Vos February 25, 2016 February 25, 2016 It seems like your bond with Seren is getting much stronger, and I'm glad to see that. And really, even if she does become bored, it's attention that you're putting towards her.
LifeInside March 1, 2016 Author March 1, 2016 It seems like your bond with Seren is getting much stronger, and I'm glad to see that. And really, even if she does become bored, it's attention that you're putting towards her. Thanks :D and yes, it does feel like it's getting stronger :) March 01, 2016. Hi, you! I feel happy. And I'm sure Seren's happy as well, even when she can't say it yet. Since the last book we read —Skipping Christmas—, we haven't read again, but we did do things together. It feels like we've become much closer in the last days. We've watched a couple of movies and some anime together. About Time (a lovely one!), and What Dreams May Come (which is about life after death, dreams, soulmates, etc. I highly recommend it! Robin Williams' on it :) ). When we watch a movie, I "kind of imposer her" by my side. By this, I mean the "thing" I do to feel Seren's presence. Not actually imposing her, but knowing she's there. When I go to bed, I do the same thing. I know she's lying there with me, watching anime and reacting to it. Also, now that I can play piano a little better, I've played to Seren. And I've tried to have her singing a couple of songs, too (a tip to encourage a tulpa to speak/develop mind voice). Still, it's not that easy. Sadly, when I do this, I listen to the artist's voice instead, which is not the idea. I think that's all so far! Ps: still feeling happy. :) Currently working on Seren, so that she gets to shut me up frequently.
LifeInside March 8, 2016 Author March 8, 2016 March 08, 2016. Hey there! There's not much to report, really. We have watched a couple more movies, and finished an anime. We'll be reading the manga though, since the anime's end is not enough. I'm starting to wonder whether something's wrong or not. It's been more than two months (I know, during vacation I didn't force, but still) and I can't listen to Seren yet. There's no rush; I just hope to be doing everything just fine... I've read that many people was able to talk with their tulpa after a month or so, right? Maybe it's me who cannot listen. I don't know. However, I'll update again in a week or so. Bye! Currently working on Seren, so that she gets to shut me up frequently.
Vos March 8, 2016 March 8, 2016 Everyone progresses at a different rate, so don't look into it too much. As long as you continue to work at this to the best of your ability, you'll be fine.
LifeInside March 9, 2016 Author March 9, 2016 Everyone progresses at a different rate, so don't look into it too much. As long as you continue to work at this to the best of your ability, you'll be fine. As time goes by it gets harder and harder not to think much about it. Still, I know you're right, and I'll try to stick to that mindset. Thank you :) Currently working on Seren, so that she gets to shut me up frequently.
LifeInside March 15, 2016 Author March 15, 2016 March 15, 2016. Hi. There's not much to say, really. We're just reporting in. We've shared better weeks. I admit I've been distracted in the last days. I got addicted to a video game and, well, to be honest, I stopped doing nearly everything I usually do. I didn't practise piano as much as usual. I didn't continue writing my book, and I didn't force much either. I won't let this go on for much longer. Anyway, we'll be back in a week. :) Currently working on Seren, so that she gets to shut me up frequently.
LifeInside March 22, 2016 Author March 22, 2016 March 22, 2016. Hello there! Once again, there's not a lot to say. We're still doing the usual. I believe we'll start reading again: it's what keeps me focused on Seren the most. Also, I might try to draw Seren. The truth is, I suck at drawing, but still I think I should give it a try and see how it turns out. Apart from that: I've started wondering whether I've been getting emotional responses from Seren or not. Sometimes, out from nowhere, I feel kind of sad (which makes me hope it's just me and not her). This feeling doesn't feel foreign, although I don't get it for an apparent reason, and it's not like I ask something to Seren and then get it either. So, what do you guys think? Would you say it's just me? Or maybe it could be that Seren feels bad about something and she wants me to notice it? How do emotional responses usually feel like? And that's all, I think. Thank you guys! Bye! Currently working on Seren, so that she gets to shut me up frequently.
Vos March 23, 2016 March 23, 2016 Those responses should just feel like waves of emotion, sometimes clashing or amplifying your own. It's difficult to say if they're coming from Seren, just like early vocal responses - it's a possibility, but I'd look into it. See if anything in particular triggers them.
J.Iscariot March 23, 2016 March 23, 2016 You can actually feel sad for no actual reason that makes sense to you. A lot can make your mind depressed without you actually feeling sad most of the time. Psychologically sadness can also be interpreted as general apathy and lack of motivation and no real will to do anything, it could be literally anything. Just felt like saying this. A wise man once said: 'Before judging a man, walk a mile in his shoes. After that, who cares? He's a mile away, and you've got new shoes.' Graced are those who could avoid this phenomenon. This is perhaps the worst expression of evil in humanity's history, but who am I to judge?
LifeInside March 24, 2016 Author March 24, 2016 Those responses should just feel like waves of emotion, sometimes clashing or amplifying your own. It's difficult to say if they're coming from Seren, just like early vocal responses - it's a possibility, but I'd look into it. See if anything in particular triggers them. Thank you, I'll try to see if I can make them happen. :) @J.Iscariot Well in that case it might just be me (which I hope). Thank you! :) Currently working on Seren, so that she gets to shut me up frequently.
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