The creation of Seren

[Vos]

Sure, this isn't actual imposition, but doing this could land you with some early results depending on how often you do it. It's not detrimental to creation or anything, don't worry.

[LifeInside]

Great! In that case, I believe we'll keep doing it. Thank you guys!

[LifeInside]

January 26, 2016.

 

Even though this is 26's entry, it's already 27! And it's been a month already since we started, Seren!! ♥

It's a little hard for me to express my feelings here, so I'll just say that I love you, and that you can't imagine how much you mean to me ( well, actualy I believe you do imagine, but you know what I mean :) )

 

So! January 26! I'd say we usually don't narrate as much as today. I talked to Seren all day long! That while we were doing trekking and also seeing the old paintings. I kept myself asking her whether she liked or not what we were doing every now and then.

 

It's been a long day and we weren't able to read. Tomorrow, however, we have another long travel ahead. I believe we'll be finishing Alice in Wonderland and will narrate as well.

 

Peace!

[LifeInside]

January 27, 2016.

 

It's been a nice day. Along the travel I talked about yesterday, we finished reading Alice in Wonderland and narrated as well.

 

Now we'll be here for like three weeks. During these days, we will most likely not have enough time to read, so we'll just try to narrate as much as possible.

 

Cheers!

[LifeInside]

January 30, 2016.

 

Hi.

 

It's been three days since I last updated. The truth is, we really didn't have the time to do much. We narrated a little and nothing happened, so updating to say "we narrated" didn't make much sense (this is kind of what I'm doing now anyway, lol).

 

Here's a question: how are tulpas usually afected when you spend less time with them? I know I'm in the early beginning and shouldn't do this, but I have found myself forgetting to even narrate since I've not been alone at all lately. Still, everytime I remember, I narrate.

 

Thanks!

[Vos]

I don't think that losing three days of work will affect too much but longer gaps tend to make it harder to focus on the tulpa, to find its 'essence', and to visualize them. You should try to use one of the many suggested reminders for narration (string on the finger, name on the hand, etc.) to see if that helps you out any.

[NoneFromHell]

Basically what Vosaiu wrote, but I want to add that your tulpa may becomes more and more passive over time as a result, especially if it is a young one. So try your best to keep your efforts up.

[LifeInside]

Hey everybody!

 

It's been a long time. Three weeks ago I accidentally dropped my cell phone in water and I haven't been able to access the internet since then... until now.

 

Anyway, I'm back. However, there's not much to report, sadly. I have barely forced. As a consequence, there's been no progress to be honest. I feel guilty about it, but there's nothing I can do now to fix it but try to make up for the lost time. Hopefully Seren will forgive me for spending so little time with her :(

 

And thank you guys for your answers back in January before my cell phone broke!

[Paranoid Llama]

Hey, don't worry about it. It's been months since I've actually done something, in the tulpamancery-like sense (visualization, imposition, etc.) productive. And I don't hate him for it.

 

... hm. Maybe.

 

D:

 

That's a good mindset as well, not looking back at the lost time. Good luck!

[LifeInside]

Hey, don't worry about it. It's been months since I've actually done something, in the tulpamancery-like sense (visualization, imposition, etc.) productive. And I don't hate him for it.

 

... hm. Maybe.

 

D:

 

That's a good mindset as well, not looking back at the lost time. Good luck!

 

I really like you guys! Thank you very much :)

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February 25, 2016.

 

Hi!

 

So, I've stopped updating everyday since I began to think about it as senseless. So now here we are, I believe I'll be updating once a week.

 

Getting back to forcing has not been that hard. At first, it was a little difficult for me to focus on Seren while, for example, reading to her. Little by little, that difficulty started fading away.

A couple of days ago we finished reading Skipping Christmas by John Grisham. It was hilarious! I had thought that maybe reading a comedy novel to Seren would eventually make her laugh. She did not, sadly (or maybe she did and I just can't hear her yet).

 

Anyway, three or four days ago this funny thing happened. I was reading to Seren, and everytime we read, I say her name at the end of every sentence, more or less (and I try hard not to make it a habit; I do think of her and not just think the name and leave it there), to keep both her and me focused on each other.

So, while reading, my dog started making a lot of noise that kept distracting me and I wasn't able to focus properly. Then, in order to get her to shut up, I shouted my dog's name so that she would stop. The thing is that, instead of shouting "Uma" (my dog's name), I shouted "Seren".

And my little brother was there! He looked at me like what the hell man? And I was like sorry I don't even know what I just said lol.

 

Afterwards, he just went back to what he was doing and I returned to my reading. I bet he just forgot about it.

Still, later on, I was talking to Seren about that and couldn't stop laughing lol.

It had already happened before (sometimes I try to read to her out loud), but I was alone then.

 

And now that we've finished with Skipping Christmas, I'm thinking of reading Games of Thrones with Seren. I'm not sure though, I'm afraid that maybe she'll eventually get bored of reading so much (assuming she's not fed up with it yet) :/

 

I guess that's everything, more or less.

 

 

Cheers!