could this have been her first attempt at communication? I've heard of emotional and verbal tulpa responses, but I've never heard of text responses.
glitchthe3rd July 17, 2012 July 17, 2012 Seems more like she was pissed at you for not forcing for two weeks. "Science isn't about why, science is about why not?" -Cave Johnson Tulpae: Luna, Elise, Naomi My progress report
Mulder July 17, 2012 Author July 17, 2012 Seems more like she was pissed at you for not forcing for two weeks. Everything about the way she was moving seemed so animalistic though. She seemed angry, but it was very different as well. More of like some kind of primal explosion of rage and fear. Very disturbing, can't get the images out of my head. The only time I've ever seen anything similar to this has been in videos of insane asylums or wild animals.
ShyGuy65 July 17, 2012 July 17, 2012 Maybe she wants to have hot animalistic sex. She's been in heat for two weeks...
SSaint July 17, 2012 July 17, 2012 At a guess, I'd say your guilt over not tulpaforcing is manifesting itself into this kind of behavior from your tulpa. “There is not enough love and goodness in the world to permit giving any of it away to imaginary beings.” -Friedrich Nietzsche
Lurker July 17, 2012 July 17, 2012 Sounds like she went psychotic after you didn't force for 2 weeks (maybe thought you were abandoning her or something). But will it blend?
Guest Anonymous July 17, 2012 July 17, 2012 Seems more like she was pissed at you for not forcing for two weeks. This. Who the hell wouldn't be pissed off? The person you need to exist completely ignores you. Yeah, your tulpa's reaction is pretty reasonable.
Semi-Nomadic July 17, 2012 July 17, 2012 Speaking of text, yeah that can be used as a medium of communication and has happened to me a few times, and eventually I began using this myself (write something on a piece of paper, give it to tulpa to write an answer).
Sock July 17, 2012 July 17, 2012 This. Who the hell wouldn't be pissed off? The person you need to exist completely ignores you. Yeah, your tulpa's reaction is pretty reasonable. Thirded. My own tulpa tackled hugged me and was in tears after I missed a few days. Of course two weeks of one's creator ignoring them would set a them off to acting wild. Tulpa survive off of your attention, and you essentially starved yours of it. Did you at least narrate to her during those weeks? Sock Cottonwell's Sketchbook, Journal, and Ask thread. Peace
Sands July 17, 2012 July 17, 2012 I haven't even missed a day but once I had all the sessions I wanted to have with him early in the day so that I could work on other things during the evening and didn't concentrate at him at all that time. I thought he would be fine with that as it wasn't long at all but the next day I got in and started a session with him, he was pretty upset and clingy. I suppose I should've told him about my plans but you just don't understand things like that could happen before they do and how important your company is to them. Two weeks. That would probably be pretty awful. The THE SUBCONCIOUS ochinchin occultists frt.sys (except Roswell because he doesn't want to be a part of it)
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